Boybasher - 🖤 Bad Girlhood 🖤

I'm not a butterfly

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You said it best, when you scolded me Didn't take the chance, to even explore my vulnerability

I'm not yet a butterfly, maybe you were right about that

"I'm still cocooning"

But this is where we differ

I'm neither grown or premature

I'm a moth and we're not known for our beauty

Night babies, your gaze doesn't interest me

I'll feed on your unborn babies, as penalty For your suppressing hand on My Femininity

You're My Fav

Dark Baby

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Self isolated

Force my own pity

I'm only lonely when I'm around narcissists like you

I'm so slow

I always miss the joke

I want the punchline

Straight to the gut

I couldn't tell you the last time I smiled

Laughed from my belly

I want it deep

I like it big

Pleasure me

I'm so needy

Addicted to sin

Gorgeous Glory

I wanna feel this energy of youth induced beauty, seeping into my skin

Bite into me

I'm a vampire too

Secret Lover

Queen of the Night

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my poem:

I bloom once and awhile

A frightened petal, I'm always staring towards the ground

My hollow frown, I gotta let the sunshine in

Angels in the sky, invisible beings

And I'm not gonna lie, it's hard communicating with spirits much more clever than I

Watching my every move, even when I'm greedy and rude

Never to another soul really, just my own Neglecting my body, my bones are heavy

I just wanna new pair of shoes