Twentynothings

Twentynothings

Mattress Actress 🖤 (my behind the scenes vlog and soft goth girl movie)

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my poem:

She’s a used car with broken down parts

Take her to 150mph with one touch

Lust is all it takes to start her engine

She’s full of bliss

She’s literally leaking

Beautiful like your favorite mother

S-xy like your favorite teacher

A living day dream

She’s every boy’s wet dream

Black hair like Katy Perry

Face like someone famous you’ve seen

Body so thin and petite

She’s made out to be so mean and picky

Yet all she wants is somebody who kisses her like the world isn’t ending

Making out with boys is her favorite hobby

She collects strays and names them Johnny, Justin and Jamie

She lives a life where she’s the Leading Lady

Healing those in need

Collecting stories and sharing bodies

She never felt heavenly until his body engulfed her being

Everybody’s got a fear

What’s yours?

Failure and sin?

Heights or diving in so deep you can’t see the surface?

Freedom is homeless

With a trust of the other side

Living faithless, inhaling toxic fumes

And pleasing him for a meal to eat

Like a kitty in heat

She’s always on her knees

Pleading, praying and listening

Man-made heavens, we all get lost in them

Death kisses her on the shoulder

Like a sloppy kiss you can’t forget

Fear drives her forward

Mommy didn’t raise no coward

Daddy just didn’t care

Scars are permanent memories

Bruises heal on their own

Her thighs belong to nobody

Just somebody’s roadside attraction

She’s her daddy’s favorite distraction

She’s just another Mattress Actress with a classic american sob story

Are you here for the audition?

Or just a seat in the audience?

Mattress Actress 🖤 (my adult entertainer poetry reading)