borderlinedrunk - tell me who I am, guess I don’t have a choice.
tell me who I am, guess I don’t have a choice.

23 || Bisexual || ED, BPD, Autism, Anxiety, CPTSD, DID, Alcoholism || Capricorn || please don’t report, just block if necessary.

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Is It Just Me Who Literally CANNOT DRINK SOCIALLY??

Is it just me who literally cANNOT DRINK SOCIALLY??

Like. If I’m drinking it’s to the point where the hangover is the worst, and that I’m numb to the world. I don’t know how to have ‘just one drink’. It’s either I can’t feel anything but blissful numbness or nothing at all.

And at the moment, it’s becoming more obvious that I’d literally rather starve than not drink.

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3 years ago
"i Feel Disembodied. Is That

"i feel disembodied. is that

possible to feel? i don't know. i don't

know if this new medication is working.

it's hard to tell sometimes.

sometimes it's hard to tell,

what i feel.

is any of this real?

am i alone, am i real?

i just want to go home.

i just want to go home."

3 years ago

violence is the appropriate response to oppression btw