borderlinedrunk - tell me who I am, guess I don’t have a choice.
borderlinedrunk
tell me who I am, guess I don’t have a choice.

23 || Bisexual || ED, BPD, Autism, Anxiety, CPTSD, DID, Alcoholism || Capricorn || please don’t report, just block if necessary.

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You Know That TikTok That Goes I Do This Bullshit Like Eight Times A Week? Yeah Thats My Mood Swings

You know that TikTok that goes ‘I do this bullshit like eight times a week’? Yeah that’s my mood swings and it’s in a ✨d a y✨

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borderlinedrunk
3 years ago

things that are extremely difficult for me

making phone calls

talking to people

asking employees questions at stores

making appointments

living

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borderlinedrunk
3 years ago

"i love you!!" ok show it then. go on.

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borderlinedrunk
3 years ago

i have that telltale tummy ache,

the one that tells me i did it again.

i looked at something, read something,

remembered something..

my therapist tells me

i trigger myself on purpose.

that im more comfortable, when im

uncomfortable.

but i dont do this on purpose.

i dont have a choice.

Once i get that inch, that feeling,

The wanting. I want to feel. I want to hurt.

i guess this is my way of self harm.

this blog, these tags,

forcing my inner child to relive it.

over and over.

i cant stop.

even if i could,

would i?

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borderlinedrunk
3 years ago

i think we need to talk more about the fact that personality disorders are often gendered within the psychiatric field and sometimes people will be straight up told they're unable to have a certain disorder because of their gender.

like i have seen men with BPD or HPD being told they're actually NPD or ASPD and that they can't be the former because those are "female disorders".

likewise, plenty of women with ASPD or NPD being told they're actually BPD or HPD because the former are "male disorders" and that they're too emotional to be them.

i feel like this is tied to the sexist belief that women are hysterical and irrational too...

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borderlinedrunk
3 years ago

“are you okay” no bro i constantly feel like i am too much but simultaneously not enough

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