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i feel like i want to be friend w u

:D yippee!!! let's b friends!!! <3

(srry for the late reply btw (シ_ _)シ my dumbass got too nervous and didn't know what to day akjdshfakjs)

fml, wifi decided to give up on me while trying to buy aespa tickets 😭😭😭

Update(?)

hi high hai! srry i've been kinda just lurking for a while, don't really have an excuse lmao. i built a pc btw!!! :D hehe i'm super proud of myself lol even though i lowkey embarrassed myself asking for help for the dumbest mistakes while doing so.

here are some pics of my ningning hot mess inspired pc theme :3 (srry for the crappy phone quality, my phone is ancient lmao) didn't include the other half of my desk bc it's a mess rn lmao, cable management is my worst enemy.

i've also been kinda trying to learn html so i could make a cute tumblr theme. i rlly wanna make smth that resembles japanese vending machines. a pastel pink vending machine theme would b pretty cute hehe >:3

n e ways, i was thinking abt starting a series w an oc after getting inspired by all the oc insert fics here. although, i wasn't sure if i should write everything and then post it all at once or post things as i write it out.

i tend to get lazy and my mind is always over run w ideas so i'm leaning towards finishing most of it first and posting it all at once.

might drop one of the finished fics as a teaser or smth doe humu

hope y'all have a great day/night! <3

reposting this bc I need a reminder to not wait for that burst of energy to start writing and to just do it.😔👍

Writing isn’t about waiting for some magical burst of motivation to hit you. If you’re sitting around waiting for the perfect moment, you’ll never get anything done. Writing is showing up on the bad days, when the words feel like they’re dragging through mud. It’s not glamorous, it’s work. But here’s the thing, every time you push through that struggle, you get stronger. You don’t write because it’s easy or fun all the time. You write because the story inside you needs to be told. So sit down, put in the hours, and watch what happens when you refuse to quit.

i just downloaded over 105 stardew mods ;-; hhh

No they most certainly are NOT 😤

bro,,, since aespa doing concert in hk do u think there will be a chance we'll be able to see ningning speak canto? 🙏😖 praying rn

actual clown moment. I was trying to write a fluffy 5 +1 fic but then all of a sudden it turned angsty

not sure if i should scrap that part and redo or naw

I keep coming up with ideas but like never going through w it. 😐 I kinda wanna write an smau but I have absolutely no idea where to start...

I have an idea for an college au one w ningning where they meet on the therapy game on roblox lmao. studious psychology major!ning and player!reader w intimacy issues and having one night stands w any girl that looks their way. smth abt ning w glasses makes me feel some type of way. she's so cute ㆆ﹏ㆆ

also have an idea for convenience store au w minji as the new manager of the convenience store because they hired out a new manager instead of promoting from within. minji's a bit of a micro manager ☝🤓 and is always on the reader's ass about things bc they started out on the wrong foot. (lowkey enemies to lovers)

sidenote does anyone know any softwares/apps to make an smau on? 👉👈🥺 im gonna go finish one of the many million wips I've started but not finished now 🤡👍

Does anybody else ever get writing fatigue from your current WIP, so you just... start another one to refresh yourself?

Cause I just did.

Again.

I need help.

the words were not wording

I love cars and blahaj 🥺❤

I love my cat's love affair with my IKEA shark. :>

how does anyone get over the anxiety abt posting stuff. i feel like i just ate a live eel or smth ;-;

nyz - wouldn't trade you for the world

CollegeAu! Ningning x gn!reader Ning Yizhuo stresses over losing losing track of you at a party due to past experiences.

warnings: alcohol consumption, drunk people, mentions of cheating and shitty exes.

word count: 507

a/n: hihi i'm not dead -yet lmao. sorry. been working on some stuff, still figuring out how i wanna lay things out, srry not v good at picking out pics for the header ajdhaljkdfakl. hope y'all r doing well. sorry if there's any grammatical errors and all that. also any feedback is greatly appreciated!

“Fuck” Ningning whispered to herself as she squeezed her way through the crowded room filled with drunk college goers.

Worry filled her stomach as she looked around the frat house hoping that history wouldn’t repeat itself. As much she wanted to trust you, Ningning couldn’t help but worry that instead of getting drinks like you said you would, she would find you with your tongue down some girl’s throat like she did with her last asshat of a boyfriend.

“Hey Aeri! Have you seen y/n?” Ningning screamed over the ridiculously loud music emanating from the large Bluetooth speakers scattered around the house.

“Ninnnggg! You look so stressed. You look liii-ke you need a drink girlll!” Aeri slurred, clearly not catching what the other girl asked her.

Ningning groaned at the drunk girl’s response, pulling her in closer to repeat the question.

“Aeri! Have you seen y/n? I lost them in the crowd, and I can’t find them anywhere!” Ningning frustratingly yelled.

Aeri’s eyes slowly grew wider as the words processed through her intoxicated brain.

“Y/n? You don’t think—”

“I’m trying not to!” Ningning shouted, interrupting the older of the two.

Ningning was trying her best to relax but it felt like worms were trying to eat their way through her guts, with how anxious she was feeling.

“I think I saw them in the living room! Near the snacks!”

Ningning quickly thanked her and bolted towards said area before the drunk girl could get another word in. The worst possible scenarios began running throughout her head as she got closer and closer to the snack table beside the dark green couches. Her height didn’t really help in the situation either, since it only made it harder to see in crowds of people moving in and out of the building. Her eyes instantly lit up after seeing the familiar red hoodie sitting on a L-sectional sofa as she scanned the surrounding area.

“Y/n!” Ningning called out while weaving between the mass of moving bodies in the room.

A wave relief came to her as she laid her eyes on you. The scene would have been comical if she weren’t so worried earlier.

“Hey Baby.” You mumbled guiltily, looking up with a mouthful of food.

“Yah! Where were you?" You had me so worried, you idiot!” Ningning says, shoving you.

“Sorry, I got distracted by the chicken buffalo dip. You want some?” You ask, holding up the crock pot that was in your lap.

Ningning gave one look to the puppy dog eyes you gave her and flicked your forehead.

“You should’ve at least said something so I wouldn’t have gotten so worried.” She sighed, nudging you over so she could sit down next to you.

“Sorry, baby. All my thoughts left my mind once I saw food.” You replied sheepishly, holding up a chip with buffalo chicken dip in front of her mouth.

Ningning rolled her eyes at the response but opened her mouth regardless. Despite all your idiotic tendencies, she wouldn’t trade you for the world.

aaa

hi high asldkjfasld sorry.

haven't forgotten about posting, i've just been busy doing final projects. T^T i spent like 12 hours at school animating a ducking door and i haven't even gotten to the main part yet. im doomed yall.

anyways here's a sneak peak ig? (intentional lowercase btw)

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the sound of jingling keys echoed through the hallway of the apartment building. the dark-haired woman slowly unlocked the door to her shared apartment. she was careful not to make a sound since it was so late in the night or technically ‘early’ in the morning.

a small sigh escapes her mouth when she slips off the first pair of uncomfortable but gorgeous heels. it was a small price to pay for looking good, although she often did regret wearing them afterwards. with the way she was 'standing', she was practically laying on the wall from exhaustion.

no longer in the uncomfortable hot and sweaty club, her body started relaxing when it realized it was in the comfort and safety of her own phone. jimin stumbled over to the bench with one heel on, too tired to stand and take off the death trap on her foot.

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thanks for reading! i really wanna improve on my writing so any feedback is welcome! /ᐠ˵- ᴗ -˵マ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

hope yall have a great day/night! ⁺˚⋆｡°✩₊

WIPs list(?)

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hi (￣▽￣*)ゞ astraeus here, sorry never actually posted anything, i keep starting fics and then never finish them bc I get an idea for another,,, then the cycle keeps repeating T^T im absolute clown.

^._.^ฅ anyways, imma write down a list of my wips to keep myself accountable and actually post something instead of ruminating lmao. (list is from most recent to oldest?) there's a chance that i might change the titles for some when i figure out smth better. i'll make sure to link the fic once it's posted though. (idk what order i'll be uploading them in though)

nyz - lovesick fool

kmj - just bros

nyz - rough morning

kcw - first concerts and favourites

phn - mommy???

yjm - centre of your universe

nyz - hard distraction (!★¡)

kcw - heated stress release (!★¡)

kcw - pining for her

lsfm - first impressions

jwy - dirty locker room affairs (!★¡)

sorry, one last thing. would it be better to keep the nsfw stuff on a secondary blog? (!★¡) tag for nsfw fics.

hope yall have a great day/night! ヾ(＾ ∇ ＾)

┬┴┬┴┤･ω･)ﾉ freedom!!! at last!!! (till the 14th of next month though, got summer school) T^T sorry for being mia school's been on my ass. god, i hate group projects so much now,,, my group literally left me to do all the work ;-; i mean one guy eventually came around to sorta help, but that was like on the last week before it was due T^T sorry for the rant. might start posting soon, if i can get the balls to lol highkey scared cause my writing probs sucks. anyways~ here's a unfinished sketch of ningning i did while waiting for my project to finish 3d printing ( ´ ∀ `)ノ～ ♡

intro(?)

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hi! i'm astraeus (pen name cause i'm a lil embarrassed and don't wanna be found by anyone ik irl lol) but you can call me bluunxtes, bluu, or whatever you want :)

i've been lurking and reading fanfiction on here for a while now and recently gotten the courage to make a writing account of my own because i want to share the little dumb scenarios and imagines that are in my mind. i'm not the greatest at putting my thoughts into words but hopefully my stuff is understandable lol. i really want to improve on my writing skills and capabilities so i'm open to any type of feedback and constructive criticism! ___〆(・∀・)

currently writing during my free time and probs wouldn't be opening requests for fics till I think my writing is good enough to be able to put your ideas into words. i don't really want to take requests atm bc i don't want to disappoint anyone w my writing lmao. however i will take ideas and prompts into consideration :3

also pls do interact w me! i don't bite! i'm just very awkward and weird. just a silly little guy who wants to find friends that are into kpop ggs and writing :)

random facts abt me!:

i really really like cats :3 (funni car memes go brrr)

(－_－) zzZ eepy most of the time

im an 03

aries

bi(?)

based in Canada :D (Ontario if ur wondering)

girls generation was the first kpop group i got into

a fan of lapslock >:3

dino nuggies enthusiast

draws sometimes

currently in uni for art

a genshin player 💀

i have adhd and autism :]

a wonyoung stan<3

aespa ult

thanks for reading! (*・ω・)ﾉ

hope yall have a great day/night! (ﾉ>ω<)ﾉ :｡･:*:･ﾟ’★,｡･:*:･ﾟ’☆