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Dead Friend Forever EP12 | “White? Why? Why?”

"I'm sorry I put you through all this. Actually, you didn't wanna come, but I kept asking you to come. And now we're in a dangerous place. When you asked me, you didn't know that things like this were gonna happen."

"You can shoot me instead, but please let him go. He has no part in this. He's not supposed to experience this. Why do I have to know all about this? I didn't wanna come here in the first place, Tee."

"Tee, don't leave me. A guy like me doesn't deserve to be happy. I believe that no one in this world deserves to be alone."

Call Me By Fire S3 | Lead like Captain Jeff

He's so precious and earnest at everything, I die. Apparently, the new team motto is WHERE'S THE TOILET? (It's a useful phrase for him to learn in Chinese guys, let's face it).

Jeff Satur at The Guitar Mag Awards 2022

Title: i've lost control and i don't want it back

Author: Blue__Jay (@bluejayfiction)

Rating: Mature

Pairing: Vegas Theerapanyakul/Pete Saengtham

Summary:

Pete and what he needs is at the bottom of the priority list. Vegas will always be at the top, and by proxy, Vegas’s little brother will come immediately afterwards. So Pete doesn’t voice how anxious it makes him to be banished to the sofa on the other side of the room where he can still see Vegas but his view of the window isn’t as clear and he’s a little too far away from the only exit. He doesn’t intervene when Macau climbs all over Vegas even if he can see how the man goes pale and winces, how his muscles tense like he might try to squirm away. Pete doesn’t protest when he’s regularly and unsubtly shooed from the room so the brothers can spend time together alone. He doesn’t say a damn thing even if he wants to. Even if he’s realising that he’s not entirely sure who he is anymore when he’s not in Vegas’s direct eyeline. 

"My lord"

I'm just trying to remember how to hold a pen again idek