Again, I Am Reminded Of How Sincere Jugyeong Is In Loving Suho, And That In Return Has Probably Helped

again, i am reminded of how sincere jugyeong is in loving suho, and that in return has probably helped suho so tremendously and might have also taught him how to sincerely love her back. like yes, he never would’ve blown her cover in the beginning, but that never really came from a place of kindness or sincerity, i don’t think. he just wouldn’t; suho has never been the type to put himself into an endeavour that doesn’t relate to him. so clearly jugyeong’s bare-face is just a non-issue - even if it’s been a big deal to jugyeong.

but jugyeong? jugyeong is so sincere. she’s so kind-hearted. like when she was “blackmailing” suho for the book suho wanted, she orders him a ramen too and wants him to share the meal with her. when she gives him that birthday gift, she wholeheartedly never expects anything back. when he was giving his leftovers away and he adamantly said jugyeong could have it all, jugyeong still shares. jugyeong went out of the way to go to him when she knows he’s hurt even though he hurt her earlier that day.

jugyeong is so kind; the way she loves is so strong, but so genuine. not once has she ever expected for suho to do anything for her. not once. and suho must’ve picked up on it, must’ve known, because underneath all of his bullshit of trying to get his act together during that period when he’s figuring out how to approach his feelings, he slowly starts to treat her so kindly. so lovingly. he learns. and he starts going out of his way to protect and be good to her too.

now when jugyeong asks him to show the love symbol back during their video call, he does - and he looks so happy doing it. episode 1 suho would never. suho learns to love the way he did - so softly, so gently, so attentively - only because he’s always mirrored jugyeong. and that, ladies and gentleman, is beautiful.

As someone who was team Schmidt before (and wrote a fanfic putting him and Reza together!), the latter part of this season legit made me team Nico. It was never personal who my fave was; I just like sweet or cool characters, and if they're both then even better! For this reason, actually, I've moved onto the whole Tarlos relationship in 911 lonestar, as all the characters are people I relate to way more.

Just sharing this to give a voice to the 'other' side of people who may have liked Schmidt better at various points! 😊

thinking about how despite establishing suho as coming from a wealthy with a high social class background, there’s never really been one scene — aside from gifting the necklace — that he has ever excessively spent on jugyeong. not once. and its so remarkable because, if we’re once again applying the webtoon features to k-drama, suho does spend or things are spent on suho quite wealthily like he wears branded clothes all the time, he could live comfortably in a studio apartment for a long time while being able to presumedly afford the maintenance fee and food etc. like, he has the money. he could financially spend on jugyeong a lot. but he doesn’t.

and even when he asks to pay for jugyeong’s make-up classes that one time (another nod to his financial perspective), jugyeong tells him no. not because of pride, necessarily, or humility. she just doesn’t need him to. and thats so goddamn fucking beautiful because thats it. to jugyeong, suho doesn’t need to be ‘more’. she doesn’t need a whole park booked, or fireworks arranged by him, or a lightshow, or a whole cruise (the classic 2000s kdrama amirite) etc she just wants him in that little corner of their bookstore, huddled together reading horror comic books and thats all. thats all.

suho too, is enough just the way he is, to her

Cha Eunwoo Inner Peace Interview

CHA EUNWOO & MOON GAYOUNG — Behind the scenes of ‘True Beauty’

study buddy until the end - pov reader - day 2

{Warning: cliffhanger for now! I would love any suggestions to move the story forward, thanks in advance!!!}

As I was finishing up my essay, I couldn't help but look up and across the room.

Cha Eunwoo. In his white shirt and clear glasses, he was also sitting in front of his laptop. His thick but tapered forearms rested against the edge of the table and he intently typed.

All of a suddden, he looked up and into my eyes. I felt trapped, like a prey animal being hunted, unable to look away. My body tightened and loosened somehow at the same time, and I became self-conscious of my casual getup.

Eunwoo cocked a brow, then went back to his work. I fumed. How could he be so unaffected? That anger fuelled me to go back to my work as well, because I wouldn't be outdone by him.

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I managed to finish my essay and submit it in the nick of time. As the clock in the big study room struck midnight, I tried to get up as quietly as possible so as to not disturb anyone else.

Too bad, since my dress got caught in the chair. To my horror, I felt it unwrap, leaving the front of my thighs, stomach, and chest exposed. My hot pink lacy bra, along with my mix of muscle and fat, was exposed to over 100 students under the glaringly white fluorescent lights.

This was my favourite dress; never have I ever come close to a mishap like this. I felt stuck once more this night, but this time out of embarrassment. I fumbled while puttting my books and laptop back onto the table with one hand, while I used the other hand to grasp the lapels of my wrap dress.

Suddenly, I felt two strong hands cupping my shoulders. I looked down at them, only to recognise the golden long fingers that I had fantasised about so often this semester in iur shared Organic Chemistry class.

I felt his lips brush against my ear. 'Don't worry, I gotchu.'

He wrapped me up in the hoodie he used to film in, and put my stuff that was on the table into his backpack. He then grabbed my upper arm, and gently dragged me to the door.

Only during our shared march did I start to notice the people around us. There were loud stage whispers everywhere, with one girl saying 'Her?' in a snotty voice. I looked up at her, and saw that it was the gorgeous, genius girl from my Organic Chemistry class. Her long hair and ample chest swayed while shaking her head, and taut stomach stayed flat even while sitting down and talking. I felt tears of shame, and looked down at the floor, while I let Eunwoo drag me to the exit.

Somehow this guy managed to seamlessly open and close the door, adjust his backpack, and wrap an arm around my waist once we got outside to the cold Canadian winter. I instinctively leaned closer to his strength and warmth, not wanting to let this incredible moment go. I knew, though, it was going to be over as soon as it started.

I felt Cha Eunwoo's nose nuzzle my hair, and his lips at my ear once more. It was as if he had read my mind, and said 'Don't worry babe, we're just getting started.'