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local starship captain could have literally anyone in the galaxy, flirts with melodramatic vulcan geek instead

satellite / stellate

compilation of a few sheith sketches from the last month.

to moving forward

kiss of death

first and last spring of youth

mentor

boy(friend)

Your relationships will be richer if you also allow people to love you the way that they love, and not only in the way that you're used to perceiving love. You'll miss out on a lot if you're only looking for it in the same places you're used to giving it.

I love by problem solving, remembering small things that people like and make them happy--like little notes in the margins of our relationships, a silent squeeze on the arm to reach out and connect.

I have a friend who loves by asking if she can send me a recipe for Japanese egg and rice when she knows I'm having a bad time. I have a (cishet) friend who loves by messaging to tell me he's just finished reading He/She/They by Schuyler Bailar. I have a friend who loves by telling me "I love you" openly and as often as possible. Some love by telling you things they won't tell to another living person, some love by going six months without talking but answer in five minutes when you message them at work, and some love by not knowing how to show their love, but never leave you out in the cold when you ask for somewhere to go and a warm fire.

"Love languages" are largely bunk and were made up by a misogynist, but I can tell you that people do love differently and that it matters to learn how.

14 & 16 :)

Based on this OC ask meme.

14. How does your OC want to be seen by other characters?

Lee is tough, standoffish, avoids attention and responsibility. She just wants to fade to the background, grumbling shit like “let’s get this over with.” 🙄

She’s going for an idgaf energy, but… such a FAKE idgaf’er! She can't keep it up. She really wants to keep people at arm’s length and (spoiler alert) it’s not working.

At the start of the story, Lee has kind of made Lone Wolf her whole personality. Thinks it’s easier that way. Safer. (It’s not.) She pushed away her most important person, which sucks even if she thought it was necessary at the time, but she told herself her former friend/love interest would be better off if she never thought about Lee again. A clean break. Riiiight.

At the same time it really pains her that her friend/love interest now thinks she never cared at all. Lee’s fake idgaf’er is showing here fr but she can't help but want to fix it.

Oh, and re the main antagonist, Lee wants to be invisible at first and later wants to be recognized as a legitimate opponent/threat... and unfortunately neither is true. 😬

16. What is your OC's pain tolerance like?

Ahem. Really, really high.

It’s also a core feature of the story that she faked her way through testing for a sentinel’s heightened senses by enduring a trial that was basically torture. 😖 In a sensory nightmare kind of way. To “fail” the test and avoid being enlisted, she has to suffer through it without reaching out for help/dropping her mental shield… all while knowing that a trusted person who can help her is right there, waiting to intervene and save her from it. Ugh.

Guess I'd also say it's more an ongoing thing than just that... Lee is no stranger to pushing through a great deal of discomfort and pain, day in and day out, just to exist in a world where she is forced to hide her super-sensory abilities and perform like everything is fine. (Been thinking a lot about both ND masking and living with chronic pain when developing this character.)

Whew. Thanks for asking, anon!

11!

Based on this ask meme.

11. What is your OC's weapon of choice? Have they ever actually used it?

Lee doesn’t have a sidearm or anything but that’s not to say she isn’t dangerous. 😏

In this ‘verse, she’s a sensitive (rare human mutation lending superior senses, among other things… think sentinel AU, though mine’s got my own lore). At the start of the story she’s been raised to believe certain things about her abilities and despises using them even when she feels she has to. Also she’s in hiding so she can’t explore a lot and definitely hasn’t pushed her abilities before. The lightning-fast reflexes come in handy though, as a pilot, in a fistfight, in a rescue…

Lee doesn’t even know what her greatest ‘weapon’ is yet, an altered state that connects her mind with others like her in a sort of network. As she learns what she can do, she’s gonna have to wrestle with whether or not it’s possible to use this power for good.

Thanks for asking!!

Let's try this...

Ask me about my OC, Lee! MC of a dystopian sci fi novel I'm working on, with a second chance sapphic romance ;) I will answer replies or anons, whatever you like.

Edgy/misc OC ask meme ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Send me a number and an OC, and I'll answer.

What memory would your OC rather just forget?

What's something about your OC that people wouldn't expect just from looking at them?

What is your OC's fatal flaw? Are they aware of this flaw?

When scared, does your OC fight, flee, freeze or fawn?

How far is your OC willing to go to get what they want?

How easily could your OC be convinced to do something that goes against their moral compass?

What's one way your OC has changed since you first came up with them?

Would your OC ostensibly be able to get away with murder?

Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

What's an AU that would be interesting to explore with your OC?

What is your OC's weapon of choice? Have they ever actually used it?

Is your OC self-destructive? In what ways?

If you met your OC, would the two of you get along?

How does your OC want to be seen by other characters?

Does your OC have a faceclaim? If so, who?

What is your OC's pain tolerance like?

What is the worst thing you have put your OC through story-wise?

Is your OC more cold and detached or up close and personal?

How does your OC behave when enraged?

Does your OC have a tendency to get jealous? If so, how does this manifest?

Does your OC have any illnesses or disorders? How do they handle it?

What character alignment would you consider your OC to be?

What emotion is the hardest for your OC to process? How about express?

What is an alternative life path your OC might have gone down? How different would their life be if they'd made those decisions?

What is your favorite thing about your OC?

Don't be shy, Suguru~

And Shoko doing God's work

"I had fun."

from 8 months ago

animated by mee :)) watch the full thing heree

can't help it (also hb suguru you have the best present ever rn you lucky bastard)