Contact Name: Twin; @godsdefied

◟  contact name: twin❤️; @godsdefied

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BRIANNA. you will never believe what just happened to me. and i don't even know why it happened.

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dolph just told me that he wishes we were still together. i'm trying not to freak the hell out over here. and i have no more wine.

@godsdefied

◟  contact name: dolph❤️

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you mean the same way you have been pretending like i haven't mattered to you in all of these years?

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where have you been in the last 5 years? you can't just walk back into my life like nothing's happened and PRETEND we can go back to the way we were. because we can't. so please forget the other night.

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and forget me.

(    * nikki ♡.    ) how can you say that (    * nikki ♡.    ) you can't pretend you don't feel the same way

@b3llalution, continued from x.

𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐄𝐗𝐓 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

found that there was a lack of text memes i personally liked, so i figured i’d just make one myself!! feel free to alter whatever you need to make it fit your muses better <3

[ sms ]: i know you don’t know me that well, but i wanted to check in after last night.

[ sms ]: oh, i’ve heard of you! [name] has told me so much about you!

[ sms ]: hi there! we’re number neighbors, what’s your name?

[ sms ]: i swear i’m not ignoring you, i just forget people exist sometimes

[ sms ]: i’m not really a big phone call kind of person,

[ sms ]: this is [receiver’s name], right? it’s [sender’s name] from yesterday!!

[ sms ]: sorry i left in a hurry, something came up…

[ sms ]: good morning! i’ve had three hours of sleep and i’m about to make it everyone else’s problem.

[ sms ]: what do you mean you “fell asleep”, i sent that days ago??

[ sms ]: if you’re not busy, could we hang out today?

[ sms ]: i miss talking to you

[ sms ]: be ready to call 911, i have a stupid idea

[ sms ]: speaking of pretty people, let’s talk about me!!

[ sms ]: today doesn’t feel right without you

[ sms ]: if you don’t reply asap, i’m sending you the bee movie script. all of it.

[ sms ]: it’s 3 am, why are you awake?

[ sms ]: is that a threat or are you flirting with me?

[ sms ]: i want to have breakfast with you for the rest of my life.

[ sms ]: good morning, my [ridiculous and/or sappy pet name]!!

[ sms ]: this date is going horribly, can you call me so i can leave?

[ sms ]: do you want to go with me to the movies tonight?

[ sms ]: my friends don’t like you, but i do.

[ sms ]: you’re lucky you’re cute >:(

[ sms ]: i want you to meet my family, is that alright?

[ sms ]: my parents are already asking when we’re getting married…

[ sms ]: i’m starting to think you’re only dating me for my [pet] :/

[ sms ]: so, how are things with that person you were crushing on?

[ sms ]: you don’t look so good. do you want to get out of here?

[ sms ]: do you need me to come pick you up?

[ sms ]: call me if anything goes wrong, okay?

[ sms ]: [receiver’s name]? i heard what happened, are you alright?

[ sms ]: please call me as soon as possible.

[ sms ]: are you sure that’s for the best?

[ sms ]: putting “lmao” behind a message like that doesn’t make it any less serious,

[ sms ]: i think you need to talk to a therapist.

[ sms ]: will you please tell me what i did wrong?

[ sms ]: can you just pick up the phone?

[ sms ]: stop calling me.

[ sms ]: block my number.

[ sms ]: so are you leaving me on read to be petty, or…

[ sms ]: this isn’t really a conversation to have over text.

[ sms ]: can’t you take a hint? i’m not interested.

Be confident enough to be like, ‘’this is what I like’’. You don’t think when I went in to get my coffee I saw three dirty looks? But guess what? I like it, I worked out, I feel good, I look good. So I’m gonna wear what I want. 

she looked down at their hands. he had grabbed her hand, and it was as if they had belonged there this whole time. she didn't have the courage to pull away from him. the pull dolph had on her was too strong and yet she couldn't give in to what he was asking of her. she couldn't do this to john. not after everything they had been through together. he had changed so much of his life for her, to be what she needed him to be. of course she would never become a mother - something nikki had wanted with all of her heart since she was a kid. she talked to brie about it, they planned their lives together, having their kids play together. but what was the point of all of that if you didn't have a person to share it with? she had desperately wanted to have that with dolph in the past. nicole's heart still ached for him and when she heard his next words? it had killed her even more to even stay in the same room with him. finally, nicole pulled her hand away, turning around leaving her back for him to face. she could feel tears forming in her eyes, lump in her throat, pounding pain in her chest that only he knew how to cause. after a few minutes of silence, nikki finally turned around to face dolph again, her heart breaking before her very eyes. ❝ your everything? you have to be joking, dolph. how could i have been your everything? if i was, you wouldn't have just threw me away. and now that you can't have me? you want me. you just like the chase and that's all. you were my everything. you were the guy that i thought i was going to spend the rest of my life with. we were going to get married and have a family of our own. and then you broke my heart. you broke it so badly that i thought i would never be able to love again. and now, what? you're back and you want to break it again? i loved you, dolph. i loved you so fucking much that it physcially killed me and sometimes i think i still do. but it's over. please try to respect my relationship with john. because as much as i loved you - i'm not going back to how i felt. ❞

it had been over a decade since they'd ended things — a decade of shoving his feelings back down, burying them in other women & alcohol & jokes, pretending the two of them could ever be just friends. he was sick of pretending. fingers are tangling themselves in bleached blond hair, blue eyes pleading with her until he feels as pathetic as he looks. he didn't regret many things in his life, but losing nikki was the biggest one: his better half, his soulmate, the loss of his life. heart is left shattered on the floor between them, & he'd rather she just stabbed him, left him bleeding out & put out of his goddamn misery. he wonders what john has that he doesn't, what was so appealing about a man who would never want the same thing as her. a shaky breath burns his lungs, hand leaving his hair to grab hers; begging her to just give them another chance, & a silent promise to be better this time. ❛ how can i move on from you? you were my everything. ❜

@b3llalution, continued from x.