Okay So I Have A Problem. I Mentioned Before That I Started Writing Again But I Found Myself Stuck Heavily

Okay so i have a problem. I mentioned before that i started writing again but i found myself stuck heavily when it came to Fma fics 🥲 so i decided that i will write for another fandom and hopefully feel motivated To write papa Roy again because god i miss him and his 2 traumatized sons

Currently i am willing to write for two fandoms and i need help

Please help a writer in distress i would be very thankful for you! 🥺 and if you have any requests ( to Sxf, fma and Aot do send me an Ask or a dm! I would 100% be happy to see if i can write it hehe)

GIRLIE, WHAT IF I TOLD YOU ED MIGHT HAVE KILLES ONE PERSON IN THE PROCESS??

Maybe they entered on a torturing session when they rescued their dad and Ed and Al stood frozen- think like, when they saw Tucker after what he did to Nina? How Ed just jumped at him and might have almost killed him?? Yes, i thinking he might have killed that one person even if he was't the one in charge. I think Ed might have a crisis so Mama Riza ™️ helps him cope through that part? Because she was also young when she took her first life, ( aka 19ish ( i headcanon younger.)) and Ed is like 15-16 so she helps him, maybe Roy does too?? Since he was also young when he was deployed to Ishval ( i headcanon him 17 or 18 when he was sent there.)

But like, you are so right, Riza will be like one night, “ alright boys, i will be back by dawn, If you need anything, call Pinako.”

Ed, Al, Roy, “ ??? Mhm okay.”

Riza at 1 am, *fires her sniper at a few generals.* “ Oops. My hand slipped.” But seriously talking, i don't think Ed or Al would have minded Riza murdering these people. Maybe they take them to court because they have kidnapped a state alchemist and hurt an officer and from what i know that is illegal and should be punished, so maybe she kills them after court because it wasn't ruled out fairly? Hmm

ALSO I AM THIS 🤏🏻 CLOSE TO MAKING HIS MEN TRAITORS BECAUSE I LOVE THAT TROPE SM, IT HAS SO MUCH ANGST I WOULD SCREAM

but also like. His men are wholesome so i feel bad, but imagine the guilt they have? I truly liked your idea so so so much, and maybe they feel guilty after Riza comes?

Like they deliver Roy To his “ mission.” aka his kidnapping, they don't really think about it, but when Riza comes back from her mission and asks them what they were thinking, they feel this guilt and they try to fix things but 3 hot-headed blonds are very protective of their black haired man ( i know like, the 03 has Al as a brown haired person but god i love him as a blondie.) +Winry is there with her wrench ( beacue why mess with her uncle/ future father in law??) and Pinko is pissed “ don't come at my patient!”

Somehow the team, knows about the Mustang-Hawkeye-Elric family (or as i like to nickname them the Pegasus family.) and they come in visits and FOUND FAMILY DRAMA. I also want Roy To yell his guts out especially to his ma ( if we ever include her because i think that she is very interesting and she could be a good mother or bad mother!) i am just feeling the feels right now 😭

ALSO, i am just thinking about how evil the military was for Roy while he was a captive for like, maybe few weeks/ a couple of months? They could have absolutely destroyed him oh my god.

I am just imagining that first time Roy sees Riza and they don't talk, right, Because they are that close, only eyes are talking. So it is in Roy’s bedroom ( ahem Roy and the boys’ bedroom.) and she just sits on his bed and looks him in the eyes, and cups his cheeks and he breaks down ugly sobbing

This shouldn't be this fun but i am having so much fun. Also i am playing with the idea that Roy has some sort of memory loss the first few days after the rescue until he sees something in the Rockbell’s house that triggers him and he remembers?

Gonna be real, but i cannot stop thinking about recovery fics and how beautiful they are. They are amazing, the way we see the character gets better always just makes me feel so inspired, the way that they learn to get over- or get around- the thing that hurt them. The way that they learn to be alive and living. How to love themselves and embrace what happened to them.

As much as i love these types of fics, i only wrote like, two maybe? With this idea (I love and have written torture more than recovery) . And it got me thinking… why not write a whole recovery fic?

It is no secret that i love parental Roy and Riza to the Elrics, and how they take him after he was being hurt and help him recover and be better and feel better.

BUT

But.

I am proposing another idea. Same child parent dynamic. Roy And the Elrics. Here is what i am thinking:

Evil Millirty hating how good and you Mustang is and they know he is a threat + them setting up to kidnap him by evil gang or something + team Mustang for some reason not being that loyal in finding him + Elrics stop their red stone research and to find their missing dad CO+ THEM SAVING THIER ADULT + FAMILY DRAMA AND PROTECTIVE SONS™️= my new fic idea

Which has traumatized Roy who is trying his best not being so traumatized but in the middle of it all, the Elrics discover How badly hurt thier adult is!

WHO IS WITH ME!!?

I AM LOVING HOW SOFT YOU ARE MAIZNG RIZA, oh my god 😭😭

idk how he killed the dude, but i imagine it was something someone from the team tight him, maybe Roy himself so he just remembered his instructions - ah

Riza will definitely help him understand that what he did was a needed move if he wanted to save himself and save Roy, it might suck, but it was pure self-defense and that is okay.

She would give lots of hugs and help Him come in terms with it, and Roy when he feels stable enough i think he will do it too, ( i also think he will feel so much guilt because he placed Ed in a position that made him react and kill that person and he just feels guilty ✨)

ALSO, one of Mustang’s men didn't want to carry out the mission at the end? I only watched brotherhood and it has been while since i did but i don't really remember. Falman is the walking Wikipedia ™️ and is very quite man, so it might work?

I don't think Jean would do it, since he is Roy’s man after Hawkeye, Breda is highly unlikely, and Kain is just a 21 year old boy.

But

I am evil but maybe Maes? I dig evil good men, and i loved writing Evil Maes, or traitor Maes i think it would hurt Roy So much, and Maes is like one rank lower than Roy So him telling Roy about a mission wouldn't sound sus, what do you think? 👀

I also wanted originally to include bad childhood to Roy But now as i am thinking about it + your words maybe Chris wasn't a good mom to Roy growing up but they bonded when Roy became and adult? I know few people who went through a similar experience. She feels sorry for how she treated him and he wanted a parent in his life, so maybe before Hawkeye got to the boys, Ed maybe contacted Chris?

I don't think Roy would open up 100% to her, since i think that will be a reaction from his childhood, she is a good lady and he opens up partly but not fully i guess if that makes sense?

She would be like any other mother, upset that her child got hurt and she is making this fuss and Roy is like, “ Ma enough i am fine!”

ALSO IT GOT ME THINKING, what is the real reason Roy was kidnapped? Besides him being a threat of how young and high ranked he is. If that was the issue, the higher ups could have just killed him or something. But what if the kidnapping was to make him speak about the truth about what happened with the Elrics? The real reason? And he just endured months of pain and hurt and abuse and humiliation because he will never throw his kids under the bus and he fought his mom who is worried about him and gah the feels 😩 can you sense it??

Also he 100% lost his mind there and i like to think the first week or so after the Rescue he didn't want to recognize who Ed and Al are as a coping/ defensive mechanism

Riza will definitely handle helping Roy through his flashbacks and episodes since it wouldn't be fair that the boys handle them since they are kids and they are the adults, BUT I do think there are times where Ed and Al had to comfort Roy or at least ground him until Riza or Pinako can guide him outside of his episodes

Also i think he will just stay in Resembool until his physical health is better and his injuries are healed and stuff!

i just adore the small dialog you made up at the end oh my god 🥹 I think Ed would be cuddling Roy under the excuse to “ keep him grounded.” and “ to remind you that you aren't alone and cold.” but in reality it is a grounding thing for Ed himself. A reminder that his dad is alive and here, under him ( since Ed is so he will be using Roy as his pillow most of the time haha ) and Al, He would be there to offer Roy water after nightmares and stuff, i think it would be super cute!! You bet Riza will be sleeping in the same room maybe on the ground?

Also i never shared why i name them the ✨Pegasus family✨ it is actually inspired by this one fic i read that had Ed calling himself and Al Pegasus since Riza is a Hawkeye right- a Hawk. And Roy is a Mustnag is a type of horse. SO WHEN YOU HAVE A HORSE THAT IS CONNECTED TO A BIRD THAT HAS WINGS? WHAT DO YA GET? A Pegasus 💅🏻

Alsoooo i am mentally just thinking about the different tourture that Roy went through since i happened to be an expert ( not something that i am 100% proud about but i gained some knowledge over time and googling.)

Gonna be real, but i cannot stop thinking about recovery fics and how beautiful they are. They are amazing, the way we see the character gets better always just makes me feel so inspired, the way that they learn to get over- or get around- the thing that hurt them. The way that they learn to be alive and living. How to love themselves and embrace what happened to them.

As much as i love these types of fics, i only wrote like, two maybe? With this idea (I love and have written torture more than recovery) . And it got me thinking… why not write a whole recovery fic?

It is no secret that i love parental Roy and Riza to the Elrics, and how they take him after he was being hurt and help him recover and be better and feel better.

BUT

But.

I am proposing another idea. Same child parent dynamic. Roy And the Elrics. Here is what i am thinking:

Evil Millirty hating how good and you Mustang is and they know he is a threat + them setting up to kidnap him by evil gang or something + team Mustang for some reason not being that loyal in finding him + Elrics stop their red stone research and to find their missing dad CO+ THEM SAVING THIER ADULT + FAMILY DRAMA AND PROTECTIVE SONS™️= my new fic idea

Which has traumatized Roy who is trying his best not being so traumatized but in the middle of it all, the Elrics discover How badly hurt thier adult is!

WHO IS WITH ME!!?

i finished Attack on titan for the first time last week, and would like to report that I am in love 😭

I made few doodles of some of the hugs/side hugs in the series, and this is my first time doing an edit like this

🫶🏻 hope you like em

Gonna be real, but i cannot stop thinking about recovery fics and how beautiful they are. They are amazing, the way we see the character gets better always just makes me feel so inspired, the way that they learn to get over- or get around- the thing that hurt them. The way that they learn to be alive and living. How to love themselves and embrace what happened to them.

As much as i love these types of fics, i only wrote like, two maybe? With this idea (I love and have written torture more than recovery) . And it got me thinking… why not write a whole recovery fic?

It is no secret that i love parental Roy and Riza to the Elrics, and how they take him after he was being hurt and help him recover and be better and feel better.

BUT

But.

I am proposing another idea. Same child parent dynamic. Roy And the Elrics. Here is what i am thinking:

Evil Millirty hating how good and you Mustang is and they know he is a threat + them setting up to kidnap him by evil gang or something + team Mustang for some reason not being that loyal in finding him + Elrics stop their red stone research and to find their missing dad CO+ THEM SAVING THIER ADULT + FAMILY DRAMA AND PROTECTIVE SONS™️= my new fic idea

Which has traumatized Roy who is trying his best not being so traumatized but in the middle of it all, the Elrics discover How badly hurt thier adult is!

WHO IS WITH ME!!?

Saw littlewitchbee do this tag game and i thought it was super fun! And since i was bored i thought I'd jump ane do it ( even if i wasn't tagged 🌚)

are you named after anyone?

I wasn't named after anyone, but I was named after a very important elemant in my parents’ wedding! A gem that my dad gifted my mom 🫶🏻

when was the last time you cried?

Yesterday’s night actually haha, i was having very emotional thoughts while i was reading a fic. But the real strong was... Good3 week-ish ago?

do you have kids?

No kids yet, or even a man to have kids with 😩 But! I am so excited to have tiny babies to love and grow

do you use sarcasm a lot?

Unfortunately ( or fortunately.) no, haha. I wish i was quick to make up sarcastic comments but i am not, and even slower when it comes to understanding them, tho i am starting to be quick 😌

what sports do you play?

No sports, but i do like working out even if i haven't done that in a while ( oops.)

what's the first thing you notice about people?

Their smile and aura. Always.

what's your eye color? Same color as tree logs and yummy chocolate

scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings all the way, or bittersweet endings as well. I just need to feel satisfied and good after I watch a show’s final or a movie

any special talents?

Hmm.. Nothing that comes to mind sadly no haha, but i do have those mom’s special powers when you lose something or can't find it, i probably can find it

where were you born? At an pretty oasis, next to the sea ❤️

what are your hobbies?

Drawing, coloring, crafting with paper and writing. I picked up cleaning recently as well as make up so that is fun! I also love reading And being part of different clubs hehe

do you have pets?

Yep! Two Zerba birds that are in love, Berries and Cute 💛

how tall are you?

I barely am 5”2 💅🏻

favorite subject in school?

I loved every single one- but my top must be, world history, psychology, English and biology

dream job?

I wanted to work with children, either a physical therapist, speaking therapist, or just your normal therapist, but now i am taking a different path in life and can't wait to share it with you when i am ready ❤️

and yes! I guess you got to know more about me 🥰 Lets tag the lovely @justanotherinterneruser @wakkoroni and @user-needs-a-username

Everyone is free to tag me when they do theirs, and you definitely can join us even if you weren't tagged 💋