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Jokes On You, I Like You Too.

Jokes on You, I Like You too.

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Prompt: "do you ever think, when you're alone? all that we could be, where this thing could go?"

Summary: A little hickey prank you thought would be funny quickly backfires and leads to confessions.

Pairing: Jungkook X Reader

Genre: Angst, Light Fluff, Very light smut. Quick and Short Friends to Lover! AU.

Wordcount: 2.8K (?)

Request:

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Warning: like one bad word.

A/N: hehe I went with the hickey prank thing ! With a lil bit of my own twist ? Anyways I hope you like it and whatnot~ have a nice day and stay lit ! Sorry for the late upload oh my I hope you're still up for this anon :")

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“What is that?” Jungkook finally asks after what seemed to be years of the both of you sitting next to each other on the couch in silence save for the noise coming from the game he had been too focused on for the whole day on the large TV screen and you mentally pump your fist in the air and cheer, while sighing in relief. Finally, it’s about time.

“What?” you ask innocently as you look up at him with doe eyes and Jungkook tilts his head, tongue poking at the flesh of his inner cheek and although he hasn't taken his eyes off the screen you know it’s affecting him because he’s reacting.

A sly grin finds it’s way on your lips as you snort. This is fun. But then Jungkook speaks, the grin of success getting wiped off you face.

“I'm leaving.” He says as he gets up with a shrug, taking the remote on the coffee table and switching the television off after he sets the controller underneath and you immediately panic.

You instinctively grab Jungkook's hand to stop him from leaving and he looks down at your hold on him with blank eyes but there's a flash of something else you can't quite decipher.

“W-wait,” you laugh nervously as you gulp. This is not how it’s supposed to turn out.

“Why?” He asks nonchalantly and you sigh as you shut your eyes. He's going to make you say it, that’s just how it always is. Its never easy with him.

“Stay with me,” you croak as you stare at the ground, voice barely audible and because Jungkook is a dick he pretends to not have heard you although the hint of a smug grin on his lips says otherwise.

“What was that?”

You groan mentally as you look up to glare at him and huff.

“I said stay with me.” You growl louder this time, praying that he doesn't notice how heated your cheeks have gotten but he probably does.

“Hmmm, why don’t you ask who ever gave you that nasty hickey to stay with you?” he ponders aloud with squinted eyes and you smack his unbelievably firm thigh before getting up and crossing your arms over your chest.

“Fine. You can leave. Or stay, do whatever since you want to be away from me so bad. Don’t worry, I'll go to him.” You spit as you glare at Jungkook who now stares at you wide eyed.

You wait for him to say something but he stands there looking at you stunned. You scoff before turning around and grabbing your jacket on the couch, ready to head out but Jungkook has finally gained his consciousness and has grasped the situation and he grabs you by the wrist, pulling you back into him so that your chests bump and his dark eyes are burning holes into your flickering ones.

“W-what are you doing?” you stutter flustered but you quickly gain your composure as you clear your throat.

“Can I ask you something? Please,” he breathes out, almost pleading desperately and you find being so close to him and taking in his fresh scent while his breathe fans your warm face intoxicating. You might as well be drunk.

You nod, finding that you are too weak to speak.

“Are you... Are you really seeing someone now?” He asks as he looks into your eyes, searching for an answer because you don't respond.

For awhile you are taken back, eyes slightly expanding but you manage to keep your cool and not look away from his eyes. Why does he care and want to know?

“Why?” You ask, hoping you don’t seem too desperate but you know that your body must fail you in some way as always because your voice cracks as your eyes begin to get glossy.

Jungkook stays silent, taking his bottom lip in between his teeth and your eyes immediately fall on his lips, the sight making you gulp.

Jungkook notices and raises an eyebrow, making your face go red and you clear your throat, looking away.

“Because I want to kiss you.” He finally says, a hint of a smirk on his lips when you snap your head towards him with wide eyes and furrowed brows.

“W-what?” you croak out, almost choking on thin air. He's got to be kidding.

He takes a step forward, closing the gap between the two of you as your the tip of your toes touch and you look up at him through your lashes, clenched fists shaking and breathe hitching as his hand rests on your hip lightly.

“But, I can't do that if you're already seeing someone right?” He asks as he quirks an eyebrow and you suddenly regret ever lying to him.

“The one who gave you this,” he says as he places a hand to cradle your neck, thumb lightly grazing over the deep seemingly bruised skin. The skin he touches feels tingly and you feel the hairs on your body stand at the electric like sensation of his touch on you.

“So tell me. Do you want me to kiss you too, can I do that ? Or are you seeing someone ?” He asks again, with a quirked dark brow and a light smirk.

This was easy. This is what you wanted right ? Well kind of but it’s better than nothing right. A kiss from your crush is a big deal right? He could fall in love with you from then on. But then you're a difficult and curious person so you wouldn't give up so easily, not even when all you want to do is wrap your arms around his neck and pull him into a deep kiss.

“Why do you care?” you ask, face serious and unmoving as you peer into his dark eyes and finally Jungkook looks away after staring into your demanding gaze for a while, eyes falling to look at the ground as he chuckles before he looks back at you with serious eyes and you flinch slightly but still look into his eyes.

“You really want to know?” He asks carefully and you nod, a little too enthusiastically. Jungkook sighs before speaking.

“Maybe it’s because I like you.” He shrugs and you stare at him blankly for a while, but as the words play again and again in your head your jaw slowly drops as your eyes get wider and wider by the second.

“Y/N?” Jungkook calls out in concern at your black out as he places a hand on your shoulder and that’s what it takes to bring you back into reality.

“You idiot! What the hell !” you shriek as you smack his chest and Jungkook chuckles at you.

“It’s not funny!” you retort.

“Why are you being over dramatic?” He laughs and you scoff, tongue in cheek.

“ Jungkook, If I had known that you liked me too-" you begin but you quickly realise what you’ve said, your own hands flying to clamp your loose lips as Jungkook stared at you with squinted eyes.

“What did you say?” He asks and you shake your head a little too hard.

“Y/N, you like me too?” He asks amused and you mentally face palm yourself as you wish the ground could part and swallow you whole.

“Yeah, I like you. Have for a very long time.” You sigh as you confess and Jungkook's eyes go wide as his cheek feel prickly and tiny pink dots slowly colour his cheeks.

“You do? then why are you with someone else when I'm right here and you like me too ?” He asks with furrowed brows and you sigh again as you feel frustrated and embarrassed. Was he actually that clueless?

“Well first I didn't know you liked me too and also... I’m not seeing anyone.” You admit as you fiddle with your fingers and pray he can’t see the embarrassed look on your face.

“You’re not?” He asks in genuine surprise and you roll your eyes. He’s so annoying.

“No, I did it to make you jealous. But then you started acting like a dick not saying a word to me all day and wanted to leave because you didn’t care I guess so I just... I don’t know.” You say as you sigh.

Jungkook stays silent and you mentally beat yourself up, good job Y/N, you've just messed things up.

“Look, if you don't like me anymore then it's fin-“ you begin but you are cut off by a finger hooking itself under your chin and gently pulling you up to look into twinkling starry eyes and a bunny smile.

“Can I kiss you? To shut you up because you're rambling a little too much,” he jokes and you pout, smacking chest with a small laugh.

“Okay,” you smile shyly and Jungkook chuckles, thumb rubbing circles on the sweet spot on your neck that makes your eyes flutter.

He leans down, first placing a light peck that leaves your lips tingly like it was brushed by a feather before pulls away and he opens his eyes and observes your dreamy expression. When he see’s that you’re enjoying it he places a deeper one, capturing your lips in his.

You moan into the kiss when a firm hand wraps on your waist and pulls you flush against his taut and solid torso as his tongue brushes your bottom lip and you let him in, your hand wrapping around his neck.

You begin walking forward, making Jungkook fall back onto the couch and you immediately straddle him.

“Woah, you’re eager,” Jungkook muses and you roll your eyes with a smirk, reconnecting your lips while your hands roam through the expanse of his scalp, tugging on it lightly to elicit a deep throaty growl from him making you grin against his lips.

“I’ve been wanting to do this for so long,” you confess in between the kiss, hands slipping underneath his shirt and tracing the ridges of his abs.

Jungkook's hands slip through your locks, pulling you back lightly as he marvels at your dishevelled figure and swollen lips in awe breathlessly.

“Fuck, you look so hot like this,” he blurts out and you suddenly feel shy.

Jungkook smirks at your reaction as he pulls your closer, your lips brushing slightly as his tongue juts out to lick his bottom lip, slightly brushing yours, making you squirm as you attempt to press your thighs together.

He chuckles lowly before placing a light kiss on the corner of your lips, trailing down your jaw and down your jaw and neck where he begins suckling.

“J-jungkook,” you moan as you press your self onto him, gasping at the feeling of his prominent bulge against your clothed aching core.

“Fuck,” he hisses as he presses his fingers into your hips and holds you down making your motion halt and you whine.

He chuckles at your reaction against your neck before he sucks on soft spot and you inhale sharply as his teeth grazes the bruised skin and pulls away to blow onto it, the coolness making you shudder.

“You know,” he begins as he pulls way and looks up at you with half closed eyes and a light grin.

“Yeah?” you ask as you smile.

“I kind of thought that the hickey was fake because it looked pretty suspect. And it is. You did pretty good but it was lame up close. Rubbed right off.” He says as he stares at the smudged spot next to the fresh, real, hickey he had just made and you stare at him with an annoyed look and tinted cheeks.

“You’re really annoying.” You roll your eyes as you get off of Jungkook, who chuckles at your reaction before he get’s up and follows you.

“I'm going home.” You say as you put on your jacket and Jungkook immediately feels his heart drop to his feet.

“Y/N, is it something I said? If so I'm sorry-" he begins but you stop in your track, sighing before you abruptly turn and luckily Jungkook is right behind you. You get on your tip toes, pressing a kiss onto his lips while he starred down at you wide eyed before he melts into the kiss and cups your cheek.

“It’s late silly, plus Hoseok is waiting down stairs for me.” You laugh as you begin walking to the door, leaving behind a red cheeked Jungkook in the middle of the living room who shakes his thoughts off and catches up to you.

“You know, I could send you home from now on. Since we're now you know...” he trails off, seeing him shy as he scratches the back of head and pouts with tinted full cheeks slightly like this making you smile fondly at him.

“Okay. Let’s start tomorrow.” You smile as you place a hand over his chest and he immediately cheers up.

“Really?” He beams and you nod.

“So, tomorrow is out first day huh?” He asks as he shifts his weight between his left and right foot and he bites his lip to hold back a grin.

“Yes.” You confirm and Jungkook looks up at you with a shy grin as he nods.

“Um, if you’re free tomorrow. Let's go out. On a date. Is that okay?” He asks hopefully as he nervously gnaws on his bottom lips and you decide to make him more nervous by humming and tapping your feet as you act like you're in deep thought when you already have an answer.

“Sure.” You laugh after a while and Jungkook sighs in relief as he places a hand over his chest and laughs lowly.

Suddenly you hear a horn, Hoseok's car honking and Jungkook rolls his eyes.

“God can't he be patient.” He says under his breathe but you hear, making you chuckle.

“That’s your hyung you know.” You say as you poke his chest and Jungkook shrugs with a laugh, grabbing your finger and intertwining your hands in between your faces.

“So tomorrow ?” He asks again he brushes the side of your hand with his thumb.

“Tomorrow.” You confirm and Jungkook nods.

He takes a step closer, pulling you into a hug where he wraps his hand around your neck and you wrap your around his slim waist.

“Goodnight Y/N,” he says into your ear.

“Goodnight.” You smile into his chest before pulling away.

He reaches for the doorknob behind you and opens the door, your faces coming close again as you look up at him through you lashes and hold your breathe while he looks down at you with sparkling warm eyes and then he pulls away, and you step out, too shy to look back at him and show him just how wide you were grinning.

“See you tomorrow Y/N!” he calls excitedly with waving hands as you begin to walk away.

You raise a hand and wave, afraid the only sound you would make is a shriek if you spoke.

Jungkook laughs, making sure you were completely out of sight before shutting the door with a grin and exhaling deeply, uncontainable joy overflowing in his veins.

“Wow,” he says amazed as it finally sinks in that you actually liked him too.

He hears a car start and runs to the window, his breathe hitches as he grins when he finds you already looking up at his window.

You chuckle as you wave at him again.

Jungkook waves again as well, and he keeps waving as the car begins taking off, he doesn’t stop waving until the car takes a corner ahead and the car is out of sight.

After that he stays there, looking out to the cloudless sky and thanking his lucky star with an unconscious smile, whichever one of the little twinkling lights it may be, for what had happened to day.

That night, he makes a promise to the star that had granted one of his longest wish.

And from that day on as the clock above his head strikes 12, you two had become an item, lovers.

All thanks to a silly prank.

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How was it ? I hope you liked it! Have a nice day 💜

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Pairing: Jungkook X Reader

Genre: Angst, Fluff, Smut.

Wordcount: 3K

Warning: light swearing. Mention of death.

A/N: Hello friends :) a quite heavy angst themed chapter oof 😳 a couple of chapters left fr this time hehe tbh I'm kind of nervous to end it because sjsjjsjs I don't know :( anyways I hope you all have a great day/night 💜 sorry for the spelling or grammatical errors I've edited again and again but there'll definitely be something.

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“What the fuck are you doing here?” Jungkook sneers with flared nostrils as his grip tightens around the brunettes wrists, instead of showing any sign of pain or struggle to get out of his grip, she smiles. She was enjoying it.

“I just came to visit you Kookie, don't you miss me? ” She pouts and Jungkook scoffs.

“I don’t know how the fuck you got in here but you better leave and I better not see you again.” He threats, throwing her hand away as he walks past her. He has some thing more important to do, finding you.

Miso almost trips when their shoulders brush against each other and she clenches her fists in embarrassment and dejection before turning around.

“You know I’m the only one who can handle you, she'll get tired. The only one who knows about you. You know that.” She blurts out, making Jungkook stop in tracks, exhaling deeply, tongue poking at his left cheek.

He was going to snap.

Jungkook freezes as his eyes widen. You must have been the one to let Miso in, it was just the two of you here. And if that’s the case and you’re currently nowhere to be seen, she must have said some thing to you. And knowing Miso, she definitely would have said something.

Jungkook turns hot on his heels as he slowly walks towards Miso, a wry smile etching on her lips as she crosses her arms over her chest.

“What did you say to her?” He growls lowly and Miso just laughs.

“Oh Jungkook,” she says as she uncrossed her arms, her red painted nails trailing down from his collar bones, solid chest and ridged abdomen to the band of his sweatpants before Jungkook grabs her hand and glares at it.

“Are you scared?” She whispers as she gets closer to his face, the smell of her perfume as intoxicating as ever, a scent he once found comfort in and seeked but now it made him dizzy and nauseous in all the bad ways.

She bites her lip, before she abruptly place a kiss in the corner of his lips with a smirk, leaving a faint red stain.

Jungkook tenses up as he looks at the mischievous girl with wide eyes.

He feels his blood boil to the max as he stared at the her with eyes filled with spite and anger.

“Leave,” He growls but the girl simply smiles as she bites her lips.

“But Kookie-" Just then the sound of some thing dropping makes Jungkook freeze and the dark haired girl of him just grins as she looks past him.

Jungkook had been so consumed by anger and hate that he didn’t even hear the front door open.

You had went out with Hoseok this morning to get groceries. Today was Jungkook's birthday and although you always made a special dish, the boys had suggested this time making him seaweed soup. Usually Namjoon's wife would help you but she was gone so Seokjin said he would over the phone.

Hoseok came earlier saying he came to pick you up to go grocery shopping because Seokjin was busy with some wedding stuff at the moment, reminding you to leave a note telling Jungkook where you would be before you left. He laughed when you asked him if he was going to be cooking, telling you he really can’t proper cook even if it would save his life.

“Jungkook! We're back !” Hoseok chirps as he joins you at where you stood frozen with grocery bags plopped on the floor. Hoseok's furrows his brows before following your gaze freezing when he sees Miso and Jungkook. He must admit, from the angle it looks quite suspect.

Before Jungkook can turn to face you and Hoseok you look away.

“Um I’ll be in for a while. Sorry about this but can you help keep this for me?” you say as you lean down to grab the two small plastic bags and hook it onto Hoseok's fingers and turning around. Not caring to stop when you hear him call out for you and quickening your pace when you hear Jungkook call out for you and you hear his footsteps approaching you.

You hold in your breathe until you finally get to the door, opening it and shutting it in a second, sighing in relief when you hear the click from the lock.

Jungkook stops on the other side as soon as he hears it too, hand on the doorknob as his shoulders slump.

“Hyung,” he says sadly as he looks at his older brother who comes to give him an encouraging squeeze of the shoulder.

“Just give her time. She’ll cool down,” he reassures with a soft smile and Jungkook nods.

He looks over to the girl in red, the one who always managed to ruin everything in his life till this day. He glares at her with disgust and hate.

“I hope you know that I fucking hate you more than before.” He says with a dry laugh and for the first time since she has arrived, the smile on her face is wiped off.

“Also leave before if have my men make you.” He rolls his eyes before walking off, leaving Hoseok and Miso.

Hoseok doesn’t spare her a glance, following suit as he sighs and small smile forms on his face, irritating Miso who clenches her fists.

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“Why is Miso here ?” Jungkook asks everyone in the room with piercing eyes, hunched over the kitchen island.

“We needed her for the next mission.” Yoongi shrugs as he slurps on his ramen.

“And you didn’t tell me any thing about it?” Jungkook laughs dryly.

“I forgot.” Yoongi honestly says to which Jungkook sighs.

“I was going to tell you, to be honest she wasn’t even supposed to come till after you agreed to it, if you would. She just appeared today for some reason.” Yoongi continues to explain.

“She hasn’t changed one bit, huh?” Seokjin shakes his head as he laughs.

“Well, we don’t need her. We can do it without her.” Jungkook insists, arms crosses over his chest.

“Do you have a better option?” Jimin smiles mischievously. Jungkook doesn’t pay much mind to Jimin as he is always like that that but when he sees what he is hinting at he immediately refutes.

“No. I'm not doing that. Never.”

“What about Taehyung's girl-" Jimin begins but shuts his mouth the moment Taehyung walks in. Namjoon sends him a scowl of disapproval as he shakes his, to which Jimin just shrugs.

“What have you got Tae?” Hoseok smiles at the younger man who had just walked in, comforting Taehyung who smiles back and joins them.

“A lot.” He says with a victorious smile as he lays down documents on the table and Jungkook can’t help but chuckle as he pats his shoulder.

“Great! Make it quick. Jungkook has somewhere to be in a bit.” Seokjin says as he locks his arms around Taehyung and Jungkook’s necks making the younger boys laugh.

“Yeah,” Jungkook nods with a sad smile. Taehyung ruffles his hair and the boy is smiling brightly again.

“Stop. Let’s get to business." Jungkook says firmly as he says Taehyung’s hand away and tries to hide his smile and begins to take in his other persona.

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You don't know how long you've locked yourself in your room but you know that it’s probably been one too long as the room has gotten dark and the sun has began to set.

You wanted to leave the room but you were still on edge. Was she still there ? Was Jungkook there? Were they still talking to each other? It looked like she kissed him. Did they kiss? Did he like it?

Miso.

You’ve never seen her in your life but you’ve heard that name.

But the moment you saw her there with Jungkook, you knew it had to be her.

‘jet black hair', ‘bright red lips,’ ‘sharp dark eyes,’. Those features anyone could posses but you’ve heard too much about her during your time at the gym to not recognize her when you encountered her.

The OH so famous Miso who had broken the ‘bad beast' Jeon Jungkook’s heart.

It was the talk of the gym, the town even. You can never forget just how hurt he was then. At first all you would see was how much more aggressive he was when boxing, even during training. He had ruined so many punching bags.

This was before you had really gotten close with Jungkook and he was still not very talkative then.

You had sneaked into the dressing room, not knowing if Jungkook was there. You had left your gift for Jungkook here when you were helping cleaning around the other day and you came to get it back.

That’s when you heard the voice of someone crying.

You froze when you saw him, hunched over his lap with his face in his palm.

You felt your throat go dry and heart clench at the same time.

But still you approached him, slowly sitting next to him.

You simple stared at the locker ahead of you and you tapped your lap.

“Y/N?” He asks and you suddenly jump in your seat.

“Yeah?” you asks as you smile and lush yourself closer to him, heart clenching when you see just how red and puffy his eyes and nose were. His glassy doe eyes looking at you for comfort and you feel a sudden need to protect and take care of him like he’s a little hurt boy.

“Can I hug you?” He asks suddenly and you are taken back, eyes wide as you try to process what he had just asked of you.

“I'm Sorry, it’s okay if you don't want to it’s just when I’m sad my mom used to hug me and I feel comfortable with you-" he had began, brushing it off lightly with a nasally laugh but you didn’t let him finish.

You wrapped your arms round his neck, taking him by surprise but he doesn't retort, instead his arms come around your waist, pulling you closer to him as he nuzzled his neck into the crook of your neck and took in your scent.

You began rubbing his bare back and whispering comforting words when you felt your shoulder dampen while his body shaked.

Ever since that day, you had envied and admired this Miso girl.

The first and last time you saw Jungkook full on cry was because of and for her. He must have really loved her. She was his first love after all.

Even after you two got together you were still somewhat insecure, you had heard some of the things the guys would say regarding Miso and Jungkook’s previous relationship.

Some said she got pregnant and for very long you lived in anxiety thinking that one of the days she would show up at your door with a child in hand and Jungkook would go with her, he loves kids. And you wouldn't stop him because no child deserves to be fatherless, especially not because of your selfish feelings.

Some said that she cheated on Jungkook and vice versa but you knew Jungkook would never cheat so you didn’t pay mind to that. Some even said he got involved with her so he could fuck her mother and when her husband found out she broke it off so Jungkook was broken. That's where you drew the line and stopped listening. There were so many more rumours but you never once asked Jungkook to confirm or deny any of them. You trusted him.

So why did you storm out like that before ?

“Ughh!” you groan as you tug your hair, wishing you could rip it off your skull.

Just then there's a knock on the door.

“Y/N?” Seokjin calls out from the other side.

You get up, slowly opening the door to a small crack and using your one eye to search the living room beyond Seokjin’s broad shoulders.

“It’s just me,” he laughs and you flush, suddenly feeling embarrassed at how you were behaving.

“Let's go,” he chirps as he walks into the kitchen.

You don’t even end up doing much, after making you chop up some onions and veggies Seokjin has you sit down while he takes over. He handed you some snacks since he knows you haven’t had any thing since you got back and you've locked yourself too long in the room since morning on an empty stomach.

You're staring the wall and too deep in your previous thoughts that you don’t realise Seokjin has been calling you for a while.

“Y/N?” Seokjin calls in concern as he gently taps your shoulder.

You jerk up in your seat by surprise.

“Hmm? Sorry I was... I wasn't paying attention.” You laugh sheepishly.

“No it’s fine. We all daydream.” He laughs as he shakes his head.

“Pass me the salt, please,” he says as he motions towards the island and you get up immediately and pass it to him.

“You’re a really good cook.” You compliment as you observe the simmering pots next to him.

“Yup. Heard that a lot. Except from one person. They trash my cooking but still eat my food, not leaving a single thing on the plate.” Seokjin laughs with subtle pout and you can’t help but laugh.

“That’s cute,”

“Yeah, she really is.” Seokjin says as he smiles and you can’t help but feel warm at the adoration in his eyes.

“So what is your plan for today?” Seokjin asks after you are done for a bit and he joins you at the dining table.

Right. It was Jungkook's birthday. You usually only spent the mornings with him, some time in the afternoon he would go out and come back late at night and you would have a cake lit up for him and the two of you would celebrate together.

He would always come back with puffy eyes and avoid your gaze, wanting to just hold you or for you to hold him to sleep.

You couldn't help but think that maybe he went out to cry about Miso, today was after all the anniversary of their break up and it was something that had really shook his heart and scarred him, she was his first love after all. But again, you never asked.

You shift in your seat as you play with your fingers.

“I don’t know." Honestly you didn't, what if he went back to Miso and would never return?

Seokjin nods as he clasps his hands together on the table.

A thought comes in your head.

“Seokjin, I have a question.” You asks shyly as you suddenly feel invasive.

“Sure,” he smiles and you exhale before speaking.

“On his birthday, Jungkook... He’s been going out and coming back at night. Do you know where he goes? D-does it have to do with Miso?” you ask nervously and Seokjin eyes go wide.

You begun to panic and worry, so it’s true ? He goes to Miso? So he really could not return this time?

Your hands shake unknowingly as your eyes tear up.

Seokjin notices and immediately realises you probably have your doubts and decides he should clear them quick.

“Relax Y/N,” he smiles as he places a hand on your shoulder and you feel your breathing get lighter but not light enough.

“Jungkook never told you about any thing? About his birthday? What do you know about it?” Seokjin asks carefully and you shake your head.

“No. He never said any thing. But he always seems so sad at that day, I guess it’s because it’s the day he and Miso broke up.” You painfully admit as your finger nails dig into your palm on your lap.

Seokjin sighs in defeat. He was waiting for Jungkook to tell you but it seems that today’s interruption and the sudden appearance of an unwanted uninvited guest wouldn’t allow it. He knew Jungkook had planned it, he was even going to ask you to go with him to the place he visited every year on his birthday.

“Y/N, it has nothing to do with Miso.” He says and you furrow your brows.

“What?” you ask in confusion. It had everything to do with Miso, right?

“Yeah, they did break up on that day but Jungkook couldn't care less about it, not then not now. ” Jin says with a reassuring smile and you feel as if a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. But just as soon as you heart feel a light and free,  new load of curiosity and guilt weighs it down heavier.

If it wasn’t because of Miso that he had emotionally broken down in front of you that day and that he spends the whole night out for every year then what is it. Where was he going and why ?

“T-then what is it?” you ask, stuttering as you take in Seokjin’s sombre expression.

“Y/N, Jungkook's birthday, his mother died on that day.”

You feel your heart drop to your feet as you process the words he said.

Suddenly everything clicks.

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That's it for today :) I hope you liked it! Next time 💜


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7 years ago

Parachute 7!! Parachutee 7!! 😂😘

👁👁 hehe thanks for reminding me 🤧😘

7 years ago
THE CUTEST BABY BOY HABIT IVE EVER SEEN
THE CUTEST BABY BOY HABIT IVE EVER SEEN
THE CUTEST BABY BOY HABIT IVE EVER SEEN
THE CUTEST BABY BOY HABIT IVE EVER SEEN
THE CUTEST BABY BOY HABIT IVE EVER SEEN

THE CUTEST BABY BOY HABIT I’VE EVER SEEN

7 years ago

Oh wow

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