I Decided To Do This For Fun, Using My Sun/moon/rising If Someone Is Interested, I Can Give You The Blank

I decided to do this for fun, using my sun/moon/rising ☀️🌙 If someone is interested, I can give you the blank templates 😉 (not only for this 3 signs, but the others too !)

the weak point, where we will heal

Chiron in Aries: I feel: defeated, I have no voice, I can not speak. I feel like having to battle everyone around me to prove me. I am not enough, authority challenges me. Am I aggressive for no reason? Am I a mindless hot head and weak in the wrong moments? Where is my idendity, who am I really? I need to prove it to everyone, especially myself. I will heal: Innerly. I am strong and I can speak without backing down, I will be brave for myself and fight for what’s right. I finally know my character. 

Chiron in Taurus: I feel: worthless, I have no worth and I don’t feel secure. I crave stability, will I find it in goods? Will I find it maybe if I don’t move and stay the same forever? I need ressurance, I am scared and can’t make any steps further. I will heal: by looking past the face, I will dare to look constructevly at my life, I will work for stability, I can feel secure in myself because I can provide for myself, so there is nothing to fear anymore. I am beautiful and good.

Chiron in Gemini: I feel: stupid and overbeared by all the impressions and informations I get. I am scaref to talk. My believes and views are challenged. I can’t make any sense of it, I am scared to speak my mind and unsure about everything. I have difficulties interacting with my fellow human beings, my mind can’t stand still, I am unable to focus. I will heal: and finally sort out my feelings and ideas. I will find confidence and ways to clean up my thoughts and will see the benefits in talking with my fellows and appreciate their opnion. Changing my mind is part of the progress in life, I feel joyous and happy when intellectually challenged or stimulated.

Chiron in Cancer: I feel: abandoned and unloved. Where is my family, where is my mother? I want a family that functions as a saving harbour but I feel left out and mistreatend. Home is hell and I am part of it. The family generational curse is out to get me. I am afraid I can not form a healthy family myself later on. What is a ‘normal’ family anyway? I will heal: with my heart. Normal is subjective and I am not part of the grudge that seems to hold my family in a tight grip. I can choose my family myself, I am loved even when I doubt it and I need to remind myself. I will transform my pain into a healing hand that touches damaged souls. 

Chiron in Leo: I feel: like a disgrace to myself and everyone else. I feel embaressed and I need to hide myself. I am too much, my love, my joy, my presence. I am shy and don’t want anyone to look at me: what if they hate me? Someone spoke too harshly with me and now I am scarred. I will heal: With my inner child by side. I am aloud to enjoy life and life out my passions. I am born to be looked at; everyone is unique in their own ways and I am too. The right people will appreciate me and I need to appreciate myself as well. I see my worth, I am glad I was born because I see the pupose of my life benefitting different situations and people.

Chiron in Virgo: I feel: exhausted. I am born to work and serve, but my body is aching. I see the negative in everything first, I am nitpicking myself and everyone else. I am not allowed to rest and enjoy. There is a mess around me, there is a mess inside me: my life is a mess, I need to clean up my whole existence. I will heal: by opening up to love and warmth. I need to feel the love vibrating in  the world I am on. I need to get in touch with my soul, my aims and pupose. I need to know the pin points of my life, everything else will solve itself later on.

Chiron in Libra: I feel: that I need to be always with someone, or do I feel alone? I give myself in into shallowness and have diffeculties forming meaningful relationships with my surroundings. I want to experience love I need to interact with someone because they need to fill the void inside of me. I see mirrors reflecting everything I give away from myself. I am not myself, I will change myself completely. I will heal: by realising that there is a connection between me and other people. I click with them and by helping them they help me. I am not shallow, the peoples are mirrors reflectig what I need, if they are wrong for me, what vibe and sensation do I give off? I can find solitude in myself as well, no one else is needed to give me the feeling of meaningfullness, relationships are an symbiosis. 

Chiron in Scorpio: I feel: cursed by the world, powerless. Since I was born someone or something is out to get me. Leave me alone. My inner being is wrong and feels like it can’t fit in, there is a deep, deep trauma that happened once that is haunting me now. I doom myself for being born, I fear losing eberyone, no one is allowed to come near me - I feel evil and wish evil. I will heal: with my whole heart and soul. Nothing is out to get me, I am not cursed, I did nothing wrong, nor in my past, this is a way of shaping who I am there is a reason behind all of this but I am not being punished. I am alright with who I am and I am not scary, nor evil, or a monster that was formed by being hurt and alone. 

Chiron in Sagittarius: I feel: lost in life and I fear having it lived meaningless. I feel pressured into finding a meaning and I want to achieve my dreams but it seems everything is getting out of hand. There are no roots holding me, I was tricked into false believes; my believes were belittled and killed. My soul feels restless and I need air to breath. I will heal: by accepting the cycle of life and realising I have the choice to create my life as I want. There is freedom and I can compromise between the rules. I will realise that there is a pupose in finding the purpose: the way is part of the destination. I have time and I don’t need to fear the future. 

Chiron in Capricorn: I feel: powerless and stoic. Nobody sees my value and my meaning, I can’t really find my place in society. I feel underappreciated and I always have to work extra hard to hear a true ‘well done’. Do I need to keep up an image? A mask I put on as soon as I leave the house? The future isn’t bright; the future is dark and meaningless. I will heal: by being my own authority and giving me the respect and recognition I deserve. I know my true self and I will align my destiny with it. I know I’ve done well and when times comes they’ll see. The future is bright because it is directed by me.

Chiron in Aquarius: I feel: Alienated and too odd. Evryone wants to be unique but I feel too eccentric to be part of society. I am left alone with my thoughts and visions, I will act as normal as possible to have friends and a loving community. I want to get close to people but i fear them nontheless. I will heal: by admiring my inner core and coming i touch with others. We will earn from each other and appreciate and love our differences; the inspire and fullfill us eventually. I will find community, I will create a place of belonging for everyone, my unique way of seeing things will benefit my community. It will please the void inside me.

Chiron in Pisces: I feel: thrown out in the dark, helpless and overwhelmed. The world is cruel and love is a waste, I feel unbothered, untouched by it. There is universe to guide me, I feel made fun of by it, so I will be equally as cynical and cruel to the world. I am the victim and need to be saved, someone please show me purpose and light. I will heal: by lovng unconditionallym through and through. Only by opening up and giving yourself the chance to be one gain with the world you will feel love and light. The endless, devilish cycle of darkness will end, you will shine brighter than ever before. 

Leo season, I'm ready 🔥☀️♌

LEO GLAM

Sun in 11th, and it's absolutely true for me (despite the fact I'm actually more into movie making than music producing)

sun in the houses. planets in the houses series.

➯ i express myself through…

first house: my capabilities. i am a natural leader, i have a lot to say and i demand people to hear me. i am able to get things done and work harder than anyone else, and i want others to see me through such a lens. i often care too much what others think, however, my ego is most satisfied when i am praised by others for the work i do, the qualities i have, and for my success. i often express myself through my outward appearance (clothes, makeup, etc) and social media may be one of the most important self-expression platforms for me.

second house: my clothes, my belongings, my appearance. the way i physically come off to people is how i like to express myself. i place importance on expression through underrated art forms such as makeup, fashion, etc. i feel the worst when i am forced to dress or act in a certain way; i want to unabashedly be myself and desire praise for the way i present myself and hold myself together. i also like to express myself through the things i own, through my home and my comfort spaces.

third house: words. communication is essential to me. i am unfulfilled when i am not speaking what is on my mind, my opinions, my thoughts, my ideas. i excel in any sort of communicative platform: being an author, blogger, vlogger, etc., will benefit my ego and suit my personality the greatest. my mercury sign is likely a placement i heavily connect to, or want to show more.

fourth house: my home and comfort zones. i feel that my home, or wherever i am most comfortable (*your “home” aka comfort zone could even be your workplace or school desk), should be beautiful and well-presented. i express myself through the way i design and build up my safe spaces. i feel discomfort when i do not have a safe, quiet space to isolate into to be my true, unfiltered self. my self-expression is often more private, but this is what i prefer.

fifth house: my hobbies. i am passionate about my interests, hobbies; they tend to be very central in my life and i feel drained when i’m not pursuing my creative interests. i likely place heavy importance on art and/or music, and express myself through such means. i feel empty when i am unable to commit time to my genuine interests and fear mundane routine of only work and no play.

sixth house: my words and my work. at heart i am a humanitarian, i am always helping others and this is how i express myself; through my love and commitment to building up others. communication is also of huge importance to me, i am a blunt person at heart and want to be able to speak my mind and opinions without filter or feeling guilty. when i cannot express myself and my opinions, or when i am criticized for the way i speak, write or my work; my ego takes the biggest hit.

seventh house: art, beauty, and love. i am heavily into art, likely creating but also appreciating. physical art forms: such as painting, and forms of art such as poetry, are likely central to my self-expression and feelings of fulfillment. i find it important to express myself via loving and caring for others; i feel unfulfilled when i cannot share my heart with others and soak in the beauty the world of art and poetry have to offer. romance is a huge expressive outlet for me.  

eighth house: my mind (intuition & knowledge). my mind is the most important thing to me, i am most proud of the things i know, the things i’ve learned, and the frequently intense intuition i have. i generally do not like to express myself and my personality publicly, but when i show off parts of myself, i am showing off the things i know and the power i hold. i want people to know i am not to be messed with, and that i know far more about them than they’ll ever know about themselves. my ego is the most satisfied when i am praised for my intensity, knowledge and abilities to dig deeper and sense out a room. i also frequently express myself through my work, always giving one-hundred and ten percent to everything i commit to.

ninth house: philosophy, growth, words. poetry, philosophy and photography are likely of huge importance to me. i feel the need to express myself through visual representation of myself and my life; and via well-crafted paragraphs containing my thoughts, ideas and opinions. growing as a person on my own terms and sharing that journey is of huge importance to me; travel is a form of self-expression to me and i feel unfulfilled when i remain stagnant in one place (mentally or physically) for a long period of time. to me, change & growth is self-expression as much as sharing an opinion is.

tenth house: my work and achievements. my goals, dreams and ambitions are the most important things to me. i set high standards for myself and for my success, which are nearly impossible to achieve. but the closer i get, the more fulfilled i feel. i am happiest when i am praised for my ambition, my skills, the hard work i consistently put in. i feel empty when i cannot meet my own goals and expectations, i must surpass the bar i have placed and prove to others i can do anything in order to feel satisfied.

eleventh house: music and art. music is of vital importance to me, i feel a need to learn instruments, to write music, to produce, to create art in many forms (drawing & music especially) and share these things with others. even if i am not necessarily musically or artistically inclined, i feel an extremely strong connection with music and art; i probably always make endless playlists to share with others, and am praised for my taste in music and art; this makes me feel the most fulfilled.

twelfth house: creative outlets. my mind is a whirlwind of intense energies, i am frequently scattered but i feel grounded when i am involved in a creative outlet. i feel most satisfied when i am able to express myself and share my feelings through any sort of creative outlet. this can range from graphic design to photography to creating music to painting and so forth; i must have a creative platform or i will not feel happiness. i do not care that my work reaches a large audience, i am happy with doing these things for myself.

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F*ck, that's my 3rd House's planets in Sag' 😂