Holy Hell That Ending Is Strong, This Is Fantastic
holy hell that ending is strong, this is fantastic <3
shrike // d.m.
summary: your first and last conversation with draco after you’ve parted ways. contains: so much angst, like christ, you’ll either be so moved or so disgusted. a/n: not me trying to be poetic and failing miserably.
‘songs of the forest’ hozier collection

you can feel draco’s gaze from across the hall. it’s as if it’s searing straight through you and holding you in place. your classmates are beginning to usher into their respective classes, but you and draco stay still, afraid one false move will send the other running scared.
it’s been only a few weeks since you’ve broken up, and neither of you are really coping. you’re sure he’s fine, though, judging by the way he struts about the school, snickering with his posse and not sparing you a second glance.
it’s hard not to think back to the months of back and forth. months of giving far more than you got, insecurities taking over and turning you into someone you didn’t want to be. months of textbook manipulation and too many white lies to count. part of you hopes he’d at least loved you, though you could never be certain.
you don’t realize how long you’ve been frozen to the stone floor until he’s making his way over to you, a strange look in his eye you can’t quite place.
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Angst with Remus Lupin that leads to fluff please🥺
Thank you for your request anon! I had only said one request and this was the second, but I couldn't resist the idea of writing for Remus! So here we are, deep, terrible angst followed by some heartwarming fluff!
Warnings: Implications of Sex
Word Count: 782
Summary: Remus leaves after you sleep together. Or does he?
The Dark, Dark Mornings || Remus Lupin X Reader

Rain drops hitting the window, the wind crashing against the glass trying to seep in. That was what had woken you up. It was cold, and you could feel it against your skin because you noticed you were naked under the duvet. Remus. All memories from the previous night started to flash through your mind and that was when you found the energy to open your eyes.
Empty. The bed was empty. Well, except for your own body and the pillows that he had slept on. You could still smell him amongst the sheets which only made you feel nauseous. He had left. Without saying a word. After saying all those words deep in the dark, he had departed without sparing any of those words for the day.
Was it nothing? Was it really just a young man searching for an easy night of passion? You didn't want to believe he could be so hedonistic, so simple, so hurtful. He was supposed to be different, he was supposed to be the one. All this time spent knowing him, and was this supposed to be the cruel truth? A man that you knew of, a man with such a gentle heart, was actually capable of breaking yours like this?
He had said the words. The words that now made you want to cry in the cold, gloomy room. He had made you say them.
I love you, I love you, I love you.
If they were words of adoration, the declaration of passion, then why did they hurt so much in his absence? Cold and dark. Chilling you to your bones, making you pull the duvet around you even closer, wanting to disappear from existence. Because a world without him was a world without peace and you had no intention of fighting a war.
Then the door clicked, and your ears perked up with a tremble. Was it him? Had he forgotten something? Or had he just returned to humiliate you further?
“Y/N?” His voice called out and how badly you wanted to ignore him. To act as though you were sleeping, so he could leave and let you be. Let your sorrow mold you out of this world.
But you could not disregard Remus calling out your name. Your own voice betrayed you, responding to him.
“Yes?” It was the only way you knew.
“Oh, thank Godric you're awake! I made us some tea, I know you need it first thing in the morning. Just a splash of milk, just the way you like it.”
And it was bliss. You could have sworn the sun had started to shine at that moment, could have taken an oath saying the birds had started to sing. He was here. And the world was suddenly a better place.
Your head peaked over the covers to see if he was actually there, to make sure this wasn't just your imagination making this up. He was there, standing at the tip of the bed, eyes still full of sleep, his t-shirt crinkled up in all directions and his smile, crooked but full of promises.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
You felt like a fool for jumping to conclusions. You almost apologised for thinking him a liar, a deceiver, a cheat. For almost hating him because you thought he had left.
“Are you okay?” He asked, voicing his concern. You probably looked like you had just seen a ghost. Most could argue that you had.
“Yes,” you cleared your throat, “Yes, I'm absolutely fine.” He smiled wider at that, and he pulled the covers up, climbing into the bed beside you, mugs hovering from behind. He leaned into you and held you close for a moment, inhaling your scent as you listened to his heartbeat, fully surrendering to him. You already belonged to Remus, with no turning back. He sat up, with pillows propped behind him and helped you find a comfortable position. You were dazed, to say the least.
You sipped your tea that had gracefully landed between your fingers. Perfect. The exact way you liked it. He knew you so well.
“I haven't done anything wrong have I?” He asked after a long sip of his drink. You decided to be honest, to let him know how you were feeling.
“I don't know what I'd do without you.”
“Well, you don't have to worry about that anymore.” Remus sounded confident, like it was as simple as that. Maybe it was.
“Remus?” You asked tentatively.
“Yes?”
You paused for a moment to look at him, only to find that he was already looking into you.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
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My Cauldron’s Bubbling For You // Remus Lupin x Slytherin! Reader
「 ❁ 」PROMPT 「 ❁ 」
Y/N L/N loves pranking and she loves flirting. The two go hand in hand. When she starts flirting with Remus… he fears for his life.
「 ❁ 」AUTHOR’S NOTE 「 ❁ 」
wowowowow I’m on a role huh??? :o

Remus wasn’t sure when exactly it started.
From first year to fifth year, Y/N L/N was just a bold, self-assured Slytherin girl who barely gave him or anyone else the time of day. Remus thought she was pretty and sure, admired her confidence, but she wasn’t really part of the crowd he hung around. She had her own—a group of girls from all the houses who liked to joke around and play tricks. Several of Y/N’s friends were flirty and had a tendency to flirt with their victims right before they came in for the kill. Sirius was no exception; he foolishly let them reel him in, then he was left speechless when he charmed to make gas noises anytime he sat down.
Remus always found it funny when the girls did what they did to innocent blokes. He would have been mad not to. They made it clear what they were up to, but raging hormones surely enticed their victims enough that they didn’t pay clear attention. Boys all around him, boys in different houses, would be charmed into a false sense of safety only for it to shatter the next day. After a while he began wondering when his turn was, but he found that to be too presumptuous of a thought. He settled for watching his peers flounder and thinking nothing of it.
Then one day in sixth year, Y/N L/N came up to Remus in Potions, leaned in close to his ear, and whispered, “I think it’s sexy, watching you write your notes like that.”
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Drunk nights | Part II | @scandalous-chaos
Summary: The reader invites him to a party and he’s drunk within half an hour. Chaos follow. (fluff, fluff and a lot of fluff!)
Word Count: 1.8k
Warning(s): slight swearing, alcohol consumption, not a warning but the reader is Gryffindor
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Could I get a HC of Bucky doing all the cute domestic things to make sure his girl doesn’t get cold during the winter 🥺
heyyy omg thanks for requesting this 🥰 i love this! hope you like this i probably repeated a few points lmfao but like i wrote this in my break between class and i just couldn't resit to write this!
okay so let us begin *cracks knuckles*
your boyfriend, the Bucky Barnes was a super soldier which meant he didn't really need the number of sweaters you put on yourself as he was practically a human furnace
he literally always wrapped you up in so many sweaters, scarfs, jackets and like warm clothes before the two of you went outside to have a walk around the neighbourhood because you always end up cold and Bucky fears you might suffer from hypothermia if he doesn't bundle you up in enough sweaters
cuddles in bed, where he pulls you against his chest and wraps his arms around you and makes sure your warm enough ;)
he loves giving you hugs from behind, you might be baking cookies or just doing anything this man will wrap his hands around your waist and just pulls you in closer and most of the time you don't know when he'll do this and you may or may not have elbowed him twice for just hugging you out of no where when you least expected it and scaring the shit out of you 😂
he loves having you right next to him while watching movies on cold winter nights, obviously your a blanket cocoon cuz its cold *shrug*
he'll give you soft kisses on the forehead when he sees you on the couch with your book open, half asleep
he slowly carries you to the bedroom after he found you on the couch, sliding into bed next to you, his chest pressed against you back
he overall loves cuddling with you during the winter and he always makes sure your bundled up before resting his chin on your head when you give him hugs or he give you hugs

2.5k recommendations!
I hit 2.5k and just like I did when I hit 1.5k I’ve decided to do a list of fic recs. So, I hope you enjoy getting an insight into the stuff I read and give these writers the love they deserve!
Thank you so much for reading an supporting my writing, it means the world to me 🤍
Smut marked with ✞ (my own smut is 16+, but I will be writing the age limit by each smut recommendation, so please be respectful to each writer and their limits!)
Darker themes marked with ✶ (please read warnings on these fics!)
Harry Potter universe:
Fred Weasley:
☞ Still hate me? ✞ (16+) by @comfortscripts
☞ Thigh riding ✞ (16+) by @pinkandblueblurbs
☞ Barber shop ✞ (18+) by @darthwheezely
Ron Weasley:
☞ Peach ✞ (16+) by @ameliora-j
☞ Borrow at the Burrow ✞ by @bellatrixscurls
Theodore Nott:
☞ Worthwhile ✞ (16+) by @ameliora-j
☞ Sober thoughts by @peppers-analytics
Sirius Black:
☞ Escape me ✞ ✶ by @silverdelirium
☞ Daddy’s gift (poly!Marauders w focus on Sirius) ✞ (16+) by @lonelyhe4rts
Remus Lupin:
☞ The essay ✞ by @janeofthornfieldhall
☞ Guilty pleasure ✞ by @silverdelirium
☞ Movie night ✞ (18+) by @sereinegemini
☞ Salt water taffy by @cupids-crystals
James Potter:
☞ Jealousy, Jealousy (18+ blog) by @morozovastarless
☞ Kinktober day 2 ✞ by @indigoh4ze
☞ Four-eyes by @sarahisslytherin
Regulus Black:
☞ Words unsaid by @scandalous-chaos
MCU:
Steve Rogers:
☞ Gorgeous by @velvetcloxds
Stucky (Steve + Bucky):
☞ Left out (18+ blog) by @agentofbarnes
Criminal Minds:
Aaron Hotchner:
☞ @ssahotchswife ‘s whole masterlist (all of their smut is 18+) (my fave Hotch writer!)
☞ Salt and pepper ✞ (18+) by @dudeitiskarev
☞ Dream ✞ (16+) by @pinkandblueblurbs
☞ Go team Hotchner (18+ blog) by @h0tchner
☞ Paper rings (18+ blog) by @scuttling
Spencer Reid:
☞ Sharing a bed (18+ blog) by @jillys-feral-fandoms
☞ Save me tonight ✞ (18+) by @scuttling
☞ It feels better when I’m wearing your sweater ✞ by @dionysian--mysteries
☞ Lesson learned (+ Derek Morgan) ✞ by @dionysian--mysteries
Other:
Charlie Swan:
☞ Shock by @sadorangejuice
☞ Seducing Chief Swan ✞ (18+) by Tibbs (on ao3)
☞ Dirty little secret by me
Sheriff Hassan:
☞ Ships passing in the night (series) ✞ (18+ blog) by @ketslketslketsl
☞ He can be cruel ✞ (18+) by @midnightkohli
Benedict Bridgerton:
☞ Bumping noses whilst kissing by @starryeyedstories
☞ What a question by @fandom-puff
☞ Innocent ✞ (16+) by @pinkandblueblurbs
