I Need To Get Out Of HereI Have Never Made Any Type Of Post Like This And Its Going To Be Long And Annoying

I need to get out of here I have never made any type of post like this and it’s going to be long and annoying but I just can’t fucking take this anymore. I’m Sophie, I am a 19 year old latina girl who has been living with an abusive man double my age for the last couple of years after running away. I feel trapped here and I have no means to leave safely at all. I’m mentally ill and on disability which doesn’t leave me with any room to get away from him and he is extremely controlling even when it comes to money and what I should have to owe him for living with him. I have no family to lean on and the friends I did have, he has cut me off completely from them. He’s smashed my phone when he got paranoid leaving me with nothing and no one. He monitored my phone and my social media so I have had to make separate accounts to try and hide him from seeing what I post. Not only that but he is racist, he hates women, believes in white supremacy, thinks that all girls should only be with men and give themselves to men whether they want to or not.. it just goes on and on and never stops. He always talks about genocide, thinks women ask for too much, ect. He has actually gone to jail in the past for assault. He threatens me with violence if I don’t do the things he asks for all the time and my mental health has gone downhill since I came here. There are so many things that have happened that I can’t even talk about. I am always being taken advantage of, threatened, manipulated into sex, into giving him money, just so that I won’t be out on the streets with no where to go. This type of life is making me want to kill myself if I can’t get a change soon but I am terrified of the thought of leaving him. I want to get a restraining order so that he can’t come after me, but if I do that I will have no place to live because I can’t afford the apartment I live in if he’s not here. I need help getting out. There is no way I can afford to pay a deposit, pet fee, and first months rent on a cheaper apartment with the income and type of life I have right now. He knows about how much money I bring in a month, and with my bills and everything I have very little. I know what I need is a lot, my goal is around $500 dollars even though that won’t begin to cover it, I don’t expect much help at all. Even a couple dollars I have that I can hide from him will hopefully add up. I was at risk of being homeless when I met him because of leaving my family. I thought that because he had issues too that he was a good person at heart but I can’t take the way that he treats me anymore, it has only gotten worse. If you don’t believe me, or think I shouldn’t be asking for this kind of help or think this is all my fault just block me. I have had too many people act like I am over exaggerating or that I’m crazy. I will just block you. my paypal email is [email protected] if you can help at all and if you cant i understand I know everyone is struggling and other people need more help than I do but I would be so thankful if you would please please reblog this post for me. Thank you.

Bitch

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if this gets 4k notes im gonna buy this and take it to college

Who's your real life bff and who's your online bff? I gotta know if I make the cut man (I'm kidding you literally don't know me I'm just obsessed with your art)

I can’t reveal my real life bff but I have a feeling he looks at my blog sometimes ;) and my online bff was (kinda? Idk if they reciprocated) 51Fruity (@51fabulousfruitcaffeinator)but something happened to them and they’re deactivated now.. I’m kinda worried..But, come off of anon, I’m always willing to make friends! :D

Wow I can’t believe Sans Undertale did the first keysmash

Sad bc it’s you

Then extra sad bc I’m on mobile and mobile is dumb

Even more sad bc you’re on lined paper

@teaandnebulas o look it you

Oh yea I made sure to get that non-Caucasian jaw structure in there

Can you literally just draw a sad fat boi bc that's me

Hey hey hey one moment I’m on mobile