This Was From My Mock Orange Photo... Not Sure If I Like It Or Not, Definitely Dont Like It As Much As

This was from my mock orange photo... Not sure if I like it or not, definitely don’t like it as much as the other one.

The Gatekeeper, Anubis. 

The Fifth Guardian.

Helps spellwork involving dogs, creating bindings, underworld related work, travel between realms and planes, and especially creating guardians and protection spells.

6/28 - Suffocation

Pain in the heart When will the gates open For me and only me When will you let me in

Feel the pain in my head My jaw clenched shut Like a clam shell Never opens for you

There are no pearls on my tongue Just salt between closed lips I sit gurgling curses Feeling the silt between my teeth

Crush, crush Bones destroyed by bones Lifeblood drank by deathblood Pure rose red and sickly rotten black

Feed me, fill me Acid burning up butterflies Take what I know Rip my pages apart

My brain is falling apart inside my head Panic fraying my loose ends My shell cracked Insides falling outside

Your pseudo tenderness A gull bashing me against rocks Ripping out my sweetness Sucking down my marrow

Eat me, become me, As I poison you, Turn those lips blue Suffocation the softest kiss

Sometimes I have to relearn the lessons I've already been taught, and remind myself of the things I've forgotten. These lessons still apply today as much as they did then, now, more than ever.

The Morrigan had some lessons for me today.

- Do not cry in the face of adversity. Scream, and fight it with passion and fury.

- There is no shame in facing difficulties others do not.

- It is alright to hand a task over to the more experienced, but try as hard as you are able before doing so.

- There is no need to apologize for inability or accidental self-inflicted harm. We are all still learning and expanding, and often hurt ourselves along the way.

- Even during the worst day of your life, there is always something good about it to focus on.

Discord Blackout 6/27/2020 - What is Written

Blessings now clarified Lineage, a predator See in the darkness

Changing over and over Until we are happy

Shifting and changing Revoke access to help

What is written is law