The Woman Who Holds The Moon

the woman who holds the moon

prints available here. my cover for this month's issue of baffling magazine.

ghosts are real and they’re everywhere. in old photographs tucked safely in a box under your bed. in the walls of your childhood home waiting for you to come back. they live in old text messages and emails. forever frozen in time. they haunt your old best friends neighborhood. flickering in the street lamps. occasionally, on very rare summer afternoons; when the sun shines through the kitchen window in a certain way and all of the sudden you get this feeling in your stomach of melancholia; that is a haunting. a possession. those are ghosts trying to find comfort in the present because the past they once lived in no longer exists.

Dear Banana

You are awesome. Thank you for opening my eyes to honey trap duo 😂. You are also a poet when it comes to Sun angst. ☀️👌

What's your thoughts on Dark Sun and Sun becoming brothers? I see it happening. (totally just projecting my desire into the universe)

Thank you!! 😁😁😁😁 I have never being so passionate about one character like Sun. Sun, Dark Sun, Sunshine, SunBOT, servant Sun, every Sun makes me so giggle.

Even with Sans Undertale doesn't make me down that bad and spends hours to analyse him like with Sun.

Man, the day Sun and Dark Sun become brothers, not to be dramatic but I think I can die in pieces.

I want them carnally.

Like, they just interact briefly but there is so much potential between them, between the cold-bitter-apathetic- confident - independent - live for himself - i have enemies's blood on my hand and I totally do not regret about it and I wish I do it sooner- god let me live for another day and I will make it everyone's problems -future self Vs the young - tired - after so much crap still naïve and hold some hope into future- selfless - Life can hit me in the face whenever it wants and I still apologise to it because the backbone I have totally irrelevant with the abandoned and self esteem issues Moon gift me- the one who codependent to Moon to the core because everyone he cares about expect Moon if not get hurt badly then turn evil - present self.

Like, they are both Sun, they are so similar yet so different. And that really makes them interesting, because can anyone know Sun better than Sun? Surely they are pro at lying to themselves, but to be like that, they also need to know themselves in some levels of consistency.

And how their outlook on life is completely opposite. Sun still has some hope on Moon while Dark Sun completely wiped out of Moon's existence out of his mind.

It would be awesome if Sun finds someone who understands him, who will not talk him down or ignore him. (We see how Sun handled Sunshine like a pro) And Dark Sun finds someone while still like him, still kind and gentle and honest.

What more is the reason Dark Sun builds Neptor that way if not because he misses the time when he is still himself, still kind, honest, gentle and always thinks the best of everyone?

I want them to be brothers, even more on some darker days (damn, as long as they stay together, I don't care about what status quo they called each other, brothers, besties, drinking buddy, co-parents, lovers, we are not friends and we do not hate each other that much but I still want to strangle and destroy you when kissing you type of relationship...) (what am I saying, I have problems)

Because they can build up something really good out of each other, or make each other become so worse.

calling a child "pro-rape" for being profic is fucking disgusting and stupid btw

Did you know...?

...if you're disgusted or triggered by incest, rape, age gaps, and etc.

...but you filter/block so you can ignore those things whenever possible

...and you do not harass, bully, dox, or threaten anybody over what they post, like, ship, read, or write

...and you generally mind your own business

...and believe others should do the same

....you are a pro-shipper.

Congratulations.