Downside Of Fasting- I Cannot Fucking Sleep N School Starts In 3 DAYYSSS

Downside of fasting- I cannot fucking sleep n school starts in 3 DAYYSSS

Food log: Aug. 22, 2024

Breakfast:

Lemon water (0cal)

Total: 0cal

Lunch:

Nothing (0cal)

Total: 0cal

Dinner:

Dr Pepper strawberries n cream (149cal)

Wingstop Garlic Parmesan wings, 3 wings (360cal)

Wingstop mango habanero, 3 wings (300cal)

Wingstop fries, half (185cal)

Total: 993cals

Exercise:

651 steps (21 cal)

Total burned: 21cal

Todays total: 972 cals

Notes:

Did a 17 hour liquid fast but ended up ordering wingstop after the soda bc I felt rlly weak n I had a head ache as well. I kinda regret getting the wingstop bc I love eating wings with ppl otherwise it’s depressing. So I only ate half. I should’ve just stuck with the liquid fast but at least I made it over 16 hours I guess just wish I didn’t eat a lot of cals n it’s pretty high too. I’m rlly tired.

Food Log: Aug. 23, 2024

Breakfast:

Rice cake (35cal)

Nutella, 1tbsp (81cal)

3 Strawberries (146cal)

Vanilla spice tea (0cal)

Total: 262cals

Lunch:

Orange creamsicle (65cal)

Total: 65cals

Dinner:

Iced honey buns (320cal)

Total: 320cal

Snack:

Ruffles (160cal)

Total: 160cal

Exercise:

333 steps (11cal)

Total burned: 11cals

Todays Total: 795 cals

Notes:

I’m SOOOO FUCKING HUNGRY. I was vv close to binging but it was mainly snacks around anyway. I needed a lil salty treat after something sweet to balance it out. Overall felt vv fkn weak n shakey today but vv glad I restricted bc I’m going to a party tmrw. I’m gonna allow myself to binge tmrw bc I’m rlly hoping there’s tacos at the party. I’ve been eye balling this frozen pizza in my bfs freezer but I’m too embarrassed to make it so hopefully my bf would be down to make it tmrw. I still gotta figure out my look for tmrw since I also might be drinking n I’m not bout to be crunked n fugly.

imagine: me, but with a knife

Food Log: Aug. 29, 2024

Breakfast:

2 gum (10cal)

Total: 10 cals

Lunch:

7/11 blue slush (65cal)

Salad 300cal)

2 Hot honey boneless wings (200cal)

Total: 565cals

Dinner:

Pasta salad (354cal)

Total: (354cals)

Todays total: 929 cals

Notes:

I didn’t get to take a picture of the other foods. I broke my phone so I’ve been using my tablet so I can’t track my steps or take pictures of some of the things I eating bc it feel embarrassing doing that shit with a big ass tablet. But I found out my school gives away free foods aka the salads I got and it’s rlly filling n low in cals so I’ll be going there a lot. My home girl introduced me to some new ppl and I’m suspecting one of them has an eating disorder because the way she ate a pop tart n my friend offered her more food and she said “I ate two whole poptarts that’s enough food for today” n I worried but also competitive? I hate feeling competitive when it comes to EDs bc sometimes it feels like it outweighs my concern.