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things i realized in therapy:
i am allowed to be angry with people when they hurt me, even if they are sensitive and cant cope well with being told they did something wrong. their sensitivity does not mean i have to bottle up my feelings & their lack of coping skills does not make me expressing my anger abusive.
shocking, i know. truly shocking.
I saw someoen doing this with breaking bad characters so im gonna just
Can I watch a great film knowing the actresses in it were terrorized and mistreated the entire time? Can I watch a football game knowing that the players are getting brain injuries right before my eyes? Can I listen to my favorite albums anymore knowing that the singers were all beating their wives in between studio sessions? Can I eat at the new fancy taco place knowing when the building that used to be there got bulldozed eight families got kicked out of their homes so they could be replaced with condos and a chain restaurant? Can I wear the affordable clothes I bought downtown that were probably assembled in a sweatshop with child labor? Can I eat quinoa? Can I eat this burger? Can I drink this bottled water? Can I buy a car and drive to work because I’m sick of taking an hour each way on the subway? Whose bones do I stand on? Whose bones am I standing on right now?
do you ever wonder if your choice of blorbo is random baby chick imprinting, or in fact a deep physiological profile that reveals all the things you need therapy for
You know how Garry's hair has those weird strands? His hair is designed after an upside down rose! This is for Ib by the way.
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Although my post times are way off and not on a schedule, I feel like I need to journal, very sorry as it will be all over the place
So my feelings today are very old mindset kind of feelings, it's prolly the heat cuz I'm in New York and it doesn't know when to stay one weather.
But I took my dog to the vet today and because of that I had to look at my bank account and saw only so little money, I know I'm a spoiled brat and I have $10000000 but when I looked today I got upset and in my feels when I feel like I saw reality.
My feels=😐
So after I seen the balance and my mom saying I need to work to get more money I wanted to get a lottery ticket again, so I reverted back to thinking I need one thing to get to my goal, basically the 3d.
And I was thinking, looking at my [1] post about me talking about what I experienced in the 3d and what my 4d was basically doing without me. Maybe after that post I have been thinking about what I will be doing in the 3d but the 4d is still going on "until I get there" like it is 2 separate places... If this makes sense.
The 3d isn't real, and I shouldn't be thinking about having 2 separate lives while it's basically only one unless I "script" it or assume it helps with loa or shifting. Because they the same thing.
(I really wanna name shifting something else because it's so used and not really fitting because we are not shifting we are becoming aware. But I used it so long it's weird to name it something else)
I want this world to be a {Neutral} world I call it, and just have fun and not have "main characters" and universes favorites. I'm the mc in {neutral} worlds because it is a fun world, and a laid back world.
(If anyone wants I can explain some of my versions of... My mind?? And this world if you want me to ❤ (I will do it when I get 10 likes lol (っ˘ڡ˘ς) )
Anyways, in {neutral} worlds I don't have any challenges so that means I have no worries of any kind of money problems or lack anything, and I get paid to do things, instead of paying to do them, because I am the universes fav (bc I am the universe, but who needs to know that? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
I think writing down my desires and ideas/plans makes me believe it way more because like I'm just writing in 1st person, plus visualising it (because I have read all my life) that it's real and I know it is, and I know I am the creator and I deserve all of this.
Love~ Tru
