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the bittersweetness had me gripping my heart

Geto Suguru would exhale love; he would put it in the meals he cooked, and mix it in the morning coffee - but he could never say the words.

You’d say I love you every time you spoke, always preceded by such a sweet sounding ‘see you later’ or ‘goodnight’ he could have sworn he heard you smile through his phone speaker.

And he hated the pang in his heart and despised the lump in his throat that formed whenever he tried to utter those words - how dare they sound so natural coming from everyone’s mouths when he was always delaying, forever finishing off with a simple ‘goodbye’.

And you knew that he tried, his efforts still bringing a smile to your face every night,

“Goodbye,” he’d mutter into the phone, “I -“

“Goodnight, Suguru, I -“ and you’d pause, “you too.”