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And then, just like that, we became strangers to each other.

4 a.m. thoughts, words better left unsaid

The turmoil inside me has begun to settle

That should be a good thing

But now I just feel empty

As if the war inside of me has accepted its defeat

But has not lost hope

I see in your eyes your love for her

And your curiosity of me

I feel in your touch the “what if” of taking it further

The want to do it again

But now I’m wondering if I’ve become an experiment

If these feelings are worth pursuing

Or if the only time I am worthy of your affection

Is when we both have something to blame it on

- It’s not real if we aren’t sober

Resûl-i Ekrem sallallahu aleyhi ve sellem sabahleyin şöyle dua ederdi:

“Allâhümme bike asbahnâ ve bike emseynâ ve bike nahyâ ve bike nemût ve ileyke’n-nüşûr: Allahım! Senin lutfunla sabaha ulaştık, senin lutfunla akşama erdik. Sen isteyince dirilir, sen isteyince ölürüz. Yeniden diriltip huzurunda toplayacak olan da sensin.”

Akşamleyin şöyle dua ederdi:

“Allâhümme bike emseynâ ve bike nahyâ ve bike nemût ve ileyke’l-masîr: Allahım! Senin lutfunla akşama erdik. Sen isteyince dirilir, sen isteyince ölürüz. Huzuruna varılacak olan da sensin.” (Ebû Dâvûd, Edeb 101; Tirmizî, Daavât 13. Ayrıca bk. İbni Mâce, Duâ 14)