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appreciate—

written by: 🥺

genre: fluff

warnings: none

pairing: namjoon x reader

summary: on some occasions, love isn't a strong enough word

thank you to @ofrosesandteacups for requesting this!! (not this kinda becoming a metaphor for army and the energy we put into loving them?? idk i see it but tell me what you think)

it feels as though you've been here before, although you are entirely certain you haven't. miles away from home in a foreign country, surrounded by speakers of a language you have yet to master - and yet it feels more like home than america ever could.

"do you miss your family?"

you do. not seeing them for five years is bound to create that feeling, equal parts longing and forgetting. but that same longing compelled you to seek out a new family, one that seems more like your flesh and blood than those who actually are.

"sometimes," you settle on. "i see them most days."

"just through a screen, though."

"are you trying to make me cry or something?"

namjoon laughs; lower and more hushed than usual. there's no reason for it, and yet you can understand why - it just fits the atmosphere.

laying between the ground and the sky, - somewhere that is also nowhere - it isn't like anyone could hear you besides the stars and the trees, and they are loyal; nature never spills the secrets that are whispered between humans when they think they are alone. secrets are too precious like that, too easily shattered. nature knows better.

but he whispers anyway, "of course not. just asking."

you turn your head to study him. his skin glows in the moonlight, eyes shining like stars reflected in a dark pond. a rush of warmth floods over you and stirs a thought that enters your head frequently: this is where i'm meant to be.

"you're my family."

a smile stretches over namjoon's lips. it's quiet, soft, and you start to wonder if that's just him, rather than an unspoken rule formulated by the setting.

"i know."

he's used to this. you tell him it frequently, tell every one of the boys that you love them as much as you possibly can, because with their busy schedules and the pressure that comes with fame, it's easy to forget that you're loved - truly, unconditionally loved - sometimes, and you want to remind them of that.

maybe that's why he doesn't act surprised when an 'i love you' slips through your lips next. that's okay, you don't need him to react, just feel the weight of your words, how much you really mean it.

"i appreciate you," he says.

you're used to this. the other boys have no qualms about returning your love, some less than others, but again, that's okay. but with namjoon, he hasn't said it once. he shows it in other ways, sure, this particular phrase being one of his favourite methods.

it was okay at first. up until the point you realised your feelings for him extended past friendship, and at the same time realised that it would, inevitably, end in a broken heart on your part.

he must sense this, as he quickly follows it up with, "and i don't say that to put you down, by the way. i just think that appreciation can be a lot stronger than love, you know?"

"no, uh, i understand that."

he doesn't stop there. "no, really. i could tell you i love you, because i do, but it wouldn't be able to express what i really feel."

he turns and locks eyes with you. his gaze is soft, soft, soft, but at the same time it burns, like gentle, slow heat on a summers day. you can't help but look away, instead focusing on the space between you two, where your fingers idly pick at individual blades of grass.

"y/n?"

you hum in response.

"i mean it," he states, now switching to english. maybe that's why you feel the most comfortable with him - you can relax in his presence, not having to worry about honorifics and conjugating verbs. "i appreciate the way you never hesitate to speak your mind; the way you treat us like you treat everyone else; the way you're always there when we need you."

you bite your lip, the confidence you usually hold dissipating into the atmosphere to join the clouds that roll overhead. "thank you," is all you can think to say. it's true, though. he's never usually like this, and you're grateful that he's finally confirmed it, even if its only in part.

a gentle hand touches your chin, prompting you to look upwards. you can't escape the warmth of his eyes now, and it's almost suffocating.

"you put your all into us. we appreciate it, we really do. but please remember to look after yourself once in a while. please?"

you nod. apparently, it isn't enough. "promise me. promise me you'll appreciate yourself as much as you appreciate us, and as much as we appreciate you."

a sigh escapes your lips. the light breeze caresses your skin, but namjoon's blanketing warmth is enough to keep the cold from settling into your bones.

"i promise."

namjoon just removed more than 100 posts from his ig account...... i think part of me just died im not even joking

hyung line reuniting at yoongi’s concert 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

joon said he watched wes anderson’s “asteroid city” and its another win for me as a film major

oh my god you shouldve SEEN my fucking face when i first saw namjoon’s ig stories where hes dancing and RIGHT AFTER THAT HIM SHOWING THIS LOCKSCREEN

hes winning the idgaf war

Welcome Home My Sunshine

Hello my lovelies, I’m back with another blog but it’s not shifting content. This time it’s a little imagine for all you j-hope biases.

I want to post more than just shifting content on here and I enjoy writing so I thought why not post a little short story or an imagine per se.

I don’t really believe I’m a good writer, I’m not the best at describing things and transitioning to the next sentence, paragraph or chapter so bare with me.

Anyway, since our sunshine is back from his military service I thought why not post an imagine about it. I will make this gender fluid too in case we have some j-hope fan boys out there. Now enough waiting, without further ado I give you…Welcome Home My Sunshine

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Summery: You’re waiting for you sunshine boyfriend to return home from his military service

Genre: fluff, fluff and more fluff

Abbreviations: y/b/f (your best friend), y/e/c (your eye color)

Word Count: 712

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You’re on the couch of the apartment you share with your boyfriend of two years watching your favorite show when a little four-legged friend hopped up on the couch and on your lap as he lays down.

“I know Mickey, I miss daddy too. I just want him home.” You say, your voice break as a little cry came out of the Shih Tzu’s mouth. The sound was so sad it made you tear up.

Jung Hoseok, you’re hope and your sunshine as been gone since April of 2022 for his military service. You didn’t want to be alone so you called up your best friend and they stayed with you in the guest room.

“You really miss him don’t you?” Y/b/f says as they lean against the arch that allows you to enter the hallway toward your room.

“I do, so much.” You say and your best friend sighs and walks over to you, sitting next to you as you lay a your head on their shoulder. “I’m sorry, but he’s going to be home very soon and you’ll finally be reunited with him.

“I know and I’m looking forward to it, sometimes I wish I had more than just two years with him. He was so busy doing his solo projects that I didn’t get see him much but he always made time for me and Mickey no matter what.”

“I’m glad and maybe when he comes home Hybe will give him a little break so you can spend more time with each other.”

“I highly doubt it but a I can dream.”

“They will, and I know Hobi will make sure that happens. Let me take you out for a nice dinner to get your mind off missing him so much.”

“You don’t have to do that for me.”

“I know but I want to, come on let’s get you in some better clothes.” y/b/f says as you nod and follow them to your room as they help pick an outfit for you.

Once the two of you found your outfits you headed out to dinner and got seated order drinks, appetizers and your meal. Throughout the evening the two of you chatted and laughed reminiscing about memories and stories of your friendship.

Missing Hobi was still at the back of your mind but your best friend was able to make you smile and laugh once more.

When dinner was over you split the check and decided to take a cab to a park and just walk around and take in the comfortable fall weather.

This park though seemed familiar to you though with the hibiscus flowers and trees but you just shook it off and kept walking around and chatting some more with your best friend.

Soon, the two of you came across a bench in the shape of a J and there sitting on it was j-hope himself in his military uniform. “Hobi?” You say in shock that caught his attention. He looked up at you and smiled, “Hello my sunshine. I’m home.” He says and your e/c eyes fill with tears.

You run over to him and give him a big hug as he spins you around then sets you down so your feet are touching the ground as the two of you share a kiss. Without warning though the idol gets down on one knee which causes your eyes to go wide.

He makes a speech about how much he missed you and loves you until he asked those four words…Will you marry me?

With no hesitation you said yes as he slipped the ring on your finger. The two of you shared another kiss as you turned to your best friend. “Did you plan this?”

“Of course I did, who else?” y/b/f says making you chuckle. He came home this morning but he had to do a few things but we’ve had this plan for a week and we wanted to make the reunion special, so congratulations!” y/b/f says happily making you laugh.

“I love you guys.”

“We love you too, now let’s go home.“ j-hope says and you nod and the three if you are off back to Hobi’s place.

Fin ༘⋆♡⸝⸝💌⊹。°˖➴

And there you go, that’s the end of the imagine. I hope you guys like it. See you in the next one! Bye, bye!

𝚋𝚝𝚜 𝚑𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚜 - 𝚖𝚗𝚌𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚜. 𝚜𝚘 𝚎𝚡𝚌𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝, 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚢 ;༊·˚

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I was thirsting around with @sassyqueenmelody about our thigh line Namjoon, Jimin and Jungkook and I got an Idea, what we would love to ask them… 🌚

Dare: Joon, Jimin and Kook… what about a thigh riding competition? It should get tested which man has the best pair of thighs and knows how to use them. The winner is who made me cum on the fastest way… he can have me for the rest of the evening and fuck me like he desires. The losers have to watch the scenery as a punishment…

Gender of the Reader: female

Status: unedited

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