July 2022 - Tumblr Posts
π Airport Gate no. 01, Kolkata
july skies
by Denny Bitte
It is July. Lets hope that I dont become an insane person and forget to take care of myself.
sometimes I need someone to aggressively tell me I need to start working or I wont get anything done
cya losers we're going to the library
If you ever feel lonely just remember that God makes sure you wont ever be alone
honsetly, if I had someone remind me every day that I'm doing great and that they love me then I think that would solve a lot of problems
why are guys so good at deflecting questions and making comebacks?
you ever wake up in the morning and think to yourself, "man today would be a great day to cause some havoc."
I would never physically hurt someone. I swear.
I dont leave physical scars.
I leave emotinal ones.
Y'all better be keeping hydrated this summer
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Getting Back on Track
The past few weeks have been kind of difficult. I ended up getting off track with my fitness goals. Surprisingly, though, I have been able to stay on track with my eating. Iβm not calorie restricting or anything (honestly, I stopped actively counting my calories a long time ago). I have just been making sure I focus on eating actual food and incorporating, at least, some servings of fruit and/or vegetables throughout each week. I also focus on how I feel after eating certain foods. If there is something specific I want or am craving, I just eat it. No big deal. Having a cookie (or 2) at lunch is not going to, suddenly, reverse everything I have done prior to this month. I think the fact that I pack my lunch almost everyday for work has also been helping me.Β Β
Anyway, I really want to get back on track with the fitness component. Iβve stopped caring so much about weightloss. I just want to be strong (and to be able to do a pull up without any assistance lol). I also miss the gym in general. I actually got to the point where the gym was becoming a source of stress relief for me. With how life has been (e.g., personal stuff, the overall, disappointing state of the world, etc.) I think we all could benefit from finding those things that help us make it through each day.
Iβm going to try to go to the gym tomorrow after work. It might be difficult to get back into my previous routine, but Iβm ready.Β
30th of July, 2022
I have been absent from this tumblr account for quite a while now. Having a little bit of a hard time finishing my to-do list for my blog these past couple of months. Accomplishing tasks are even harder due to lack of motivation and feeling of boredom.
It's the sense of needing to do something HOWEVER a sense of dread will come immediately after I thought of an idea or preparing to do something for that idea.
I want to have my own thing that I would do whenever I am getting pumped up, under the weather, pressured, or longing for something. I want to HAVE THAT THING that I would do despite of whatever might be happening in my life at that very moment.
I also strive to gradually shed off my self-defeating mindset as I reach my 30s.
I can do this.