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vent because i need to let it out HELPPPPPO

i love writing sometimes and getting asks is nice but i have like 7 or 8 fucjinf drafts and most i have like one sentence on?? i don’t understand why i barely get any attention every write for all the stress it puts me through sometimes. i don’t know why i have so many now i usually get like 3 and that’s when it’s fun but now i just have so fucking many. i don’t know why i’m so fucking stressed and unmotivated about writing. IM SO UPSET RN BUT MAYBE ITS JUSR ALMOST 1 AM AND I NEED TO SLEEP. i love writing for fans if you wanna call them that and followers and i’ll thank almost every one of them but oh my GOD this is like an unreasonable amount of asks for a fandom with like FIFTEEN FUCKING PEOPLE!!! I WANNA STOP BUT J ALSO DONT BECAUSE ITE FUN AND I LOVE MAKING OEOOLE HAPPY BUT I ALSO WANNA STOP AS I JUST SAID BECAUSE ITS STTEESSING ME OUT FOR SONMANT REASONS WHAG DONI DOOOOOObb. anyway i just.. like why do i get 3 fucking notes sometimes. just sometimes. like i know my writings shit i know and my shit has become shorter and more boring (because i’m stressed as fuck and running out of ideas) but like DAMN does this shit stress me out. why do i do so much to even a little bit i get nothing to little for it?? this isn’t even just about writing it’s about life in general like why??? i sound annoying asf rn i know but like jesus christ man why does everyone and everything suck so bad