Fear - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
I've always wanted to write horror, even just once. But, not only are you trying to create a visual representation of a feeling, fear, there are so many tropes and famous visceral images and figures, that it's hard to push past them... How do you uniquely describe fear in a way no one has before, and what does it look like? Hell awaits; you just have to be brave enough to fight it.
"I mean how is someone supposed to tell someone else that they're still a virgin." - from Negan/ Jeffrey Dean Morgan Imagines (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/RUWXge92N0
""I'm not laughing at you, I'm laughing at the idea of someone as hot as you is still a virgin," Negan explained," There must have been men throwing themselves at you."" - from Negan/ Jeffrey Dean Morgan Imagines (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/wDTiw9p3N0
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"๐๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ช ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ญ๐๐ฐ๐ฑ"
๐๐ฌ๐ซ'๐ฑ ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฃ๐๐ฏ
๐๐ฌ๐ซ'๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ช๐ฒ๐ ๐ฅ
๐๐ฌ๐ซ'๐ฑ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ช๐ ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ
๐๐ฌ๐ซ'๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐๐ถ ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐จ
โ'๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ค๐ข๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ
๐๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ด
๐ ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ช๐ข๐ก๐๐ถ
๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ซ ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข๐ต๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ก
๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ซ ๐ฒ๐ซ๐๐ซ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ๐ญ๐๐ฑ๐ข๐ก
๐๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ฏ๐ข๐ก๐ฆ๐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ก
๐๐ฌ ๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ฉ
โ๐ฐ ๐๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐๐ฐ ๐ ๐ก๐ข๐๐ก ๐๐๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐ถ
โ ๐ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ข๐ญ ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ก๐ข๐ฏ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฑ๐ฅ
โ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ข ๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ถ
๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ด
๐๐ข๐ฃ๐ฑ ๐ฃ๐ฌ๐ฏ ๐ก๐ข๐๐ก ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐๐ฏ๐ข
โ ๐ซ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ด๐๐ฏ๐ซ
๐๐ซ๐ ๐ข ๐๐ฏ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ก
โ ๐ซ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐๐ณ๐ข.
( No font:"Fears from the past"
Don't go too far
Don't stray too much
Don't climb too high
Don't stay in the dark
I'll get you
Not right now
But someday
When unexpected
When unanticipated
Never predicted
To be careful
Is as useless as a dead battery
I creep underneath
I tiptoe quietly
Paranoia i will sow
Left for dead is what you are
I never warn
Once arrived
I never leave.)
The story behind will be explained in the next post in this mini series
๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ปโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธ
๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ปโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธ
๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ป๐ปโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธโพ๏ธ
"๐๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ช๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฏ ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐๐ฒ๐ช๐, ๐ฃ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ฐ, ๐๐ซ๐ต๐ฆ๐ข๐ฑ๐ถ ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ฑ๐ฑ๐๐ ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ ๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ฃ๐ฑ๐ข๐ซ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ข ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข๐ต๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ช๐ข๐ฐ. ๐๐ฌ๐ช๐ข๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ช๐ข๐ฐ ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ช๐๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ฉ ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐๐ฏ๐ข ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ช ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ข ๐ถ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ฐ"
We need to be risky, otherwise we will stagnate and we wouldn't know how to take care of ourselves instinctively. Biggest example here would be learning how to ride a bike. It's a risk peppered with cuts, bruises, and minor concussions, but in return, we get a sense of balance, body coordination and alertness to traffic.
Great Read!
I donโt want to lose anyone else.
Thatโs it, in the end. The dominating fear, the lurking thought that rears like a striking snake at the most inopportune moments. We sit on the couch together with her arms around me and I am hit with the realization that she is more important to me than I knew, that losing her would bring me to my knees and I canโt do that again. She doesnโt react when I go still.
There is almost an art, I think, to the delicate balancing of grief and fear. They are complements, intertwined, and one is almost certain to follow the other. I lost him. What if I lose them too? I love them. Iโm afraid to lose them. I lost him. I could not stop him. He is gone.ย
All I have ever wanted is to protect the people I love. My sister calls to show me an old project where I proclaimed in childish handwriting that all I wanted was to make my friends happy. Perhaps I havenโt changed much after all. My friends remain my constellations, my stars, my Saturn, my Nebula. My universe. Do not pull the stars from my sky. Donโt make me lose anyone else.
Iโve decided that absence doesnโt make the heart grow fonder, only more desperate. City lights drown out the cosmos until dawn breaks and yet I still take to the streets in my pyjamas for a glimpse of Saturn nearing the horizon or a complete constellation with the fainter stars visible. Itโs futile most of the time.ย
I never thought anything could distance me from my universe. I cannot lose anyone else. If they are gone, I am just as lost.
Unstable Emotions
I either feel nothing
Or everything
There is no in-between
I feel everything so deeply
Yet I feel empty
I try to fill the void
Alcohol
Sex
Smoking
I feel good momentarily
But then it fades away
And Iโm back to where I was before
I get irritated and angry over the smallest things
I lash out
When I fall in love,
It is intense and fierce
Yet itโs as stable as a chair missing a leg
Iโm terrified of losing people
Iโm afraid theyโll abandon me
I cling onto them in fear
Iโm so insecure
About everyone and everything
I donโt know why
I donโt know whatโs wrong with me
Why am I like this?
i have Insomnia ๐
HHHHHELLO HELLO EVERYONE HKEHEHEHSJHE I BROUGHT SKETCHES
Fixation keeps me alive I'm kicking my feet
Me when, when, me when, when them, me when them <3
RRRAAHHHH I LOOVE HER SO MUUUCH LIKE SHE'S SO CUTE HELLO???
I am absolutely okay and I have so much power to draw JUST JUMPING AROUND THE ROOM AND KICKING MY FEET HWHDJWHEHE