So... I Have Read The Newest Update And I Am Not Being Late For Once

So... I have read the newest update and I am not being late for once

So

Yes, we very much happy Raph is with brothers

Yes, we very much concerned about Raphs state of mind

Yes, we very much can't wait for next chapter and how he's going to deal with being with his siblings

BUT

There is one more thing I can't stop thinking about!

HE DIDN'T TOOK BASTET WITH HIM!

SHES GONNA BE FINE, RIGHT?!

SHES TOTALLY NOT GONNA GO FULL CAT MODE AND SPRINT OUT OF THE HOUSE AS SOON AS THE DOOR OPENS AND GONNA GET KRANGIFIED!

RIGHT?!?!??!

RIGHT!!??!?!?

Alsoooooo

Is there a reason Raph tends to have a foggy mind? Could be I asked that already but it still stands out to me :T

Does his mind got lil fucked up by Dimension X air? Oooooor is his mind just... Full force trauma fucked up...?

AIFNEICJOECN PFFT-

DON’T WORRY I’LL SPOIL IT A BIT AND SAY SHE IS GOING TO BE COMPLETELY FINE I PROMISE-

(Also ur sketch has me kicking my feet and giggling it’s so cute-)

Also! Nah Dimension X air doesn’t mess with Raph cuz he was raised on it, it’s just the years of experimentation and trauma fucking up his mind-

And although he’s going to get better over the course of a while and a SHIT TON of healing he’s never going to get 100% of those memories back and although that does hurt him sometimes, he’s just happy he can remember his family after a while (mini-spoilers for later sorry)

Guess who has more angst for y'all <3

I cannot be held legally responsible for any tears this may cause :) /hj

I am pretty late again and I'm not even through the new chapter but I can't stop thinking about it so PLS ignore this if it gets explained later in the chapter and I'm just impatient!

So... Shredder has Raph

Raph is wearing the mask

Does Shredder got... A key or smth to open the mask so Raph can eat? Can Raph eat at all in earth atmosphere if he needs the mask to breath? Is he generically modified to be able to live one or two weeks without door? Does he just... Have to deal with no food for the next days?

Imma go back to finish this chapter now! :D

(2ed part)

Hi again!!!

Okie so your first question was answered already in the last chapter as you saw! So yeah shredder does have a key!

And to answer the 2ed question the kraang provided shredder with a temporary breather (one of the neck one’s seen given to the turtles by the urton in the cannon show) for Raph to use when he is allowed time for food and water with shredder’s “blessing”.

And last but not least! The reasoning it’s easier for Raph to remember Bastet’s name more then his siblings/the voices, and it’s as simple as Bastet is more recent!

She has been around for a while and Raph remembers her because if it <3 he has a harder time remembering his siblings/the voices names because he learned them years and years ago and they are buried under years and years of repressed memories!

I hope that helps!! Thanks for the questions!!!

tumblr killed my attempt to post this sneak peek as a reblog of my initial post abt this lil thing,, very cool tumblr, thank you 👍

NOT THE FINISHED THING,,,,, there's still a good bit i still need to do,, i'm just making slow progress and really wanted to post smth

New AU!!! For now just calling it L330-N, which was this guy's name!

Now it's just L33, though. Most of the other bits of his name rubbed off :/ He's wandering around redisovering humanity! Or what's left of it! He doesn't really remember much, but he thinks he's looking for someone...or something. He doesn't know, but he can feel himself moving closer and closer to whatever it is.

And this is Casey Jones (Jr.) He's also wandering around, but he is looking for his mom! or, well, actually she went missing a few weeks back so now he's on the search for her and the mysterious family known as the Hamatos. All he knows is they should be able to help him find his mom and he isn't stopping until he finds them.

Currently plotting this au out, so designs may be tweaked a little here and there <3 I probably will be making this a comic, or at least a mini series of some sort. It'd be fun as a fic, too, though soooo we'll just have to wait and see <3333

I just started reading your fic is good so far keep it up. We rarely get any raph suffers stories. I want him to suffer because I love him lol

Hehhehehe I also love him so he must suffer <3