TW: Pet Loss

TW: Pet loss

So one of my cats died yesterday around this time, our little black panther was just 2 years old and it was a sudden death. I've been trying to stay strong and put together cause my older brother is devastated, but now that my brother is asleep i can't stop crying.

I even got a nosebleed cause of all the crying. I can't stop thinking about how i tried to resuscitate him and how i held him in my arms until his body became cold.

It still feels like a bad dream i'm trying to wake up from, i can hear him jumping on the forniture, and his scent still lingers around. I just hope my brother can heal from this and allow his heart to keep giving love to others.

And i don't even know why i'm writing this in english if it's not even my first language, it just feels right.