Jeon WonWoo Drabble (! Wonwoo X NonI! ) Words: 359 Words Warnings: No Warnings :)

⸾ ⸽ Jeon WonWoo Drabble (ɪᴅᴏʟ! Wonwoo x NonIᴅᴏʟ!ꜰᴇᴍᴀʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ) Words: 359 words Warnings: No Warnings :) ⸽ ⸾

I like to admire. I like looking at things around me and noticing small details that sometimes go unnoticed, like the way that chair is tilted too far to the right, or how there's a small flaw in the wallpaper that reveals the blue dye. While you enjoyed taking pictures. They were his way of admiring the world.

But what you don't know is that I admire your photographs. Or better yet, I admire you as you take them off. You never realized it, but you always stop, wonder where you are, and tilt your head before picking up your cell phone or your machine. And then you position and finally take the picture, and the sigh you give when you see the result is extremely adorable... if the picture was taken with the cell phone, the sigh is slightly disappointed because in your words "the cell phone doesn't bring veracity of reality" and if you have the machine, you are happier, because apparently it does the job that your little device does not.

I love it when you show me what you've done with the photos in the "finished product" the yellowish hues in the background, in the corner or in small details that people usually don't notice — but that at some point in our conversations you confessed to putting them on there because you know I'm going to identify them. I love seeing these photos because I realize that you see the world as a happy place, a joyful place. But when I believe I know everything about you, I find myself completely wrong.

The pictures of me that you hid all this time, their yellowish tones in them, show me that you see happiness in me too. And when I asked how you took it without my knowing it, and why you did it, your low voice reminded me of why I watch you so much myself "Because I like to admire you", and with your perfect spelling in under the photo "My world is yellow with you" I remember that I can go home and admire you and the way you look at the world.

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⸾ ⸽ Jeon WonWoo Drabblecz (ɪᴅᴏʟ! Wonwoo x NonIᴅᴏʟ!ꜰᴇᴍᴀʟᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ) ᴘᴀʟᴀᴠʀᴀꜱ: 355 palavras ᴀᴠɪꜱᴏꜱ: Sem avisos :) ⸽ ⸾

Eu gosto de admirar. Gosto de olhar as coisas ao meu redor e perceber pequenos detalhes que às vezes passam despercebidos, como o modo em que aquela cadeira está inclinada de mais para a direita, ou como há uma pequena falha no papel de parede que revela a tintura azul. Enquanto você gostava de tirar fotos. Elas eram o seu modo de admirar o mundo.

Mas o que você não sabe, é que eu admiro suas fotografias. Ou melhor ainda, admiro você enquanto as tira. Você nunca percebeu isso, mas você sempre para, admirando onde está e inclina sua cabeça antes de pegar seu celular ou sua máquina. E então você posiciona e finalmente tira a foto, e é extremamente adorável o suspiro que dá quando vê o resultado...se a foto foi tirada com o celular, o suspiro é levemente decepcionado pois segundo suas palavras "o celular não traz a veracidade da realidade" e se está com a máquina é mais contente, pois aparentemente ela faz o serviço que seu pequeno aparelho não faz.

Eu amo quando você me mostra o que fez com as fotos no "produto final" os tons amarelados no fundo, no canto ou em pequenos detalhes que geralmente, pessoas não percebem — mas que em algum momento de nossas conversas você me confessou que as coloca ali pois sabe que vou identificá-las. Eu amo ver essas fotos, pois percebo que você vê o mundo como um lugar feliz, um lugar alegre. Mas quando eu acredito que sei tudo sobre você, eu me vejo completamente enganada.

As fotos minhas que escondeu durante esse tempo todo, seus tons amarelados nelas, me mostram que você enxerga felicidade em mim também. E quando eu perguntei como tirou sem que eu soubesse, e o motivo ao qual o fez sua voz baixa me fez recordar do motivo ao qual eu mesma te observo tanto "Por que eu gosto de te admirar", e com a sua grafia perfeita em baixo da fotografia "Meu mundo é amarelo com você" eu me lembro que posso voltar pra casa e admirar a você e ao seu modo de observar o mundo.

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Suddenly I want to audition 😬

𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐀 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃

𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒚

the piles go from left to right. therefore, pile one is the new jeans CD, pile two is NCT, and so on and so forth.

take your time to use your intuition to choose the pile that will best resonate with you. lastly, please don’t be afraid to say if the message resonated or not. it helps me in determining if my interpretations are correct or not, and i appreciate any sort of feedback - even if it’s “bad”.

good luck to you, reader 💿

𝐃𝚰𝐒𝐂𝐋𝐀𝚰𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐒:

this PAC includes mentions of specific celebrities! this is in an attempt to describe the energy of each pile.

in one pile's moodboard example, i use a tweet from stan twitter to visualize how one's fandom might be. i don't necessarily agree with the example tweet, but it was a good example of the pile's energy, so i used it. it doesn't imply or show my true feelings about that fandom or artist.

additionally, sections of this PAC make reference to adult topics such as sex, drugs, alcohol, addiction, and more. please use your discretion when reading your or each pile.

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Your Playlist:

Cards: 

Queen of Swords, The Fool, Four of Wands, Two of Coins

King of Wands (Rx), Ten of Cups, Eight of Cups (Rx), The Devil, Four of Coins, Nine of Coins

Page of Coins, The Emperor

Knight of Swords (Rx), Ten of Swords, King of Swords, Page of Cups

The Star

Reading:

those who chose this pile would be soloists. 

the music you make would be hard-hitting and active! tons of choreography would be involved, and you'd make people want to learn your dances even if they weren't professional dancers! a significant amount of your songs might even go viral on platforms like tiktok. your music would be a fresh breath into the music industry; you would probably write your own songs and not be afraid to venture into a variety of music genres. you might do surprise releases (like beyoncé did with her self-titled album)! you'd gain tons of success with your works, so much so that you'd end up throwing celebration parties often due to it! you might find it hard to keep up with so much work (you're probably booked and busy with interviews, concerts, promotions, etc.), but you also love the lifestyle, and that energy shows through the music you make. 

in your musical career, you may come off as some sort of diva who knows how to talk their way to success. you come off as someone who has a great personal and professional life. you would have the type of career and life others' dream of having. you may stay in a healthy relationship. again, most of your songs would be upbeat and about happiness - which may be a breath of fresh air in relation to more emotional, heavy music. as you continue throughout your career, you may lean towards that emotional music because of depression or life struggles. you may be worried about the future of your career after your "prime". this might be after a period of time of years of hard work and seemingly little rest; you might fall into addictions to materialism, drugs, or alcohol. you will be protected though! people will be looking out for you and steer you back onto the right path which will keep you from going downhill. 

your fans would look up to you a lot. it's giving "these are my kids" energy. you may pay off their student loans or even party with some of them on a night out if you see them. you might appeal to a younger crowd - teens, college, and early adults. your fans see you as fair and as a pillar of authority. they look to you to determine how to move and act as a fandom. you act as the compass for order in their eyes. whatever you say to do, they will do. want to win a specific award? your fans will make sure they buy enough albums and vote enough for you to win it. want to collab with a specific artist? your fans will flood that person's timeline to make sure you two interact. it's almost like they fulfill your wishes! it reminds me of the saying ARMYs have about "anything yoongi wants, yoongi gets". 

the general public may have some conflict with you. some people may be prejudiced towards you (maybe because of race, gender, sexuality). some of the public will be hasty to judge you and bash you. this feeling will change fairly quickly. the public will realize they were wrong to judge you and feel horrible about what they did. some people may pray for your downfall and instead bring their own because it's like negativity towards you is reflected back on those who want to harm you; this goes back to you being heavily protected. in the end, the general public will see you as trustworthy and fair. some will think you're very innovative and great at executing your creative ideas. you could become a county's favorite artist. kind of like how Girls Generation is seen as the "Nation's Girl Group'' in South Korea - that would be your title as a soloist. the general public would end up doting over you and loving you. 

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Your Playlist:

Cards: 

Knight of Swords, The Devil, Four of Wands (Rx), The Hermit

Four of Coins, Five of Cups, King of Wands

The Moon (Rx), The Sun 

Page of Coins, The Emperor (Rx)

Ace of Coins

Reading: 

those who chose this pile would be in a musical group. 

you'd probably be the main rapper in this group. your group's music would be fast-paced and energetic. tons of choreography and you all would do major concept changes often. you all would also travel often or experiment with different cultural music. your sound would be bold - you might talk about taboo topics (ie. addiction, sex, violence, obsessions, death). your music might get spoiled before release. there may also be some times when the album is expected to debut on a certain day, and it isn't released until later - maybe because of music clearances or lack of preparation. your music would force people to confront difficult life topics instead of ignoring them. you all would also help people with mental health issues because they relate to the music so well. 

your group would achieve a ton, but i still think your company would be a little tight on finances. your company may be cutting it close to making payments on time, but you and the other members would be financially stable. the company would stay afloat, but it's like they struggle with money management maybe? you also would have a strong fanbase and a strong personal group sound (even while exploring so many genres). i feel like your company's struggles would impact the group and bring down morale. you all would have good successes but it's like your company takes you one step forward and three steps back. regardless, you all pushing through would just create more inspiration for music which in turn makes your fans appreciate and relate to you all more. 

i feel like fans would feel very protective and proud of you. the mismanagement of funds happening within the company would be revealed to the fans and public, but your fandom still has fierce loyalty to you all. they outwardly call out the mismanagement and want better for you all. you might have a lot of sasaengs because of fans' fierce loyalty to you. specific to you, fans may feel like you're very masculine or heavily into you masculine energy. you may be seen as the "sunshine" of the group. people look to you for happiness; there may be tons of compilations of your funny moments. you're like a light to a room to your fans and others. 

the general public learns a lot from you all. that sounds nice, but i think they mostly learn how not to run a company. you all definitely start important societal conversations on taboo topics like explained before, but that really gets overshadowed by company misadventures. people may see your company as young and maybe ignorant of how to be run? they'll feel like your company is abusing their power. you all may not get tons of promotion, so you may only be known to the public for your company's failures.

𝐈𝐈𝐈

Your Playlist:

Cards:

Six of Swords, Nine of Wands (Rx), Three of Coins (Rx), Page of Swords

Knight of Wands (Rx), King of Cups, Page of Cups (Rx), Three of Cups, Nine of Coins (Rx)

Five of Swords (Rx), Five of Coins, Five of Cups (Rx), Knight of Swords (Rx)

The Hierophant, Three of Wands (Rx), Six of Cups (Rx)

The Wheel of Fortune

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠

Reading:

those who chose this pile would be in a musical group. 

you'd probably be a vocalist. your music would have a theme all throughout your discography. it would be very consistent, and the albums would play beautifully altogether. each song would fade into the other and almost seem like a movie with just music. people may think you steal songs or there might be plagiarism controversies. someone from the group might be ousted, and that may be talked about in the music or hang over the group for a long time. this might be connected to the music you make in that your group isn't afraid to talk about being left behind and having to forge your own journey. someone in the group may be lazy. 

i think your group might break up, and you become a soloist? then, you'd be left to prove your worth in the music industry. you would come out on top, and let people know that you have a message that you're getting out regardless of the struggles you have to go through in order for it to be heard. i think ultimately you'll be left to work behind the scenes in the music industry - maybe as a songwriter or producer. it'll be the situation of people wanting to hear your words and you wanting to get them out, but it only materializes when it's told through someone else if that makes sense. 

your group career would be very messy. again, some members would be lazy; others would have bad attitudes and either be jealous and even violent. there's tons of in-fighting between members, and it's a major mess for everyone involved. you personally will not be like that though! you'd be the member others feel like they can trust and confide in. you're insightful and might even protect your members who are being bullied or on the receiving end of jealousy. similarly to pile two, your group's album would experience delays - due to plagiarism, samples not being cleared, lazy members, etc. 

your group produces music that's similar to what you all would be experiencing - troubled and emotional youth, manipulation, moodiness, immaturity, and unrequited love. despite all the in-group issues, you all would experience success for a time! ultimately, it will go away due to company mismanagement and all the group issues coming to light. 

fans might not like you because of what messy group members say about you. they'll say you're attention seeking and manipulative even though it's other members doing those exact things and NOT you. you might feel isolated because of the hate you receive. you may think no one likes you, and you might stare off during interviews because you're being ignored. you'd feel really lonely. as you keep going, you will gain strength and feel confident enough in the fact that you know you're a good person despite others believing the opposite. you'll know your truth is more grounding that others' lies. i think this is what will ultimately lead to you preferring to be behind the scenes rather than in the light of the music industry. 

i don't think the general public will hate you as much as fans seem to. the general public would be way more understanding of circumstances and would be willing to hear your side of the story rather than blindly believing you members. you'd have a major impact on the collective, and you might even become an expert in whatever you do behind the scenes. i think people will see that you were used by the machine called the music industry and would feel for you. i also think the public would pick up on the fact that you eventually feel unsure about your musical abilities. they'll see you as disorganized because of how the industry left you. your past would be at the forefront of the general public's mind, so it would be best for you to work behind the scenes, so the music can speak for itself rather than you speaking for the music.

𝐈𝐕

Your Playlist:

Cards:

Five of Swords (Rx), Queen of Coins (Rx), Six of Wands, Strength

Queen of Wands, Knight of Wands (Rx), The Magician, The Hanged Man (Rx)

Page of Swords, King of Swords, Three of Wands

The Star (Rx), Seven of Cups

Four of Cups

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐦

Reading:

those who chose this pile would be in a musical group. 

you'd probably be a main dancer and a vocalist (but not a main vocal). your group's music would be shocking. it would deal with topics like manipulation, gossip, paranoia, and the theme might revolve around uncovering secrets and overcoming those who want to harm you. almost like a horror concept! i'm slightly reminded of xdinary heroes or even rage against the machine. your music would seek to uncover immorality in the world and put it in the face of society instead of trying to hide it like we've been taught to. super unique concept! your listeners get the feeling that they can uncover and fight through anything after listening to your music. the music is very strong (maybe even in the rock genre for some of you), and there's a confidence in the music (including sexual confidence). 

there's strong sexual themes in your music. femme fatale and dominatrix vibes are present. this group would be filled with strong female figures who are confident in who they are. in some instances, you all want to be seen as arrogant in order to provide a view of women that's not often seen in the music scene - at least not in a way where women are in control of their own power. this group would play off of gender stereotypes and archetypes in order to make a point to society. again, super creative concepts, and it might even include the occult! like divination tools might be seen in the background of some of your music videos. the point is to show young women that they can be powerful and also know when to hold back in order to show all sides of that power. 

your fans might be on the younger side - teens and young adults. they will like giving you handmade messages and gifts. it's almost giving you being the older sibling, and your fans are the younger sibling who looks up to you. they learn a lot about themselves from you, and see you as this intellectual that has great creative ideas. they also see you as just and fair and might come to you for advice. they may see their future selves in you and look up to you because of that. both of you have tons of love for one another (it's so cute!). 

the general public may not really like you. you may disappoint them because there's this societal view they have of how gender roles should be enforced or how your group should behave, and you all totally go against that. it's like they're thinking "that group would help themselves out if they just followed with the standards. they make it hard on themselves". they see you all as immoral and a bad influence on the younger society. they also see you all as delusional. 

reader's note: do not think of the general public's view as a bad thing! personally, it's important to remember that change only comes when society is forced to confront irrational and prejudicial thinking. if anything, the general public viewing you as this is a compliment in my opinion. 

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Your Playlist: 

Cards: 

The Lovers, Eight of Swords, The Emperor, Queen of Coins, The Star

The High Priestess, Ten of Cups, Knight of Swords

Five of Cups, Six of Wands, The Hermit

The Chariot 

Reading:

those who chose this pile would be in a musical group. 

you'd be the face of the group/the center - maybe a visual position? your group focuses on love songs and relationships. you all would talk about all the ups and downs of creating, maintaining, and losing relationships. i feel like on the outside, the concepts of each title track might be visually very different, but the major theme of relationships would always be present. for example, there would be a very rosy and cheery song about how in love you all are in a romantic relationship (like a Twice title track), and then your next comeback would be more solemn and serious about how you lost a loved family member or something like that (like what's mentioned in DaBaby's "Gucci Peacoat"). you all would have long lasting careers and be seen as good senior musicians. you all would probably be very personally involved in the music making process. your music would be very comforting and relatable for whoever listens to it. i think you'd give many people hope when it comes to handling relationships. 

i feel like the group's music heavily focuses on emotional connections - so much so that spiritual and occult elements might be present in the process or music videos and things of that nature. your group might be seen as mysterious outside of the music you all make. it's like you all are only focused on the music aspect in the public eye and don't really reveal a ton about your deep personal lives (like siblings or TMIs or things like that). you all really want to emphasize the music! you and your group members would be very close in personal and professional life! you all may feel more like family members rather than friends which will translate into the music. it's like you all will recognize that you'd achieved your dreams all together and you would cherish one another greatly for that. you all may be internationally famous or gather fame quickly - maybe as soon as you debut! it also may be super easy for you all to make and release music. 

i get very despondent energy from your fans for some reason? they may frequently feel disappointed with you all - maybe because of how different title tracks and aesthetics can change for you all? it could also be that they're the type of fans that are always focused on how much bigger you all could be, so they never stop to appreciate how far you all have come and therefore they seem ungrateful. they will eventually get over this though! so maybe in the beginning they feel disappointed about how little known and unappreciated you all are, but when you blow up they feel very proud of your successes and feel like all of yours and their effort has paid off. your fans will look to you for guidance and support when it comes to mental health issues and gain personal strength from you. they may like how withdrawn you and your group can be when it comes to disclosing personal information. 

i didn't get any cards when shuffling to ask how the general public would view you. i only got the bottom of the deck energy which was The Chariot. i feel like this means your success will be so widespread it's hard to contain how the public views you to a couple tarot cards that may give a more in-depth explanation. they'll see you and your group as having great drive and ambition that leads you all to great success despite a long, uphill battle that comes with pursuing a musical career. i feel like they'd be especially impressed because you all come from a small company? it's like you all started from the absolute bottom to become major stars, and the public finds that admirable.

𝐕𝐈

Your Playlist: 

Cards: 

Nine of Cups, The Emperor, Four of Cups, Five of Wands, Six of Wands, The Empress

The Sun, The Fool, Five of Coins (Rx), Three of Wands, Knight of Coins, Four of Swords, Knight of Cups

Three of Cups (Rx), Strength, Page of Coins

The High Priestess (Rx), Five of Swords, The Star, Six of Swords

Ace of Coins

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐠𝐲𝐧𝐲

Reading:

those who chose this pile would be a soloist. 

off bat, you'd be super successful! i get the feeling you'd always be happy, and that might translate into your music. you may encourage listeners to be happy and invite abundance and gratefulness into their own lives the way you welcomed it into yours. i think you'd be very hands-on with your music, and you'd take the reins in everything you do - i'm almost reminded of beyoncé and how people view her as a perfectionist about her work. despite your perfectionist tendencies, you'd definitely be open to others' ideas, and you'd be nice to work with. people wouldn't have a bad word to say about you in that aspect. you'd be super hypnotic as a celebrity, so people would totally be drawn to you. i think you'd be open about all the "goods" and "bads" of fame. you'd talk about how financial abundance and overflowing love from people is very enticing, but isn't all it's cracked up to be. you'd be open about your struggles, and people would find that refreshing and admire you for your honesty. i think your spirit guides would be guiding you to and throughout fame because you were destined for it. you'd be spiritually protected. 

you'd exude energy and success in your music. you might even make perfect manifestation music! your music would be very original, and i believe you'd write music directly from your heart. you wouldn't worry about being "too vulnerable" because you want to be because it's like that's the essence of music for you. you take setbacks from your life and still find hope in them in order to take good from the indecipherable bad. i think that's what would make your music most unique. you'd treat music as your past, present, and future and because of how close you hold it to your heart, it becomes obvious in your music. the point of your music is to show personal growth, and people would connect with that immediately. i also think relationships and romance would be important in your music since your emotions would always be in your songwriting. your breakups, makeups, and new connections would always be written and released to the public - i'm reminded of Taylor Swift and Ariana Grande. 

fans (or maybe more so the general public?) may see you like the two artists i just mentioned are viewed - promiscuous, always in a relationship, and maybe even excessive and overindulgent in life and financial endeavors. others will say that you're confident in yourself and your sexuality and find that empowering. they see you as someone who is secure in themself and doesn't need public approval to do whatever you want. there's a subtle, grand confidence in you that people see. your fans may want to be like you and be students of you, writing your every word down. you might be popular with teens and young adults. 

the general public will see you as someone who is secretive and doing shady things behind the scenes. they'll feel like your energy and personality is too good to be true. they'll say you're immoral and maybe even involved with the illuminati or something like that. some might even say you're misusing spirituality or witchcraft to get your fame. people would want to speak negatively on you and cause you distress; they might often engage in smear campaigns to lower your credibility. for others, you give them hope. overall, people's negative intentions will not matter because, as said before, you'd be heavily spiritually protected. you'll be able to brush off smear campaigns and negative, false publicity very easily. your foundation is too strong to be broken by bullies and those who are so miserable in their own lives they push it onto others.

𝐕𝐈𝐈

Your Playlist: 

Cards: 

Knight of Swords, King of Coins, The High Priestess (Rx), Three of Cups (Rx)

Ten of Swords, Nine of Swords (Rx), Three of Wands, Knight of Coins

Queen of Cups, Ten of Cups (Rx), The Fool, Page of Cups

Five of Cups, Five of Wands, King of Wands (Rx)

Judgment

𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐬𝐞𝐱, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

Reading:

those who chose this pile would be a soloist. 

you'd be very involved in the musical process. you'd likely write most (if not, all) of your music. anything you make is sure to be a hit. you're ambitious with your ideas, and you're quick to create and hop onto new trends. i get the feeling you wouldn't trust your musical abilities despite how they always seem to work out for you. maybe you need a ton of outside support to finally decide "okay, this is a good idea". you might even be older than expected when you become a musical artist. you might feel unfulfilled in life in general and especially in the music industry despite your successes. you might spend way more money than you have, or you might just flaunt your wealth excessively. you might rely on drugs, alcohol, or sexual adventures as an escape from your feelings of loneliness. it seems you'd be successful but unhappy. 

your music may include information about the traumas you have. whatever is causing you to turn to your addictions will be explicitly mentioned in the music you put out. a lot of your music may mention themes like grief, depression, and hardship. it's like your music allows for you to constantly relive your traumatic experiences and that makes it hard for you to heal or create different thematic content if that makes sense. i think once you gained success you thought you would be happy, but it only made it worse because you realized fame and money does not automatically bring happiness. ultimately, i think those around you will urge you to gain confidence and help you to know you're on the right path. you'd slowly but surely become more emotionally stable and start traveling more and feeling more happiness. 

your fans would see you as very in tune with your intuition and femininity or feminine energy. they'd see you as caring, sensitive, and emotional. i think that's because those are the elements you use to make your music. they also see you as wildly artistic and creative. they might feel like you come up with music and ideas that no one else would even think of. they'd see you as an innovator. i also think they'd see you as broken or coming from traumatic and undesirable circumstances. i think they'd recognize and feel your pain. they'd view your life in the music industry and your fame as a new beginning for you and would see it as a chance for you to be free from what's hurt you. they might like writing out their love for you through social media campaigns or through giving you handwritten letters. they'd see you as someone who is constantly growing and learning, and they'd feel happy seeing you happy. 

the general public may have wishy-washy feelings towards you. they might find out about your addictions and feel disappointed with you. some people will feel empathetic and recognize how your misfortunes affect you and may have the view of "oh, it's horrible that they went through that. i hope they no longer do that and start feeling better and happier". others will feel like you're selfish and didn't appreciate what you were given if you engaged in your addictions while you were successful. they might think "they gained all that money and fame, so why even go down the route of addiction? they were just wallowing in their sadness". very different points of view, so the general public would feel split on their feelings towards you overall.

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Ten of Coins, King of Wands, Five of Wands, Temperance, Four of Wands

Nine of Swords (Rx), The Emperor (Rx), Five of Swords, Three of Cups

The Devil (Rx), King of Coins, Six of Cups

Ten of Wands, The Hanged Man

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those who chose this pile would be a soloist. 

you might be discovered purely by "chance". maybe you posted a song cover on YouTube or became popular on TikTok, and a label decided to pick you up. your music may have to do with your personal life like your family, how you gained your fame, your life history, and things of that nature. your music would be very motivational and strong. you may be very specific about your aesthetic and visuals because you want to stand out among the artist-filled industry. you would be super competitive when it came to the music game. you might be a rapper? i feel like you'd focus a ton on things like word-play. you also might like making society and listeners think about life, society, and spirituality/their life purpose. i'm reminded of artists like Jhene Aiko and J. Cole. you'd benefit a lot from your fame. 

you may be a perfectionist about your craft. you might miss out on healthy sleeping and eating patterns while working on an album. you may love the idea of working yourself until you can't work anymore. you see the struggle of work as a labor of birthing these creative ideas and appreciate each time you can create something new. i know i mentioned earlier that a record label may have wanted to pick you up, but i think you might prefer to be an independent artist. you wouldn't want to be confined to company standards and expectations; you would want to focus on the music. people and companies may want you to fail because of this. they may intentionally block your music from being played on the radio or from being nominated for awards. despite this, you would still gain success from you giving to others and others finding your energy welcoming. a strong group (could be your fans or the collective) would ensure your success. 

your fans would see you as someone that breaks free from the societal mold. they'd see you as someone that knows how to think for themselves even if the group wants them to think differently. they also see you as someone that knows how to keep going and growing when shit hits the fan. you'd be seen as someone that doesn't allow for life circumstances to bring them down. they'd see you as a successful business person who has the perfect ear for music and eyes for aesthetics. they may also see you as someone that is very guided spiritually. they can tell someone is watching over you to be sure you succeed in the industry. 

the general public would see you as someone who made something from nothing. they may not view you as this huge, international superstar, but you would be somewhat known. some parts of the population would be able to recognize you from a photo or from the mention of your name. some of the public may feel like you're delusional in what you're trying to achieve (especially if you're an independent artist going against big companies). i think the general public would also be able to tell that you're spiritually guided and protected. parts of the public will like that you give a fresh perspective to them and the rest of society. you could begin an idea shift in the collective.

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ꨄ Bang Chan

↬ Um namorado calmo;

↬Casal coffee aesthetic;

↬Vivem de encontros em cafeterias;

↬Tenta não agir como seu pai, mas as vezes as preocupações falam mais alto;

↬ Ama cozinhar pra você;

↬Ama, e escreve constantemente músicas sobre você e sua relação;

↬Vive de te chamar por nomes fofos como "babygirl" (secretamente aprende alguns em português, e te surpreende quando os usa);

↬Compra muita coisa pra você (mesmo que você reclame um pouco);

↬Sempre que sorri você não se aguenta e toca as covinhas dele (o que faz ele sorrir ainda mais);

↬Quando você tá distraída, ele simplesmente te enche de beijos;

↬Mas ama ainda mais quando cozinham juntos;

↬Os dias de folga dele são os melhores;

↬Por que são nesses dias que vocês só relaxam juntos (Provavelmente na sua casa);

↬Tem o melhor abraço, e toda vez que você diz isso, só falta matar o garoto de vergonha;

↬ As vezes tudo o que ele quer é ficar vegetando com você na cama (e claro que você aceita);

↬ Às vezes conversam aos sussurros antes de dormir;

↬Podem estar falando sobre algo banal do dia a dia, ou então começar a dividir suas opiniões sobre coisas muito sérias, mas sem deixar o clima pesado;

↬ E ele ama como isso deixa seu relacionamento mais real;

↬ Ainda é um tanto fechado sobre algumas coisas em relação ao grupo;

↬ Mas você conhece ele bem demais e sabe quando alguma coisa tá errada;

↬ E então entra a "Super Namorada" em ação;

↬ Você o mima sem parar, e lhe garante que o ama e apoia independente de tudo;

↬E então ele percebe o que está fazendo, e acaba se abrindo pra você;

↬ Que o escuta com toda atenção do mundo, e pode até dar concelhos, ou então apenas o faz rir;

↬ E ele é muito grato por isso;

↬ Já contaram para as famílias sobre o relacionamento, mas ainda não conseguiram se conheceram pois planejam um grande churrascão com todo mundo;

↬ Ainda não contou para os fãs, mas eles desconfiam por que vejamos bem, Christopher Bang é um homem muito apaixonado e não sabe disfarçar.

ꨄ Lee Known

↬ É bem energético;

↬ Ama te fazer cosquinhas, por que ama ainda mais sua risada;

↬ Mas as vezes dá uma acalmada;

↬ Cantadas ruins o dia todo;

↬ Ta sempre grudado em você;

↬ Não se importa com demonstrações de afeto em público – ele gosta até;

↬ Se apaixonou ainda mais quando viu que você se deu muito bem com as suas gatinhas;

↬ E se apaixona ainda mais toda vez que te vê brincando ou cuidando delas como se fossem suas;

↬ Adotaram uma gatinha que fica no seu apartamento. E o nome dela é Lee Seunome+Know;

↬Tenta cozinhar, mas você acaba dominando tudo;

↬ Te beija o tempo todo, sem se importar quem está por perto;

↬ Dates ao ar livre. Rio Han, parques, praia, ou qualquer lugar em que vocês consigam se sentar, ver o por do sol, e beber soju juntos;

↬ Sessões de amasso depois dos ensaios, enquanto a tv esta ligada em qualquer coisa;

↬ Dias de skincare são obrigatórias, onde ele te obriga a falar sobre tudo;

↬ Ama dançar, e ama ainda mais dançar com você;

↬ Parece bobo, mas é um gênio;

↬ Fala muito com os meninos sobre você (e as vezes pede alguns conselhos);

↬ Ainda não te apresentou pra família, e nem pros fãs, mas sabe que é inevitável.

ꨄ Seo Changbin

↬ Parece sério, mas na verdade é verdadeiramente Soft;

↬ Faz aegyo 24/7;

↬ Totalmente boiola por você (que não fica muito atrás);

↬ Vive te levando para o estúdio;

↬ Você é sempre a primeira a ouvir suas músicas e raps, e ele prioriza muito sua opinião;

↬ As vezes não sabe explicar o que sente, então pede conselhos para os meninos, ou então acaba por escrever alguma música daquilo;

↬ Te arrasta pro shopping, e faz você comprar um monte de coisa;

↬ Não gosta de te ver triste, então vive de fazer palhaçada pra te fazer sorrir;

↬ Quando estão muito cansados apenas se deitam juntos agarradinhos;

↬ Dormem de conchinha, ele sendo a parte maior;

↬ Você já contou para sua família sobre ele, e todos estão loucos para o conhecer;

↬Sua prima mais próxima já o conheceu sem querer, quando vocês se falavam por vídeo chamada e ele pensou que estava vendo algum vídeo no YouTube, falou com você no seu tom doce

  "Amorzinho vou pedir nossa comida favorita tudo bem?"

"Esse é seu namorado??!! Vocês são tão fofos!"

↬ Ele já contou pro pai sobre a relação, mas tem medo da reação da mãe;

↬Mas sabe que uma hora ou outra, vocês vão se conhecer.

ꨄ Hwang Hyunjin

↬ Uma das pessoas mais carinhosas do mundo;

↬  Não pode te ver parada, que te abraça; 

↬ As vezes arruma uma desculpa qualquer para poder te abraçar; 

↬ Não fica só nos abraços, mas também qualquer tipo de contato físico;  

↬ Te obriga a tirar fotos;. 

↬ Às vezes te faz um ensaio fotográfico todo conceitual, as vezes são fotos "normais" e as mais comuns ainda, são aquelas em que você está distraída;

↬  Mas não se engane, ele se torna um bolinho de manha e biquinhos quando é você quem insiste em tirar fotos dele;

↬ Sessão de filmes em casa é lei;

↬ Geralmente você dorme no segundo filme, mas não se importa por que aí ele pode te abraçar a noite toda;

↬ Ama brincar com seu cabelo, e ama quando você brinca com o dele;

↬ Não pode te ver deitada, que se joga por cima;  

↬ Seus elogios o deixam envergonhados, mas orgulhosos de si mesmo;  

↬ Te compra coisinhas pequenas e sempre te entrega com um copo da sua bebida favorita, uma de suas flores favoritas e um bilhetinho;.

↬ Te arrasta para os ensaios de dança, e vive pra te ensinar todas as coreografias possíveis; 

↬ Ama como você e os meninos se dão bem, principalmente quando vê você cuidando só makne; 

↬ Muitas vezes pede sua opinião no rap dele, nas coreografias e principalmente nas concept fotos; 

↬ Tenta te fazer ciúmes, e nas raras ocasiões em que conseguem te abraça garantindo que você é a única pra ele;

↬ Vive de encontros "em família" com você e seus doguinhos; 

↬ Vive tentando te levar pra conhecer a família dele, mas você ainsa resiste muito;

↬ Fala eu te amo o tempo todo;

↬ Te manda mensagens aleatórias e fofas, e sempre acompanhadas pelo famoso "eu te amo".

↬ Quer que ambas as famílias se conheçam juntas;

↬ Planeja um churrasco com cortes e pratos tanto coreanos quanto brasileiros;

↬ Levemente aterrorizado com a ideia de conhecer seu pai.

ꨄ Han Jisung

↬ Seu melhor amigo, antes de ser seu namorado;

↬ Você é a prioridade dele;

↬ Ele é naturalmente engraçado, mas faz graça de propósito para ouvir sua risada;

↬Criaram um idioma ao de vocês;

↬Vivem pra irritar os hyungs dele (principalmente Lee Know);

↬ Compra anéis parecidos com o dele, pra te dar;

↬ Vive te mandando sugestões de música, e adora quando você faz o mesmo;

↬Têm uma playlist e escutam juntos sempre que podem;

↬ Mãos dadas o tempo todo;

↬ Gosta quando você tenta cantar seus raps, mesmo que não seja muito boa;

↬ Os meninos acham engraçado como vocês se dão bem, e tem a mesma vibe;

↬ Não são muito de encontros, gostam mais de ficar em casa pedindo comida e assistindo filmes;

↬ Odeia te ver chorar, por isso quando acontece, ele faz de tudo pra te fazer rir, e então te confortar e pede pra que você fale o que aconteceu. Mas se você não estiver confortável, ele vai esperar pacientemente até que isso aconteça;

↬ Te pergunta a todo momento se você gostaria de anunciar o namoro;

↬  Você não sabe, mas ele já planeja como vai anunciar, só espera o dia em que você concorde.

ꨄ Lee Felix

↬ Ele é um raio de sol;

↬ É um romântico clássico;

↬ Do tipo que escreve bilhetes;

↬ No começo ele ficava nervoso ao seu lado, mas com o tempo acabou passando por cima disso;

↬ Muitas vezes fala francês só pra ver sua reação, que ele acha sempre adorável;

↬Tentam aprender outro idioma juntos;

↬ Vocês são o apoio um do outro;

↬Fazem brownies para todos os amigos queridos juntos;

↬Até as staffs adoram ver os dois juntos;

↬Já contou pra família toda sobre vocês e não perdeu tempo em os apresentarem, mesmo que por chamada de vídeo;

↬Ele também já conheceu sua família toda, e sua avó ama ele demais.

ꨄ Kim Seungmin

↬No começo era muito quietinho e calado, mas você compreendia que era o jeitinho dele;

↬ Ficou ainda mais cativado com a sua paciência;

↬ Mas depois que começou a se abrir mais, você até achou engraçado como o jeito dele ficou mais engraçado;

↬ Ele é a sua calmaria nos dias conturbados;

↬E você não sabe, mas sempre que ele se estressa com alguma coisa, olha uma foto sua e fica melhor;

↬ Ele sempre te manda seu café preferido, é um dos seus jeitos de dizer que te ama;

↬Ele é tão maduro que te assusta as vezes;

↬ Gosta quando você o mima, mas longe dos seus hyungs;

↬Tenta te ajudar a estudar de um jeito divertido e engraçado;

↬Sempre que estão juntos parecem duas crianças (BangChan fica olhando vocês com aqueles olhinhos orgulhosos de líder);

↬Te conhece melhor que você mesma. Sabe quando deve apenas te escutar, ou fazer besteira pra te fazer rir;

↬Apenas ambas as mães e os meninos sabe do relacionamento e apoiam o casal.

ꨄ Yang Jeogin

↬Por ser o mais novo do grupo, tende a querer parecer mais maduro pra você;

↬Ambos gostam de estudar juntos, assim otimizam o tempo de estudo, e ainda conseguem passar um tempo juntos;

↬Gostam de ir nos cafés de cachorros, e passam os dias lá;

↬Odeia quando os meninos o fazem de bebê na sua frente;

↬ Adora quando você também irrita os meninos, principalmente Hyunjin;

↬Tem um leve ciúmes de você com o Han por acreditar que ambas as personalidades são parecidas, mas confia nos dois;

↬Quando você pede pra ele cantar pra você, ele primeiro canta trote só pra ouvir você rir, mas então ele começa a cantar seriamente;

↬No início era tímido, e ficava desconfortável com toques e carinho, mas hoje ama quando você segura sua mão (e está sempre te dando abraços por trás);

↬Conheceu sua irmã mais nova, e ela fez toda a propaganda dele pra família.

↬Armou pra você conhecer "sem querer" a mãe dele 

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Kim HongJoong

Despite the expectation that you are something old inside him, Kim promised that he would not 'put his feet in his hands', given that he took the courage to declare himself a short time ago, and was hoping for a little bit from you and not scare you.

  Therefore, his visits to the studio became even more habitual, as he called it, since he did not feel that he had anything to lose. But Hongjoong began to feel even less in control of his impulses. And that's when it happened.

  You had to make one of his nightly visits and spend time with him. Both of you talked in your day, and he knew made of you - to show you a song about you, for you. And as he listened to the boy's words about how he was seeing, he felt his heart beat faster and he couldn't control his eyes from watering. Without realizing it, his hand, which was intertwined with the brunette's, was squeezing it, and he remained in his place, until the sound ended.

 Facing each other, it was impossible not to get lost in their eyes, and not notice that the feeling was pure and mutual. They took her free hand, then caressed her face.

    "I promised to take your time…but can I kiss you?" and it was with a "yes" that he didn't wait for, but nothing advanced on her lips in a sweet intense kiss.

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Park Seonghwa

It was her fourth straight date with the guy, and you couldn't deny that she was having the best week of her life. They went to dinners, picnics, a street fair, museums... and the brunette was always very kind and affectionate with you. But it was almost impossible not to think a little more about the situation.

  Of course, you guys were dating for a few days, but you already talked for many more, and you always made it clear your interest in the guy, and why not? Seonghwa is a handsome, kind, good-natured man, and he seemed to fit in very well with his tastes, wants and dreams... but why hadn't they kissed yet?

  After another amazing night where she was taken to the movies and then to dinner, Park left you - in her own words - "completely entire and safe" at home, but they still couldn't say goodbye properly to each other, always coming up with something. another topic for their conversation.

    “Thank you so much, you definitely made my week better” you confess after the laughter subsided and you couldn't stop staring at each other, still with a drunken smile.

  "You don't know how I've come to look forward to our dates..." he admits too, both of them grinning. That's when the question pops into your mind, but in shame, you quickly try to push it away. But I didn't count on Seonghwa knowing you well enough to know that something happened. "Everything is fine?" His tone is gentle, breaking you once again.

   With a shake of your head, you brushed off the conversation, asking about your plans for the next day, and if he didn't really believe you, he didn't say anything.

 A few minutes later — after a worried message from Hongjoong — it became clear that they really needed to say goodbye to each other. Then at the time of the goodbye – definitive – Seonghwa approached slowly, holding her face with both hands. As they got closer, it became more difficult to breathe, and you must have imagined that you could hear your heart beating inside your rib cage. The perfume Park wore, its gentle touch on her skin, it all became so intense that her eyes closed in anticipation of what came next.

  And when he felt Seonghwa's lips on his forehead, he didn't know what else to do. He was being the perfect gentleman, everything felt so magical and perfect…why haven't they kissed yet? Did he feel no attraction? Didn't he want her the same way, and therefore didn't know how to get the hell out of there?

  Your thoughts were racing, thinking about all the bad scenarios between you and Seonghwa when you suddenly felt your lips being touched by his. It was then that he felt all the butterflies in his stomach, all the thoughts fled, and there was nothing left but him. Nothing but Park Seonghwa.

Jeong Yunho

He's just perfect. Tall, handsome, polite, talented, cute, funny, and your best friend. How lucky, huh?! Having the perfect person for you right by your side, but at the same time you can't really have him...

  But there you were, trying to get over him, dating yet another guy, dating yet another guy you met, but you couldn't get your best friend out of your head. Come on, don't be so unfair... Han Jisung is also nice, he's cute, he's funny... but not like Yunho. You start mentally arguing with yourself as you watched Jisung buy you two ice creams as it was a beautiful summer day in Korea.

  When the guy returns with his desserts, he looks very happy, and you've tried to imitate the happiness in his smile, probably failing a little. But soon she found herself really excited, with the conversation they started to have. And for a few minutes you forgot about your best friend...until you saw him standing right there in front of you.

The three stare at each other for a few seconds before coming back to reality. You knew it wasn't wrong to go out with other guys, you didn't date Yunho, but why did it look like you just got caught cheating on him?

  Why was he feeling betrayed? And worse, for you? Jeong Yunho knew he wasn't your boyfriend, so why seeing you there with an acquaintance of his, having fun and smiling made your heart race the wrong way?

  You two were very obvious, for anyone who saw you, even in the situation now, would know that something was going on between the two of you, and Jisung might not think he was very smart, but he wasn't stupid either. He knew right away that he shouldn't be there.

       “Hey! I didn't know they were here...” Yunho is the first to comment as they approach. His smile is fake, you know, and it doesn't help when he can't get a good look at you.

   "Yeah, we thought it was a good day for ice cream..." Jisung replies pointing to the sky, since his throat couldn't seem to produce a single sound. The brunette next to him sighs, knowing that it's not fair to any of the three of them to continue with this situation “Well, Y/n thanks for the tips with Yeji, I think it's time for me to go put them into practice...”

   His head turns so hard and fast it almost makes you dizzy, what is he doing? And since she was looking at him confused, she couldn't see the glint of hope growing in her best friend's eyes. Leaving the scene, Jisung winks at you, indicating the boy now beside him, and then waits for him to move a little further away.

  "So Yeji..." is what the boy says, nudging you with his shoulders, and you laugh weakly repeating his words "I confess I thought you were hanging out."

  "Why? Does that bother you?" You decided to test the limits, since Jisung couldn't have gone out like that for nothing, right? That was a sign, right?

   “Yes” Yunho decides to vent, after all, seeing you there with someone different was a sign, wasn't it? A sign that he could lose you if you didn't do the right thing? The two stop walking and stand facing each other, thoughts racing, imagining what could happen at any moment. "I...I..." Yunho starts to stutter, and you're afraid of what he's going to say, and you do the most impulsive and risky thing you could possibly do.

  All Yunho knows is that one minute he's in front of her trying to confess, and the next, their lips are touching. Blinking a few times, the blonde begins to understand the situation, and surrenders.

  Despite having dreamed several times, she never thought that she could really be glued to Yunho's body, her hands wrapped around the back of his neck, pulling you closer, in the most sincere declaration of love... and yet, here you are.

Kang Yeosang

  Wooyoung is a sweetheart. He's a cute boy, kind, funny, and a little too provocative. And of course he wasn't going to leave you out of his pranks. In fact, you were its biggest victim. But the brunette's banter got a little more intense when a mutual friend between you, Yeosang, was around.

  Woo has known him for a long time, and you've known him since wooyoung dragged you to a party. The two were sitting in a corner, with their drinks, and looking bored (since luckily for you, both cell phones also ran out of batteries -Yay!) until the dark, completely drunk sat between you, hugging you. at the same time.

 From then on, where one was, Wooyoung dragged the other. Such behavior caused an involuntary and uncontrollable feeling to arise in you, and as much as you tried to hide it, you couldn't hide anything from your best friend, who on his own decided that he would put the two together.

 And here we are again, in a karaoke bar, sitting next to the blond boy as they watched wooyoung and a few more friends singing to the crowd there. Perhaps the alcohol was starting to take its toll on you, for an impressive courage took hold of you, and your eyes never left the profile of the boy beside you. The rest of the boys probably noticed, since you probably had the famous “heart eyes” from the dramas. But at the moment, all he wanted to do was watch Yeosang.

 "Are you okay?" The boy's low voice almost startled you, as he didn't turn his face to face you, but leaned back in his chair, looking at you. You noticed a flush in his cheek, but figured the drinking was starting to affect him too.

 Fortunately, the little sanity she had left, made her realize that she couldn't face him anymore, so she just nodded, and turned her head forward, surprising herself with everyone else on the stage, conflicting for a microphone before the music started.

  When Psy's “Daddy” started playing, everyone got into the choreography, really fast, and in a really funny way. She was so engrossed in their performance that she barely noticed when Yeosang approached, putting her arm on the back of her chair.

  In a few seconds of courage, also gifted by the drink, Kang touched your cheek, sliding his fingers up to your chin, lightly guiding him towards him, to face him.

 Yeosang's pretty face, had an even prettier smile, and he couldn't believe what he was doing, closing his eyes, and touching his mouth with his, so lightly that he did.

Choi San

 Saturday nights tend to mean big nights for young people just like you. Well, for you, this Saturday night was still special, there's only one small detail: you're going to do the laundry.

 It may seem silly to anyone, but the point is that maybe, you've never washed clothes before, let alone in a community laundry, and even less in the city you're new to. Of course, moving to Seoul had its benefits, but understanding how the city works is still a detail to work on.

 Some of those benefits came in human form... 8 human forms, in fact. After meeting a group of friends in college, who practically adopted you, living in an unknown place became less complicated and lonely. And since they are good and charitable souls, one of them decided that it wouldn't be too much of a hassle to give up going out on Saturday night.

 So here we are, you and Choi San alone with a big pile of dirty laundry to do. The man calmly explained to you about each cycle, water levels, types of fabrics, and the best way to sort your clothes, but all your mind could focus on was the way his eyes seemed to glow in the horrible light of the place. or else how his lips made a slight pout when he spoke a few words

 "And you're not hearing half of what I'm saying..." the brunette laughs when a question he asks doesn't get an answer other than one you staring at him. San smiles slightly embarrassed as you blink trying to come back to reality.

 "Sorry, I'd better get a cart to put this on..." you smile weakly, moving away from the boy as quickly as possible. You don't know what came over you, of course San is a handsome man, you're not blind or stupid to deny it, but since when do you face a friend of yours like that?

 As you lost yourself once more in your own head, you could barely understand the woman who took the cart from his hands. Shocked by such audacity, she held him tighter, drawing the lady's attention, who just disdained what she said, mocking her lines. “Shouldn’t have left it there then, young lady”

   "What?! I’m literally holding him...” the lady then started to pull the cart, but you were still firm in not letting her win this little dispute. Across the laundry room, San watched you, worried about letting you win your first laundry fight, but ready to step in at any moment.

  "Alright, if you want the stroller so bad..." You started to speak, hardly believing what you were going to do next, "You're going to have to take me with it!" Quickly moving one leg and then the other, you were sitting inside the cart, facing the lady who was perplexed. It didn't take more than two seconds for her to roll her eyes, and give up the conflict.

 "Very good!" Choi San emerged smiling, completely happy with her accomplishment, and for some reason you were proud of yourself. Both were grinning from ear to ear, euphoric with the situation. San approached you while still in the cart, praising you, while you barely processed that you not only won the argument, but also that San's face was very, very close to yours.

  Until, in a quick and as simple as natural, his lips touched San's for a millisecond, before the two walked away surprised and hearts pounding in their chests. The excuses start pouring out, and then you don't know if your night could get worse or more humiliating, when suddenly San's lips are glued to yours again, but intentionally.

Song Mingi

You hadn't planned to go out, exactly. But somehow they found each other and didn't let go during the day, and they couldn't get enough of each other.

 It's a cold day in the Korean winter, and they were both feeling the icy wind enter through their thousands of clothes, which now proved not so effective, and to help their luck, all the restaurants where not only the food, but also as all the hot air was, they kept incredibly full. In one of them, you were barely able to get through the door, which was shocking, this has never happened before.

  But hunger was squeezing the two of them, and against all their wills, they saw no other way out than to buy two portions of Tteokbokki to eat together. But there was only one small detail: they would be forced to take off their warm gloves. But it's okay, it's okay, you guys had some little bellies to warm up.

  And there you two were, sitting side by side on a lost bench on the sidewalk, knees rubbing, conversation being thrown away, the tteokbokki was gone, but it took you a while to notice, thus causing incredibly cold hands.

 When Mingi noticed the cold that seemed to break through his skin and go straight to his bones, he gathered the packages in the trash, and snuggled even closer to you, being closely watched by you the whole time. With the brunette closer now, you couldn't help but notice all the beauty that man has. The design of her eyes, her nose so…perfectly placed, the rosy tinge that painted her cheeks, and the shape of her mouth. Was she always this beautiful?

  You were snapped out of your thoughts the moment the boy's big hands took yours, so small by comparison, and began to blow on them to bring some human warmth to your skin.

  Now all the fun atmosphere between you has turned into a moment of anticipation. That moment when the couple in the movie are close, and they're looking at each other, and you know what's going to happen...until it happens, and it's incredibly magical. Well, there you two were.

  Then one of Mingi's hands, calmly brushed a strand of her hair from her neck, leaving her hand on the back of her neck, surprising you with the warmth of it, bringing a slight shiver to your skin. Their faces approached slowly, and when he saw it, the tips of both noses touched.

 “Y/n?” the brunette calls out to you, voice low and soft, as he begins to give you Eskimo kisses, stroking your nose with his own. “Yes” his answer was given in the same tone. "Can I ?" Mingi didn't need to specify his request, you understood his intentions well, and for fear of his voice failing, he only replied with an affirmative nod of his head.

 And after what seemed to take a lot longer than it actually did, you felt Song Mingi's sweet, gentle lips against yours. And even if they decided to go back home, and have a little more privacy, the freezing cold of Korea was still a good excuse for the two of them to stay close to the couch, exchanging kisses.

Jung wooyoung

You weren't much of a party, but he? He was the party itself. No matter where he went, who he was with, wooyoung would attract attention to him as best he could. Not that it bothered you, on the contrary, you liked to see him having fun.

 The party this time was at San's house and many friends (and strangers) were there, lots of drunk people, pranks, people talking and people dancing. You were in a corner, your drink in hand, watching the guy you've been hanging out with walking around the place. It was amazing how he could fit into different groups, and make everyone feel comfortable with him. Proof of that is you.

 The complete opposite of the guy, you are quite introverted and into your own, just trying hard to make yours with yours. And something in your manner caught the boy's attention, who found himself looking forward to seeing you every day in the cafeteria... in the college room... at events and parties...

  “Is the scrumptious lady accompanied?” Wooyoung's own voice snaps you out of your trance, smiling like a naughty child. You end up reflecting the same on your face.

   "yeah yeah, maybe you must have seen him around somewhere..." he observes as you pretend to look around the party. Taking advantage of the fun moment, the brunette takes a step forward and wraps an arm around his waist, pulling his body closer. He doesn't miss the slight reddish tinge his ears and cheeks have taken on, and you try to convince yourself that it's just to hear each other better under the music.

“What a stupid guy, leaving such a beautiful girl alone...” suddenly you were mesmerized, in that room it was just you and him. Jung Wooyoung and his youthful sparkle in his eyes, his charming smile and his woodsy scent that was simply his trademark. "You never know when another idiot will try to steal you..."

  He brought one of his hands to the back of his neck, pulling you even closer, and you couldn't deny that you were really liking him anymore, as your gaze went from his eyes to his mouth "and who is this idiot?"

 They both knew the answer, so her answer came in a sideways laugh, and then her lips pressed to his, in an intense kiss, breathtaking and envied not only in the girls, but in anyone who passed them at that moment.

Jung Jongho

Choi Jongho, unlike what many believe, is not a very difficult person to deal with, or understand. Yes, he didn't start to get used to his presence, but two as the teachers insisted on accompanying them during classes, he ended up taking off.

  And this is understood, in less time than it seems, both of you were already understanding everything about the other. He's come to understand when your mood isn't the best, it means your caffeine reservation is running low, and when he's been too quiet, it means Jongho just wants some time to be alone.

  However, all of a sudden, the boy started to avoid you. Your first shock happened on your bench seat. You were already sitten in your usual spot, when, out of nowhere, Jongho decided to take a seat next to San at the back of the class - making not only you but also San and Wooyoung, the originals lab partners, confused and partnerless. 

It was only when they had some free time, you finally found him on the school's court, the only detail was that it was raining heavily. But still, for some reason, he was there, hitting the ball.

        "You are crazy?" your voice was as loud and thundering

 as the thunder that lit up the sky at that time. The boy looked back, startling as he should, but another emotion took over his face, but it was too fast, and you soon lost what you saw. “Choi Jongho!”

  As you advanced, your footsteps were heavy and increasingly angry. Your friend has only seen you that angry once in his life, and he had hoped to never see it again. The irony is that now, he was the reason you were like this. Oh, fate… When you finally got close to the guy, you didn't think twice about asking why he's been avoiding you all day. And as I expected, Choi tried to close inside himself, more and more.

  "Don't try to run away from me again!" getting exasperated when your friend started to turn his back on you, once again, you tried to hold him, but ended up stepping wrong and almost falling. Almost. Choi Jongho's arms, which were much more muscular than you remembered, held you tight, making your heart beat faster, and your cheeks flush, as if you were in a movie scene.

Silently, he pulls you to your feet, breathing heavily, but unable to take his arms from around your waist. “Jong, why?” in a total opposite to his tone of voice when he arrived at the place, and even without being able to look at you, Jongho sighed and spoke in a voice so low, that he only heard because he was very close to him “I saw you with Chenle today”. You really didn't understand what he meant by that, but you also can't ignore that as he spoke, he squeezed your waist, not to hurt you, but like when he held your hand to calm down.

  “You were laughing, and you looked so close…it bothered me a little bit” Jongho, your best friend, felt jealous…of Chenle? One of his hands goes to the boy's strong arm, who still avoids his gaze, embarrassed and saddened by the whole situation. “Jong, you are my best…”

   He was in the middle of his speech when the boy released his body a little too rough, but without meaning to. Something about what you said bothered you, but you again didn't understand what it was. Again needing to call him at least twice more as he walked with steps as strong as his when he arrived at the place.

  "That's the problem! I am your best friend! And that's just it.” Choi couldn't take any more holding back all the feelings that she keeps in herself and started to dump them on you, without realizing it, while proclaiming about not wanting to be your friend anymore, but the person who makes you laugh, smile in the morning and at night… you were already in his arms. Her large, expressive eyes stared back at him in shock and completely transfixed. "I better go"

  Tired of hiding her feelings from the boy and also spending the day chasing him around school, and now around the court, she grabbed him by the collar and glued both lips together in a somewhat confused kiss. The moment they parted, they started staring at each other, with only one thing in mind: Oh.

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