xxmellowmelon - blogging my life one day at a time
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Complicated Honestly.

Complicated honestly.

Right now we've hit a level of functionality that works fine for us. I think at this point we work with our system well, and while we have not processed like any of our trauma, we can function decently and we know how to respond to ourselves when we're not doing well, which is like 90% of the time. This is probably as best as it will get for literal years because of our circumstances.

I don't know if this is functional multiplicity or not. I don't think we care either way which one it is, because at the end of the day we just want to be okay for once.

hello systems!! i have an important question!!

what does recovery look like to you? does it include final fusion or just healthy multiplicity?

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