Me When I Stop Caring About Syscourse And I Get Super Deep Into My Personal Hobbies And Focus On My Recovery:

Me when I stop caring about syscourse and I get super deep into my personal hobbies and focus on my recovery: 🌻✨🎉

Honestly this whole experience made me question my own values a lot. I do still really focus hard on thinking critically and being open minded, but honestly I have been that. For over a year, on one topic. Letting go and finally accepting my beliefs and knowing they probably won't change is the most comforting feeling.

reminder to all 14-19 year olds girls. that grown man does not like you. you are a victim

Mb its a little bit messy, but I like him

Hear me out.

The whole "pm Chuuya walks/stands on Dazai's blind side to protect him", we love that right.

But like they were partners for so damn long. And Chuuya made a habit of it early, so he doesn't think much of it, he just automatically stands on that side.

Old habits die hard, yes?

So fast forward to 22 era, the times Chuuya and Dazai have to work together, Chuuya still ends up standing on his ex partners previously blind side, even if he can see perfectly fine now.

At some point he catches himself and decides to stand on the other side for once because no way in hell his behaviour would be affected. Unfortunately for him he immediately feels wrong standing on the opposite side.

That and Dazai discreetly moves to have Chuuya end up on the "correct" side while they're fighting the enemy

I feel like I've lost my ability to feel angry. I just hurt instead. I want to stop feeling hurt and feel angry, because I don't deserve the shit I get in my life but I still hate myself for it and I want it to stop.