It Have To Be For All The Fucks' Sake, It's A Healthy And Professional Work Environment, We Wouldn't

It have to be for all the fucks' sake, it's a healthy and professional work environment, we wouldn't want to discriminate <3

The fact that I can relate to every of them except Raph is somehow both disappointing and hurtful

just want to appreciate their poses here they're all so good

i see a convo w a character ai and i keep scrolling

My headcanon about Leo - which is also shared by half of the RiseFandom - is that he has ADHD. I believe that he actually plans for every situation his family encounters faster than anyone else, but the only reason his plans don't come to fruition is because instead of speaking out loud and providing an actual explanation, he believes that his brothers can read his actions and mind as well as he can read theirs. This leads to frustration when things don't go as planned.

The thing is, his struggles with communication are partly, if not completely, due to his ADHD. Things can be very clear in his mind, but when he tries to explain them to others, his system malfunctions, and he is left with nothing but useless rambling or jokes that lead nowhere. Leo has the brain to make plans and be a great leader for the team - a thing that only Splinter has been able to see. It is for this reason that in the movie, Leo is doing his best to force the leader role onto Raph again. My man is in denial; he is scared, and for me, the script going on in his head is "No one has ever understood me before. My plans always end in disaster for my brothers, and I've never been able to explain them to others. How am I supposed to be a leader if I can't guide?"

I say this because something that happens a lot to people with ADHD or autism is that they have been misunderstood all their lives. So, when it comes to explaining things, we tend to over-explain a "simple" topic to the point where it is both confusing and useless. Leo is scared of failing his family in every sense. He feels like nothing without them, and he has said this before to Hueso in season one.

I know everyone is obsessed with the "It wasn't about me" line from the movie, but it's not in the Leo-centric way that everyone likes so much. It's about his brothers and how the pressure of being a leader for the team and the lack of trust from his brothers is scaring Leo so much. In the movie, when Leo makes Raph-Kraang hear him and then his brothers fight the Kraangs, it's also him showing how much of a leader he can be when he is left with no options but to throw his fears away and get in the first line.

This is also why Future Leo was the greatest ninja. He didn't have any more options than to keep on trying and leading not just his siblings but the whole resistance. Leo has trapped himself with his insecurities in the back of his brain and fights every day to be better. Excuse me, but that's what a leader does.

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I apologize if I'm a disaster at explaining things. I hope my point was clear enough. I really love them and wanted to share this with other people who could appreciate it.

Last Hour New That Nobody Cares About!  I got sick - thanks to the school and being trapped in a classroom with other 27 people -, and may as well die and set the world free of my annoying existence, while that happens... I had to do a chemistry exam while being like this so yeah, figure it goes awful <3

This is me, I have rewritten the same three paragraphs of a one-shot that I have had for two months now because every time I reread it, I want to change something or add more things, lol.

i hate how you get desensitized to the cool stuff in your WIP if you've been writing it for a long time so when you read back over it you're like "this isn't as cool as i thought :(" but it still is! you just read it too many times