Let Me Show You This Beauty. Suou Azami

let me show you this beauty. suou azami

my husband

from raise wa tanin ga ii

he’s so sexc

MAJOR JJK MANGA SPOILERS !!!

mahito:

hatred is instinctive the moment you think of a character like mahito. someone who murders recklessly, including a loved and an incongruous character like junpei. but what if there’s more?

mahito is a special grade cursed spirit that was born from human transgression. hatred towards one another and yet is immature and frankly, new. dispute between humans has been going on for centuries and only now is he alive. unlike him, jogou, hanami, dagon, and etc are all, seemingly, mature. they seem to have been in existence for a while now. representing the fear of nature, they are powerful due to many dreading those aspects of the world.

so why did mahito only recently come into existence? i don’t think that’ll ever be concluded because he's dead. AHAHAH ! but that leads me to question humanity.

do we fear expressing our hate towards others so much that we repress it, ultimately leading to the representation of our resentment, mahito, to be nebulous? nebulous of how to express this hatred causing sadistic death?

I didn't edit this soooooooo it might not really 100% make sense butttttt you get what i mean... right?!

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beautiful ♡

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eren really did it until the end

call your name - hiroyuki sawano

truly encompasses eren and mikasa

not me crying again 🥲

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ATTACK ON TITAN CHAPTER 139 SPOILERS

there are many controversies and “unfinished” feelings that people have about the ending, and i understand the “underwhelming” aspect of the ending of a story with aggressive fights, intense emotion and etc.

some of the concerns i’ve been hearing are eren expressing his feeling towards mikasa, the purpose of historia’s child, people agreeing with eren, and a lot more.

eren:

eren’s actions from chapter 116 up until most of the final moments are of him suppressing his feelings to become the sacrifice in order to gain freedom. that moment reminds the readers that he is still human.

through it all, he is still a nineteen-year-old boy that is in love, yet neglects it because he had a “destiny” to fulfill. he made mikasa and armin kill him, the villain, of the world, in order to implant them with the role of helos. willy tyber’s performance was to explain how it is all a lie. the truth is all fabricated. that moment foreshadows eren’s actions. he pinned himself as the “unbeatable” guy only to be ultimately defeated by the heroes of the island.

he manipulated dina fritz to kill his mother, eradicating the future he wanted to become the future he needed it to be.

the moment eren kissed historia's hand, he saw it all: his death, his friends turning on him, creating a mass genocide, killing eighty percent of the population. through it all, bearing it on his own.

he knew what would become of him, therefore, urges mikasa to find someone new, someone, who can provide for her, something he cannot do.

again, eren exclaiming to armin his love for mikasa is a realistic feeling that provides a humane aspect of eren that had been suppressed for so long. don’t you think that he deserves to be able to a human?

empathy. many are siding with eren after understanding where he was coming from, which is seriously laughable.

yes, eren did that to protect the people he cares about and did it until the end. but are the eighty percent of the human population undeserving of protection then?

did they not have families, friends, and loved ones? did they not deserve this freedom?

who is eren to decide their fates?

i understand that there are a vast amount of people, good and bad, but that doesn’t justify anything. in real life, people say to not think of the people as their governments. is the government’s action towards the island a result of their people? they were consumed with the fabricated lie of the island. the unknown. you can’t really blame them. it's in human nature to fear the unknown. that doesn’t justify their oppressing actions, but understand even you are not perfect, so how do you expect characters in a “realistic” story filled with human nature, to be perfect?

mass genocide, in no way, is justifiable.

historia’s child:

the final arc of historia is quite underwhelming compared to her prior. at first, i agreed. i thought that it is an unnecessary arc that has no purpose. but the more i dwelled on it, i came to a realization. the baby is the symbol of eren’s sacrifice.

the child’s fate was decided before it was even born before it even existed. it was to inherit the beast titan and would, once again, contribute to repeating history, the history of historia’s family. the child would be stripped of the future it could have, being content, being free.

due to the outcome of the story, eren provides the baby with a future of freedom. a future of none of that obligation implemented before. without having to sacrifice their idea of bliss for the greater good.

as underwhelming as that for some, it highlights the fact that eren was able to give the future its freedom, something he wanted to obtain during his lifetime.

the end:

eren is in no way portrayed as good, but we are to understand, understand that there is no definitive good or bad. it is to understand the middle ground. to grasp the idea of multiple and different perspectives, interpretations, and etc.

maybe it is predictable, but it truly encompasses the message the story is trying to convey.

in a cruel world, conflict is inevitable, so we have to fight. in that world, there is still beauty and hope. peace may never be truly achieved, but we try to reach as close as we can.

i get that there are more controversies, but i’m literally typing this in class. so maybe later. ahahah

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MAJOR JUJUTSU KAISEN ANIME + MANGA SPOILERS

megumi:

the aloof yet caring character, something anyone would love. what interests me most about megumi is not what sukuna finds interesting about him, but his moral compass.

megumi has stated multiple times that he only saves those who he deems as worthy of saving. that mindset isn’t like what yuuji preaches throughout the duration of the anime and manga. yuuji hopes to save everyone and anyone who is suffering from the cursed spirits. megumi always questions “who the hell am i supposed to save?”, which then comes to the conclusion that he should save whoever he wants. not to be a person who is deemed as nice, like his sister tsumiki.

is that a valid way of thinking? is saving whoever you wish, bad?

the answer is that there is no answer.

yuuji believes that by giving everyone a chance to live out their lives, he is doing good for the people. but what challenges this idea is whether it’s a good idea to save people who are considered “bad”? the act of saving people, in general, is “good”, or whatever “good” is. but in this eternal bleak, there is so much that happens. how to we come to the conclusion of the two polar choices?

megumi challenges yuuji’s moral compass. gojou’s moral compass also challenges yuuji’s.

i agree with megumi. saving those who i believe is worthy is the only way i know-how. unlike gojou, i don’t have the power to say i could make those decisions. but i wonder, is megumi’s way of thinking, selfish? i don’t know when the situation of saving someone arises, but if it comes, what would i do?

what would you do?

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