Choir Of Cicadas

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Angsty prompts #🥀🕸🐈 part 2

Okay, y'all gave me enough motivation to finish this story.

For those who are confused, here is part 1

Tw: kinda self-arm.

Disclaimer: i wrote this instead of listening in class. I haven't spell check yet, please be indulgent as most corrections will be done by tonight.

Crowley was now in his flat.

He feel.on his knees, breaking down, sobbing.

His eyes burning, he couldn't see anything because of his tears. Demon aren't meant to cry. They shouldn't ever cry..but if by a miracle, one does, water isn't what comes up. It's blood and it's painful, it burns, almost like holy water.

Or at least this is what demon imagine holy water feels like.

In a scream of pain, his wings pop onto our plain, he fell on hsi.hands.

Curlying down. His wings wraping themselves over.him.

Getting your heartbroken hurts.

The demon stayed like that for what felt like an eternity ( but was more in the line of 30 minutes)

Tears had stopped, his glasses had fallen off, his face was covered in blood if anyone had walked on him, they would think he had killed someone.

He got up, woobly, drained.

He dragged himself across his flat. He couldn't do anything now, or so he thought.

As he walked by he came across a mirror.

He saw everything, how horrible he looked. The blood everywhere, his burnt wings, his eyes... oh his eyes.

Now

Now he looked like an actual demon, a demon that will make you regret the day you were born.

He felt hi eyes burning again

In a bloody scream of pain, he punch the mirror multiple times. It shattered into billions of pieces. His hands were bloody not sure if it was from.his tears or the cuts.

Anyways he didn't care, there was so much pain, who cared where it.came.from.

He sat down, looking at his wings, he felt like he was drowning. You know there's a certain euphoria at comes when you are grasping for air. Where nothing matters and nobody cares about anything. Where any smaller pain don't have any effect...Crowley was in that state,

Each time, he thought of him, his angel.... the angel he never was his, crowley would pull a feather from his wings.

There was a small amount of jet black feather all around him.

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Aziraphale was infront of the door of crowley's flat.

He hesitated to knock, but he refused.

Crowley would never asnwer to him now.

He opened the door.

What he saw, broke him...made realise the depth of the damage he had caused.

He saw him on the floor, shards of mirror everywhere, a circle of loose feathers all around crowley. He was facing the demons back

He called him," crowley...?"

The demin flinched and to the Angel's horror, he ripped another feather.

" NO" he cried out.

He ripped another one

" crowley, please"

Another one

The angel walk cautiously, to crowley.

" please look at me"

Another one

Aziraphale walk around to face crowley, his eyes avoiding him.

His expression blank.

Right in front of aziraphale, he took another feather. But he was stopped by the angel who grabbed his wrist.

"I beg you, my dear, stop, I can't stand-" he tried to explain

" if you can't ssstand me , why don't you just leave?" the demon hissed.

He looked aziraphale in the eyes

" no, I would never" responded aziraphale quickly before stopping. He look at crowley and let go of his hands.

On the account of being released, crowley's body had curled up , knees close to his chest. looking away from aziraphale.

Crowley eyes looked glossy.

" if you hate me, this much, why are you still here? Hell doesn't want me anymore, don't worry I won't do demonic work any- I wont do anything big, maybe temptation for another piece of cake." The last exemple made him, chukkle, he remembered the last time, he saw the angel eat one of those... good times...

His eyes became shinier. He closed them.

The angel unfolded his wings and wrapped crowley and himself into this intimate cocoon.

"Crowley, I am so deeply sorry. I have been horrible to you. Even if you never did anything to me, even if you have done all those things for me." He took a deep breath " even when I knew how I felt for you, kept treating you like an enemy. Because I was scared that it would change my faith, that it would attract the rage of heavens on me... i was a coward. I am sorry, so sorry"

He leaned forward and placed his forehead on his. " I know you can't forgive instantly, that things won't go back to how they were.... I know but please, crowley.... take me back, tell me I am not too late. I love you... please don't cast me away "

He pulled back, waiting for an answer, the demon opened his eyes . A small waves of tears fell down his cheeks.

" how can I know you won't .. be the one to cast me away?" He asked tensing up. He had dared to hope.

Aziraphale took both crowley's hands, bowed and placed his forehead on them.

" I swear to you, I won't swear to anyone else, I will stand by your side, I won't cast you away, I'll face heaven and hell to keep you safe" he took a deep breath, shaking " I love you, crowley, I was a fool , please forgive me, no matter how much time it might take"

He looked up and meet crowley's eyes

He was shaking, trying to muster up a response, as his eyes burned.

" ..o-okay" he mumbled. He looked up meet aziraphale's eyes.

This was the test, aziraphale knew it and he went for it.

The angel leaned in, his lips meeting crowley's.

It was very soft kiss, as if he was affraid of breaking him.

Then crowley curled his hands around aziraphale's neck.

Aziraphale wrapped his arms around his beloved, pulling him closer.

The kiss got more passionate, more desperate, as if they were affraid that the other would disappear the second it would end.

Time had stopped for them.

They parted as if they were in need of air.

" I love you, aziraphale. Please don't leave me"

" I love you, crowley. I will never"

Happy? I hope you enjoyed

If Adam was raised by Aziraphale and Crowley

[Adam sneaking through a window]

Aziraphale, turning around in his chair and flicking the light on:”You want to tell me where you’ve been all night?”

Adam:”I-I was with Crowley”

Crowley, turning in his chair:”You wanna try that again?”

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