I Cant Believe I Found It

i cant believe i found it

Are fedoras really that bad?

YES YES THEY ARE

Mister Moon

I miss the moon

He has been

Hiding from me

And I miss

My old friend

He was there

Watching over me

When the demons

Came out to play

And now

I’m afraid

Shivers race

Down my chilled spine

Exposed

Bare skin

Covered crimson

Warmth enveloped

Broken heart

To the voices

That no longer

Stay quiet

Leave me alone

There is no room

For your hatred

Can you not see

That my own

Fuels my bitter existence 

One by one

All those

That I love

Leave

He stole my sanity

She stole my soul

A hollow cry

Escapes my desert throat

Raspy cries

Muffled by soaked pillows

The vibrant night

Outside my window

Remains ignorant

To my suffering

But why

Tell me why

Does it still hurt

Moon

Why did you go too

You and me

We had an understanding

Made a promise

As the silence threatened

To decimate my body

You told me

I wasn’t alone

Wiped away 

Crystal tears

That stained 

Rosy cheeks

Guess I was destined

To immerse myself

In excruciating isolation

Before quietly wilting

Like the decaying rose

Sprouted new poppies

But it is too late

To be saved

Mister Moon

I still love you

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Love’s Game

Trusting someone

To stay

The idea that they

Have the simple human decency 

To at least wave

Before disappearing

Into the skyline

The blinding sun

A mask

For the thieves

That escape

From love’s grasp once more

Heartbreakers and heartbroken alike

Wait in distress

As they stare

Into the vast sky

Shimmering stars

Highlighting the moon’s 

Crooked smile

Gasping for air

The ethereal beauty

Of the night oasis

Crystalline stained rose cheeks

Flushed from exhaustion

Of chasing after a dream

That they will never capture

Unrealistic hopes crushed

By reality’s cruel game

Playing with the hearts

Of those who abandon

And who have been abandoned

Lovers are no more fools

Then the lonely cries of the isolated soul

A. Simone

How does one get a girlfriend when you’re an absolute potato

it should be illegal to take a nap and still have a headache when you wake up. like no i shut it off and back on again why are you still here