the-chaotic-neutral-pansexual - A trip into my dreams
A trip into my dreams

18+ Are you the sweet reader next door? a god to be worshiped? A master to be obeyed? A nice obedient baby? A sweet caring mommy/daddy? The owner of a good pet? A ruthless mafia boss? How about we become all of them and more.. allow me to take you to the worlds of my dreams. Where anything can happen.

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Are You Planning On Writing Stories For Dreamcatcher?

Are you planning on writing stories for dreamcatcher?

Yeah actually I was just trying to think of something for them since I’ve been really into their group lately especially gahyeon and handong. I liked your fic do you have any ideas?

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Roadside Assistance

Word Count:2.3k

This was a request

CW: dom/sub dynamic, femboys, dom reader, strapon, anal sex, fingering, nothing too dark.

It was a brisk evening with perfect weather to give a sense of calm before the impending rain said to take the night skies at any moment. You decide to run some errands trying to make it home before the downpour. Taking a lesser know backroad to avoid that evening traffic, however, ended up changing the course of your evening in a rather unexpected way.

Damn… that’s all you could think as you sit in the driver’s seat of your car. Rain beats down on your windshield as you begin making your way home. You take one last look at your unused bag of tricks and try to erase the memory of your failed attempt at a one-night stand from your memory. Eventually, you decide to retire to your home opting for a lesser-known backroad on your way hoping to avoid getting caught in traffic. However, the day wasn’t done with you just yet only this time it would take a most unexpected turn.

Pulling up to a stop sign you sweep the area, looking left and right you notice a car broken down a few feet away with what appears to be a woman who was admittedly ill-dressed for the current weather. After a short deliberation, you decide to help after all you would want somebody to do the same for you. You slowly pull up to avoid scaring the person and roll down your window. “Excuse me would you like some help”. The person walks over, bending down so they can look through your window “that would be great” they say their voice surprises you, it’s very pleasing to listen too deep yet soft and gentle with an almost masculine edge. “Get in and warm up first then we’ll see what we can do about your car” you offer unlocking the door. They walk around and enter the passenger’s seat quickly trying to get out of the rain. “Thank you so much, I overestimated my car’s abilities, and predictably it gave out on me, then my phone died before I could call AAA so I’ve been stuck here for a good hour I tried to take a look and fix it but I’m useless with cars and the rain made it that much harder.” your newly acquired passenger began rambling their erratic speech only matched in energy by the violent shivering of their body. You crank up the heat and reach in the back grabbing a spare sweater for the person. Watching as they put it on over their chosen wardrobe a skin-fitting tube top with a tennis skirt that barely reached mid-thigh and a pair of thigh-high boots. Pulling the collar wide as to not mess up the already dripping makeup he wore. “Well looks like I’m not the only one having a bad day” you start trying to lighten the mood. You reach over and shake their hand feeling their soft cold flesh indicating how much their body temperature had truly lowered. “I’m y/n,” you say “Jinyoung” he replies with a smile. After a few moments, you speak again “ with the weather and how dark it is. It would be almost impossible to fix your car right now but if you’d like I can take you home and you can call to get it towed” you suggest. “Oh my god really, id hate to inconvenience yo-” “nonsense it’s fine. I wouldn’t be able to sleep tonight if I just left you here so grab whatever you need from your car and I can drop you off before the rain gets any worse” you insist. Sensing that you won’t take no for an answer Jinyoung and you exit the car moving quickly to transfer his bags to yours that being a few grocery bags and a Coach handbag.

After getting back in and starting your car up you turn to him motioning to the built-in dash GPS. he takes the hint entering his address and fastening his seatbelt. It’s a little under 20 minutes away, about 5 minutes into the drive he speaks again. “You're not gonna ask?” he questions “ask what” “ a random dude in a skirt in makeup on the side of a backroad and you don't have more questions” he replies playfully “well you don't seem like much of a threat, all I'm trying to do is help. The rest is none of my business really,” you say. The two of you continue you hold up a conversation for the remainder of the drive until finally reaching your destination. You quickly grab your bags and follow him inside feeling instantly welcomed by the warmth of his residence. You remain by the door to avoid tracking water throughout his house getting ready to leave now that you're sure he made it home safe he abruptly stops you. “Wait don't go” he rushes out “the weather has gotten worse and it's dark outside, driving home in these conditions would be dangerous” he explains. Looking out the window you realize he was correct within that short amount of time the weather worsened considerably trying to make the 35-minute long drive home would be risky. “You can stay here, it's the least I can do to thank you” he offers “If you take off your clothes I can dry them while you take a shower” he continues. You accept his offer, still not wanting to make a mess you decide to strip at the front door left in your4 underwear you tell him to lead the way.

He takes you to the bathroom handing you a towel “you can find me downstairs when you're done” he says shyly a slight blush pains his face as his eyes never left your underwear-clad figure. “Thanks” you reply simply before entering the bathroom. Your goal was to take a short shower however it ended up taking 20 minutes 5 of which were spent trying to figure out the shower controls and the remaining 15 you simply got distracted. Your brain began creating some rather explicit fantasies about the man downstairs waiting for you to complete your shower. After you snap out of it simply chalking it up to an effect of the residual horniness from your failed exploits earlier in the evening, you put your underwear back on wrapping the towel around yourself trying to save any warmth the shower awarded you before exiting the bathroom in search of Jinyoung and hopefully some warm dry clothes. Shortly after you exit the bathroom however you fall distracted again, this time due to a delectable smell coming from somewhere in the house. Your original goal becomes obsolete as you fall into an almost daze-like state simply follow your senses until it leads you to the source. Reaching the kitchen you are met with a half-naked Jinyoung bent over to remove something from the oven, you remain silent in an attempt to avoid startling him seeing as he tended to be a bit jumpy. Once he placed the dish from the oven on the stovetop he turned around noticing you, he was startled and began rambling something you noticed he had a habit of doing over the course of your time together. “Oh you're out of the shower, I'm just making some dinner” he begins before he notices you staring at his “attire” if you could call it that seeing as it consisted of a skimpy pair of underwear that left little to the imagination the front was covered by an apron but if the view of his admittedly shapely ass was any indication they weren't serving much of a purpose. “ sorry I'm exposed our clothes are still in the dryer and I didn't want to get dressed until I took a shower but you were using it so I just decided to make dinner until you were done” he continued quickly.

He plates the food before saying “ well I'm gonna get in the shower” “you should sit and eat first, wouldn't want your food to get cold” you say to you it was a basic suggestion but to him, your strong almost commanding tone made it feel like it an order. He removes his apron and takes his seat next to you quickly in an attempt to shield himself from your unyielding gaze. Trying to ignore the sexual tension in the room only being amplified by the lack of clothing he begins a random conversation. Over the course of the dinner, you two continue talking with occasional flirting every few sentences. Deciding to test the waters you put the hand closest to him on his thigh, his breath hitches but he doesn't stop you as you inch closer to his nearly exposed dick. Finally, you reach your destination cupping him over the underwear as he releases labored breaths trying to focus on not choking. You continue your movements lightly groping him until you both finish. You offer to wash the dishes while he showers and reluctantly he accepts knowing that your suggestions rarely allow for objections it's less offering to do something and more stating what you're going to do. Once you finished cleaning up you make your way upstairs finding your way to his bedroom to wait for him. After a few minutes, he entered the room covered only by towel evidence of the shower found in the residual water droplets that coat his lightly tanned skin. He walks in closing the door before realizing that you were in the room, you don't know what influenced your next decisions but something told you to get closer and so you did.

Being in such close quarters with Jinyoung being basically naked made him nervous, so nervous in fact that he didn’t register you moving closer until you had him pinned against the door. You trap him between your ars as your face inches closer to his, he can feel your warm breath against his face as you ask “can i-” before you can finish he leans forward closing the distance between you. Your lips press together as you feel each other's bodies skin to skin but not close enough for him. He wraps his arms around you pulling you impossibly closer, while he's distracted you bring one hand down to remove his towel leaving him completely bare for you. He begins to get a bit shy but before he has a chance to think about it you (wo)manhandle him to his bed eager to begin. The two of you continue kissing, caressing, and exploring each other until he stops abruptly. “Before we continue I should tell you I'm not much of a top at all,” he says out of breath “don't worry I've got that covered” you reply pulling your backpack from his bedside you open it revealing a small assortment of toys sure to make for a good night. “You just carry that around” he questions going through it amused. “Well not usually but let's just say it was a happy coincidence I had it tonight” you reply. “Choose what you’d like” you offer “how's a guy supposed to choose just one?’’ he jokes “I tend to be very energetic so how many we use depends on your stamina” you quip back. He flushes before quickly choosing one it was a pink (like many things he owned) strap with average girth, medium size, and a fairly deep curve. “How do you want me,” he asks handing you the toy and some lube “ however you're most comfortable” you reply fixing the strap onto yourself. He gets on his back with spread legs inviting you to come closer. “Open yourself up for me, I want to watch” you order tossing him the lube. Like many other times this evening, he follows your direction as he spends the next few minutes using his delicate manicured hand to finger himself open in front of you. Once he's gaped around three of his fingers you decide he's stretched enough “stop” you order again and just like last time he promptly obliges. You position yourself over him lining your strap up with his prepared hole “tell me if it's too much” you say before sinking in slowly eliciting a low moan from the boy beneath you. You keep up a steady slow pace until the curve hits that spot this time his moan was way higher and almost pornographic as his eyes rolled back and his body tensed, that's how you knew you hit the right spot. You reinforce your body and begin a much more brutal pace in that same spot abusing his prostate as he lay boneless and fucked out beneath you unable to do anything but moan. You continue at your pace until you hear him trying to say something causing you to slow down so he can better get out what he wants to say. However, this causes him to whine as he finally whimpers out “no don't stop I'm gonna cum” his voice is broken and pathetic hoarse from all of the moaning but for once you follow his command returning to your brutal strokes mixing up his insides. His moans increase in volume, pitch, and frequency as he is about to finish, he sounds so cute you can't help but mock him “uh uh come on I know you can't take it much longer just cum for me” you grit out “you've been fucked so dumb you can't even talk, just let it out and I’ll stop” you continue. That finally pushes him over the edge as he spurts his load all over his stomach with one final moan. He lays limp breathing heavily whimpering as you pull out slowly. You wipe the sweat from his forehead and cheek as he nuzzles your hand “good boy” you praise. Once he calms down you prepare to clean up before he stops you “you said I could pick another toy” he says lowly. He definitely thanked you for your help and then some.


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The Cat Owns You Part 1

CW: posessive behavior

Pairing: Sub!Choi Soobin x Dom!Catgirl reader

Idea: Cats are kind of assholes. Bossy, destructive, self centered and temperamental but loveable nonetheless. Almost anyone who has a cat will tell you sometimes it feels like the cat owns you.

A/N: this is part 1 to this story so its sfw, I'm just using this part to establish the story before the extremely smutty next chapter which will also be out this week. i hope you enjoy❤

Shortly after moving out of the TXT dorms Soobin realized that he had gotten used to living with other people. While being alone wasn't unbearable it wasn't exactly comfortable either. he realized that he enjoyed the feeling of coming home and having someone there for him. Someone to talk to after a long day or to hang out with when he didn't want to leave the security of his own home or even simply having the presence of another person, their warmth, their scent, the sounds of them living life. So as he sat alone at his dining room table surrounded by empty chairs clutching his phone and devising a plan on how to subtly ask one of his members to stay over a few days and possibly move in, a thought dawned on him. How would it look to everyone if the big strong levelheaded leader of one of the biggest current kpop groups came begging his youngers to keep him company and cut the silence of his lonely new apartment? He would look weak, like a codependent child and unfit to lead, he couldn't possibly portray himself that way to anyone. Not the public, his fans, his labelmates, his superiors who he begged to move out on his own and definitely not his bandmates who he left at their dorm in favor of his new apartment. So he stood from his place at the table and took his jacket from its place as the only one on the coatrack, slipping it on and leaving the apartment. he opted to take a walk in hopes of temporarily escaping the deafening silence and spine chilling still of his lonely apartment. at least being outside would give him the comfort of being in the presence of others. soon what was originally supposed to be a short 10 minute walk around the neighborhood  turned into an hour long expedition around the city, there was a slight burn in his long legs from walking aimlessly around the city for an hour however he barley noticed being too distracted by the comfort of the city around him buzzing and full of life, a stark contrast to the apartment that he was would soon regretfully return to. The apartment where nothing but the sound of his thoughts awaited him. Before heading home he decided to grab something to eat for dinner  he decided on something light to eat approaching a small yet slightly busy looking café. he slightly ducked to better cross the threshold into the café before being warmly greeted by a bubbly waitress. “hello there sir! do you have a reservation?” she asked with a smile and a slightly raised voice ensuring that he caught her words “reservation?” he replied his deep voice equally as friendly but laced with confusion “for a café?” The waitress replied with a light laugh “oh you must be new, see this is not a regular café” she stated. Just before he could inquire about what she meant he felt something brush against his leg. He quickly looked down slightly startled meeting the bright green eyes of a small beautiful fluffy black cat. “you see sir this is a hybrid cat café. Its a place where people in the market for a hybrid can make a reservation to spend time with our hybrid cat breeds and hopefully adopt one” she stated. just then he looked around and sure enough there were about a dozen cats, some roaming around and others interacting with customers. he also realized that all of the waitresses had cat ears ranging in colors and fur lengths perched atop their heads as well as matching tails lively swinging behind them. Soobin had always wanted a pet however due to his busy schedule it was out of the question, but a hybrid can function as a pet that can survive on its own. a pet that can keep him company in his apartment and still take care of itself during his promotions. It was a perfect solution. Just then another waitress walked up the look in her eyes signaling that she recognized him. She lightly tapped the other waitress before they began to whisper among themselves. While Soobin waited for them to finish their conversation so he could hopefully make a reservation he bent down to look at the black cat resting by his feet. A truly adorable kitten you were with your smooth, shiny, soft black fur and wide yet piercing green eyes. Just as he was reaching to pet you the waitresses concluded their hushed conversation, turning their attention to him. “well sir you are in luck, someone just canceled their reservation so if you would like we can put you in their slot” one waitress said with a smile while the other stood behind her looking excited but shy. “But before we take you to your seat my friend here would like your autograph, she's a bit shy however she is a huge fan of your group” she asked politely and Soobin obliged feeling like its the least he could do for the kind waitress. they direct him to a seat in the back corner of the café all the while you follow closely behind him, as he gets comfortable in his seat you hop up gracefully landing directly in the middle of his lap before situating yourself and laying down. He chuckles to himself before petting you lightly with one hand and skimming through the menu with the other. You begin to purr as you nuzzle into his warm touch relaxing until the waitress walks up taking his order. her presence making you slightly more alert but still relaxed she doesn't notice that you've claimed him taking shelter atop his lap under the table so she asks if he would like to meet some of the other cats up for adoption at the café. Before he gets the chance to answer you hiss lightly biting his fingertips as a warning that he better not even think about it. he moves his hand and you hop onto he table in front of him shooting him a pointed look. almost as if he understands what you're trying to say he politely declines “oh no thanks I'm pretty good here with this one, we seem to have a connection”. the waitress gives him a surprised look before speaking again “really? That's (Y/N), she's been here a while and hardly ever interacts with any customers.” She then leaves to put in soobins order and you return to your place on his lap. he begins talking to you letting basic information about himself and his life slip past those full pink lips of his. hopefully he adopts you so you can transform into your human form. see hybrids up for adoption are only supposed to stay in their animal forms  when in places like adoption centers or cafes because its easier to care for a dozen cats then it is to care for a dozen humans. the waitresses are hybrids who have been adopted from this establishment and came back to work and care for their hybrid friends ensuring that the get adopted into good homes. if he adopts you then once you reach your new home you will be able to live in human form. While soobin continues talking to your cat form and you meow out responses as if he can actually understand you, you are interrupted again. this time by another cat form hybrid trying to move in and take him from you. Why cant they understand that he belongs to you? Why do they insist on trying to mark your soobin as their own? Cant they see that you chose him first? You cant wait until you guys get home and you can use your human form to mark his body with yours. maybe then they'll understand that he belongs to you. then soobin decides to be a brat and try to pet her. who does he think he is? what a bad boy! once you’re human again you'll be sure to punish him for doing such a thing. hopefully a nice punishment will ensure that your pe...owner never behaves this way again. before he touches her you pounce attacking the other cat growling and hissing threats. it was not enough to truly injure her but served as a warning to stay away from your property...owner. after that incident soobin decides to flag down a waitress and ask to get his food to go. the waitress quickly brings out his order in to go boxes and has a small stack of papers for him. “so do you think you'll be adopting a cat tonight” he looks down at you giving your best pleading eyes and in an impromptu decision he signs the papers. Now he officially belongs to you. he pays his bill before being handed a temporary cat carrier as you get comfortable preparing for the journey to your new home.


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i need a part two to the yeosang pretty boy 😳

I'm already planning it now. I'm thinking about a series where reader finds out about his obsession with them and manipulates him into becoming their perfect sub. However the reader underestimates how far he would truly go to make sure that he is their one and only pretty boy. His obsession has devolved so much that he would do anything for them. He lives for them. He would die for them. He values no other human life besides theirs so he would kill for them. He exists solely for the reader. But maybe that's just what the reader wanted? But idk if that's a bit too dark and intense. Even if I don't write that series he will be a recurring character with many of his own oneshots and scenario. I'm glad you enjoyed it ❤️

Pretty Boy (Yandere Sub!Yeosang x Reader)

CW: Yandere/Possessive behavior, jealousy, self-doubt/deprecation, masturbation, explicit sexual fantasies, msub, fingering, choking, mirror kink, cum eating, olfactophilia (turned on by smells).

A/N: Sorry it's late I accidentally put it in my drafts instead of posting it because I'm dumb. hope you enjoy and please let me know if you guys want more yandere sub content or more Yeosang content. my requests and ask box are open if you have any other ideas.

Pretty Boy (Yandere Sub!Yeosang X Reader)

You met at a fan sign. The fan sign was organized so each fan could meet their bias, so the most biased members were put first.

Due to Yeosangs more reserved nature, he didn’t have many fans that biased him so he was put last.

He somewhat expected this after all he wasn’t as outgoing and attention-grabbing as his other members. Just because he expected it doesn’t mean that his feelings weren’t hurt, however.

Yeosang put in more effort during this comeback asking for more lines and wearing more eyecatching outfits, he even got his own dance break. But it seemed that his efforts were futile because while his members all had fans lining up to meet them, lavishing them with gifts and showering them with praise Yeosang sat there with nobody across from him.

He held out hope that somebody would come to see him but no matter how many fans acknowledged him with a wave or a hello they always ended up sitting across from somebody else.

And so the event continued with Yeosang sitting and waiting while he listened to the lively conversations happening around him. The fans in the lines talking about the newest comeback while next to him sat Jongho talking with a fan. The fan mirrored many of the sentiments he heard throughout the course of the event “you’re so talented” “I loved your part” “you’re so handsome” “I love all of the members but you’re definitely my bias”

As much as he hated to admit it Yeosang was jealous. Why wouldn’t anyone say that about him? He came to the conclusion a while ago that maybe he isn’t as handsome or talented as the rest of the group. That thought really hit him a month ago when he was scrolling through a fansite. After scrolling for a bit he saw three posts that really affected him.

The first was a listing of someone offering to sell a photocard of San, the set price was 30$ and just as Yeosang was thinking that was way too much to pay for 1 photocard he realized that it had been sold. That alone wasn’t what bothered Yeosang though, the next post was a video of a fan doing an album unboxing. Even though Yeosang wasn’t particularly popular among atiny he still loved them with all of his heart which is why he opted to watch the video. The video was going well until it came to revealing the photocards, the fan specifically stated that they hoped for a Seonghwa or Wooyoung photocard before adding that they wouldn’t be disappointed with pulling a Mingi either. But as the fan revealed the photocards her face went from an expression of excitement to one of disappointment. She changed to a more neutral expression before revealing the photocards to the camera. There were 2 Yeosang photocards, one of which was a limited edition. Usually, fans are happy to pull limited edition photocards, however Yeosang could clearly see that this fan was not happy with the results of her unboxing. He chose to exit the video before it ended to spare his feelings but after seeing the next post he realized his mistake. It was another listing for the two photocards from the previous video, the listing read “I’m trading these two photo cards. If I don’t receive any offers soon I will just include them as freebies in my next sale.”

After that, he closed his laptop and hasn’t been on any fansites since then. He could understand why San’s photocard would sell for more than his but really he was only worth being given away as a free addition to another member’s photocard purchase?

Every second that passed Yeosang felt worse, after a while, he decided to look around the room. Even if atiny doesn’t want to see him he still wants to see them, he scanned the room observing the fans even exchanging looks and smiles with some of them. While looking around his eyes fell to the door just as it opened.

In you walked, your movements were a bit rushed, presumably because you were late. Yeosang’s eyes never left your figure as you walked up to security, handing them your ticket and allowing him to check your bags. There were two. One seemed to be your personal bag while the other was a gift bag. You spoke with the guard for a second and whatever you said surprised him as he began pointing you toward the lines.

You began moving toward the lines and Yeosangs interest grew, he wondered who you were here to see. He figured that there were 7 options excluding himself because if nobody else was here to see him then why would you be? The closer you got the more enamored he became, you were absolutely beautiful. Your pace slowed a bit and you were slowly making your way through the venue. He took in every detail about you that he could from head to toe. From your hair that looked extremely soft, to your face which he wanted nothing more than to get a better look at. Your outfit was slightly dressy while still appearing casual, the weather was warm so your outfit was showing some skin while remaining appropriate. Speaking of your skin it was just as beautiful as the rest of you being a nice rich brown color that looked as if you were glowing under the lighting of the venue. You continued on with a slight bounce in your step indicating that you were excited to be here until you reached the first line.

The first line was for San’s table, the most popular member of the group. Yeosang understood why he was so popular, he was handsome (more than any person should be in Yeo’s opinion) not to mention an extremely strong dancer, vocalist, and an all-around nice guy. But even with all of that, you continued past San’s line much to Yeosang’s surprise.

You approached the next line which belonged to Mingi. A talented rapper with a tall defined physique. He often caught fans’ attention, due to his height he was hard to miss. Even if you don’t see him you’ll be guaranteed to hear him. His deep voice always stands out in studio recordings or live performances, when he announces himself with a “FIX ON '' you know that it’s Mingi’s turn. There was a time when Yeosang thought that maybe if he had a tag like that then he would get noticed more but the thought quickly shut itself down as he began to feel nervous at the mere idea of announcing himself so boldly like that. However once again you continued past Mingi’s line with no hesitation 2/7 down.

Next was Ateez self-proclaimed “Sexy Guy” Yeosang’s best friend of many years Wooyoung. If someone like you was gonna stop for anybody then Yeosang would bet money that it was him. Wooyoung was virtually perfect, in all aspects he had a great balance of cute and sexy all while maintaining his unique personality. While Yeosang found Wooyoung’s personality to be a bit much for him at first they grew to like each other. Wooyoung just tended to draw people in which had a big hand in his popularity, after all he was able to become best friends with someone as reserved Yeosang. If someone as perfect as you was to bias anyone then Yeosang was happy that it was his best friend, or so he thought. Once again you walked past Wooyoung’s line much to Yeosangs shock.

The closer you got the more Yeosang had a chance to look at you, every step you took revealed another detail for his eyes to observe making him like you more. He began to zone out as he tended to do, staring at you and imagining what it would be like if you sat at his table. Even though he was the celebrity he found himself excited at the thought of meeting you. What was your name? Where were you from? What did you like? What did your voice sound like? What would you smell like? Was your skin as soft as it looked?

As Yeosang got lost in his mind thinking about you he failed to realize you were coming toward him. He didn’t notice how you walked past all of the other members until finally, you were standing in front of him.

“Hey, I’m (Y/N) is it okay if I sit,” you say softly

He snaps out of his daydream and stares at you with a shocked look on his face. Before he’s able to stop himself his thoughts find their way out of his mouth as he quietly asks “You’re here to see me?”

“Of course it is a meet your bias event after all why wouldn’t I be here to see you?” you say with a joking tone. Before he has a chance to respond, realization washed over your face “it’s okay if you don’t want to meet with me right now I know you’re shy. I’m sorry I was so excited that I didn’t even consider why you were sitting here alone” you said sincerely “I can go see someone else if you want to be alone, you’re my favorite member and I’d hate to make you uncomfortable.”

What? You were gonna leave? Why would he want that? You just got here you can't go! You can’t leave him for another member! He can’t let you leave! These thoughts raced through Yeosangs head before he quickly replied “ NO! It’s fine you can sit '' he rushed out a bit louder than he intended “just please don’t go” coming out a little more desperate than he wished. Despite his outburst, you took the seat across from him as you two began your conversation.

The conversation was actually going very well. Yeosang shocked himself with how well he was maintaining this interaction, he even kept eye contact the whole time. He pushed aside all of his shyness and anxiety to make sure that the interaction wasn’t awkward in order to make you stay, and it was working. You even laughed at his jokes!

A few minutes into the conversation he gestured to the gift bag which you sat on your lap. “Oh yeah these are gifts for you, they’re not much but I hope you like them,” you say as you slide the bag across the table. He takes it and places it with his personal items so it won’t get lost or mixed up with the other gifts when security comes to clear the table and put the gifts in the car.

Finally, he gets what he’s been wanting this whole time. A fan just for him, someone to give him gifts and compliment him. With every word you spoke to him his previous feelings of being inadequate abandoned his mind, all he could think about was you. You recognized his hard work complimenting his vocal parts and his dance break. He was so ecstatic that you noticed!

“I noticed that you switched up your style this comeback, I think it looks really good on you.” you say “then again you always look very pretty,” you said passively not really thinking about it. However, once you say it A deep blush overtakes Yeosang’s face as he replays the words in his head. You YOU think he’s pretty? He couldn’t believe it. Not many people have said that about him, especially recently when all of the attention was on everyone else. But if you said it then nobody else’s opinion really matters. In fact, it doesn’t matter if Yeosang had any other fans you’re the most important one, he doesn’t need fans lining up to see him, he’s glad that there’s nobody in his line because if they were then he wouldn’t be able to spend the rest of the event talking to you.

You sit there lost in conversation for 30 minutes just talking about random things, laughing and joking like you were old friends. Security approached the artist tables telling them to wrap up their conversations because the event was coming to an end. No no no it can’t end! They can’t leave! We were just getting somewhere! The thought of you leaving sends Yeosang into a mild panic. He finally has a fan, someone just for him and now he may never see them again! Just as his thoughts begin to run rampant your voice cuts them off “if you don’t mind I would love to take a picture” you say sweetly.

“Uh yeah okay” he agrees. As you take out your phone he notices your phone case, or rather what was inside of it. It was a photocard… of HIM, he stops you to ask about it. “Is that me?” he asks “oh yeah” you reply “it’s the limited edition photocard, I even decorated it wanna see?” you say excitedly. He nods as you hand him the phone. He observes it and notices your decorations. It's surrounded by stickers, some hearts and stars and across the bottom, there’s a name spelled out in sparkly letters “Sangie” he says a bit confused. “ It’s a nickname I came up with for you because when I was decorating it I ran out of y stickers,” you say. The nickname repeats in his head until you speak again “You know I really wanted that photocard in particular, it was super lucky that I found it for free on a fansite, all I had to do was trade the Seonghwa and Wooyoung photocards I pulled and they traded with me. 2 regular photo cards for a limited edition I couldn’t believe it” you said while reaching for your phone.

He walks around the table so you two can take a picture together. While you prepare your camera he stands next to you. Wow, they smell so nice he thinks trying to smell you discreetly. “Ok, you ready?” you ask he nods and positions himself smiling with you as you snap the picture. “Wait, I want to take one on my phone too,” he says hastily, grabbing his phone. After yall take your pictures together it was time to leave. Much to his dismay, you had to part ways. He reaches out for a handshake but you don’t realize so you pull him into a hug. “It was nice meeting you, I hope that we can meet again Yeosang '' you whisper in his ear. This action caused Yeosang to have many thoughts and feelings from how warm and soft you are, to how nice it feels to be this close, to him almost cumming in his pants, before finally landing on one thought you will meet again no matter what he has to do. After a few seconds you finally pull away and leave the venue, it takes all of Yeosang’s power not to pull you back and ask you to stay but he knows he can’t. He can only watch despairingly as you leave.

During the car ride back to the dorm everyone else was talking amongst themselves, but not Yeosang. He instead opted to sit in the back corner thinking about you the entire way home. On the way home they pick up some dinner and once they reach the dorms everyone sits in the living room to eat and converse while he goes to eat in his room.

He wanted to be alone when he opened your gift so he closed the door and sat on his bed. He eagerly opened the bag being excited to have a piece of you for himself. Inside the bag was a custom hoodie with a hehetmon in the middle, some of the snacks he said he liked in an interview, a plushie of his favorite character, a bracelet that said “sangie” and a knit blanket that looked handmade. As he was looking at his gifts taking time to look at and appreciate each one he noticed two things: one all of the gifts smelled like you and two that there was a note taped to the hoodie. He smiles before adorning himself in the gifts slipping on the hoodie, placing the bracelet on his wrist and the blanket over his lap cuddling the plushie surrounding himself in your scent before opening the letter. He made sure to open it very carefully, being sure not to damage it and began reading it. The letter was fairly long and included many things including some compliments and praise, some information on the gifts (you did make the blanket) but what really caught his eye was the end. “I know that this is a bit of a long shot but if you ever want to get in contact here are my social medias and my phone number, there’s no pressure to use them but I'd love to hear from you. Hope you enjoy the gifts pretty boy love, (Y/N).”

He rushed to grab his phone and open Instagram. He switched to his alt account and typed in the username in the letter and sure enough there you were. He began going through all of your pictures screenshotting his favorites (all of them) so he didn’t lose them. There were four that particularly caught his eye. The first was a pic of you at the beach glowing in the sunlight wearing a swimsuit that wasn’t particularly modest. The next was a picture of you. It was a candid shot of you sitting on your bed casually watching a movie in your pajamas. He wished that he was the one taking these pictures of you, accompanying you to the beach, or cuddling with you in bed watching a movie. The final pictures were together. The first was you wearing Ateez merch holding your albums happily and the next was you booking your tickets for the fan meet he saw the other Yeosang photocard on your desk.

As he was scrolling back through the pictures he found himself back at the top of the page his finger lingering above the message button. should he do it? In the letter you said that he could reach out and he wants to talk to you again. But did you really mean that or were you just being nice? Would you think he was weird and creepy for texting you less than 2 hours after seeing you? Would you block him because it was an alt account? Eventually, Yeosang had psyched himself out so much that he decided against it. He was feeling a lot of emotions at the moment: anxiety, insecurity, confusion, happiness but the one that was dominating at the moment was lust. He didn’t know what was setting him off like this. Was it your Instagram pictures, your scent lingering on the gifts surrounding him, the memories of meeting you at the event. Ultimately he realized that it was a combination of the three.

He got up to look out his door making sure that his roommates weren’t coming in the room, sure enough, Wooyoung was nowhere to be seen, probably with San who also was absent and Jongho was doing a Vlive. He closed and locked his door, dimming the lights and getting comfortable on his bed. He removed his pants and underwear leaving himself only in the hoodie you gifted him, he took a deep inhale savoring your scent before laying on his back. He set the plushie on his cock and slowly began grinding against it as he reached over to his nightstand to grab his phone and a discreetly packaged bottle of lube. He squeezed some lube on one hand spreading it around his fingers before trailing them down his body past his cock stopping to tease his hole. He unlocked his phone to look at the pictures he screenshotted from your instagram, equipped with the pictures and his imagination he began slowly sliding one finger into his tight hole pushing it deeper as he grinded against the plushie. He bit down on the collar of the hoodie to hide his moans from his group mates as he began to imagine that his hand was yours, that the soft warm welcoming hand he shook earlier was here fingering his needy little asshole. While swiping through the pictures he came across the beach picture, this turned him on so much it caused him to slip another finger inside himself stretching the tight rim and eliciting a high pitched pathetic moan of your name from his mouth only muffled by the fabric of the hoodie that was doused in your scent. He gradually began to speed up his ministrations until he was using his finger to aggressively pound into his hole desperately searching for his sweet spot. You would probably be able to find it, he thought you would probably finger his tight hole so well while praising him with your sweet voice. He wondered how you would do it, if it were up to him he would want you to put him on his back spreading his legs while pinning his hands above his head with one hand using the other to drill 2 or maybe even 3 of your big fingers into his slutty little ass. Or maybe you would sit him on your lap feeling your larger body against his back as he sits on you facing a mirror, both of you watching as you jerk him off while choking him with your fingers. Making him gag on them for a bit before taking them out and using his drool as lube to begin stretching his hole out. Making him cum all over his stomach you stop jerking his sensitive cock but you continue fingering him using the hand that was previously stroking his cock to pick up some of his mess and forcing them into his mouth he cleaned them and once you removed them he began whining about overstimulation. But you wouldn't listen would you? No you would simply take that hand and wrap it around his throat choking him while looking at him in the mirror, he wanted nothing more than to hear you call him pretty again. Your pretty boy Yeosangie. Before his thoughts about you could go any further he was cut off by an intense pleasure overtaking his body he looked at the picture of you on his screen before letting out one last call of your name and cumming.

After he calmed down he quickly realized that he made a mistake. He forgot to move the plushie he was grinding on and now it's ruined with his cum. He quickly moved to grab a napkin and wipe it off, he was able to get most of it off however there was still a stain. He had to make a decision: should he wash it out, thus causing your scent to be washed from the plushie forever or should he just leave it for a while? He opted to leave the stain just until your scent fades naturally and then wash it. He cleans everything up, unlocks the door and gets back in his bed. He was exhausted from the day he had so he drifted off to sleep quickly dreaming of you.

The next day was a break for them after such a busy day yesterday so Yeosang chose to chill in the dorms just hanging out with his group mates. Eventually it was lunch time, he was sitting at the table eating with some members when he got a notification telling him that you posted on instagram. He quickly opened it up but before he was able to fully enjoy the image Mingi came up behind him taking a peek at his phone screen. “WOAH WHO’S THAT” he yells startling Yeosang. “Nobody” Yeosang replies quickly with a hint of nervousness in his voice. “Well whoever it is they are really attractive” he states Yeosang can feel himself getting upset but he tries to dismiss it after all you ARE attractive and clearly Mingi didn't mean any harm by it. Just as he was getting his feelings reigned in, Mingi spoke again” Hey bro what's their instagram?” “Why do you want to know?” Yeosang asked, trying to mask the jealousy in his tone. “Well I mean why not? They’re hot and it's not like we have a dating ban” he said, pulling out his phone. Yeosang was already angry but he needed to find a way to avoid giving Mingi the information without having an outburst. No matter what he couldn't let Mingi get to you, if he did then it would be over. So he does the only thing he can think of, he drops his phone and plays it off. “Oh shit” he says before picking it up “sorry let me get the @ for you” he turns it back on quickly refreshing the page” damn sorry Mingi i wasn't following her and when my phone fell it refreshed the page and i lost her” he lied. With a disappointed look, Mingi put his phone away and said “It’s ok Yeo just let me know if you find it again” “i sure will” he lied again, this time with a smile.

To avoid suspicion he waited a bit before retiring to his room, despite his earlier acting, he was still shaken up by the situation. It was a close call and he almost lost you, he can't let that happen again. What happens next time someone finds you attractive and decides to try to get with you? This time he was able to stop it but what happens next time someone tries to dm you or worse approaches you in real life! He slowly begins to panic at the thought of you becoming a fan of somebody else. NO! You were HIS fan! Only his! You called him pretty and gave him gifts! Not Mingi or anyone else! Finally, he knew what he had to do.

With a shaky hand he grabbed his phone, opening it to t Instagram, he found your account and typed out a message attaching a picture of himself as proof. He hurriedly clicked send before he could psych himself out again.

About half an hour after you posted a picture on instagram you got a dm notification from a random account. This account had no followers or content but you decided to check it. You were met with a short sweet message and a picture attached that explained the weirdness of the account, it was an alt account. Once you were sure of who it was you sent a message back.

Yeosang sat at the edge of his bed, every vibration of his phone sent a shiver down his spine as he rushed to check it. Much to his disappointment, the notifications were never the ones he wanted to see, they were never from you. Until it was. He opened the dm within seconds and the message he received was all he wanted to see.

@(Y/N) sent a message

“Hey pretty boy, I missed you.”


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Hello Everyone

I’m J.T and this is my fanfic blog

I made this blog to post my self indulgent fics after being inspired by others so it is gonna have nsfw writing. I’ve had Tumblr for a while however this will be my first time posting anything let alone my writing. I am still new to being an active poster and writer so please be patient as i find my footing.

My fics will usually include:

- A black and or poc reader/oc (since i am black that's what I relate too most and I hope other poc readers can feel represented in my stories seeing as there aren't enough out there)

-G/n or fem reader/oc (i don't have the most experience writing from a male perspective however i hope i can use this blog to practice and gain feedback. I will mostly start out writing wlw, wlm, nblw, nblm, ect)

-Smutty or suggestive fics (this blog will not only be 18+ content however since there will be a lot if smut it is 18+) 

-There will also be some extreme sexual content so i would suggest you read all the way through his post before following but even if you don't all of my works will have TWs and CWs at the very beginning.

-Fluff

-Angst

-AUs (married, hybrid, mafia. a/b/o, soulmate).

-Yandere/Codependent toxic relationships (some will be fluffy and romantic however I do not condone this irl)

My writing will center around some of the fandoms that i am currently into however because i am neurodivergent that list tends to change based on what I'm hyperfixated on at any given moment.

Who i write for(will change fairly frequently)

K-pop

-Ateez

-TBZ

-BTS

-NCT(all units)

-Enhypen

-TXT

-Twice(pls recommend more girl groups)

-Got7

-E’last

-Cix

-SVT

-Victon

-MX

-p1Harmony

Anime:

-BNHA(Aged up)

-Seraph of the End

-Demon Slayer

-Jujutsu Kaisen

-Naruto

-One Punch Man

-Assassination Classroom

-Balance Unlimited

Other

-Marvel 

-DC

-Obey Me

-The Umbrella Academy

-Alice in Borderland

-TVD/The Originals

i will try to take requests however its hard for me to write good works about ideas that I didn't think of or aren't interested in.

NSFW:

This is a mostly Dom!reader blog. Most of my stories will be either dom!reader switch!reader or no express roles will be stated. I need to be in a specific headspace to write sub!reader so when that happens i will make a post asking for sub!reader ideas and requests. Only minor FICTIONAL CHARACTERS will be aged up I will not write about “aged up” real people for example aged up Bakugo is fine but no aged up Huenigkai. Real minors and or barley legals will only have fluff and angst about them no smut or even suggestive. 

I will make sure to add TW and CW at the beginning of all of my stories to avoid accidentally triggering someone. I would like people who aren't into all of my depraved shit to still be able to safely read and enjoy my blog.

Kinks(some are extreme so please leave my blog if that will trigger you):

-BDSM

-Overstim

-Orgasm Control/Denial

-Femdom

-G!P

-Feminization

-Crossdressing

-Mommy/Daddy

-Sensory deprivation

-Marking

-Breeding

-Goddess/Worship

-Dollification

-Objectification

-Dumbification

-Pet Play

-Caging

-Knifeplay

-Cumplay

-Watersports/Omo

-Spitplay

-Yandere/Obsession

-Cnc/coercion (agreed upon beforehand)

-Humiliation

-Public/exhibitionism

-Voyeurism

-Somonophilia

I won’t write(hard limits)

-Scat

-Vomit

-Rape

-Incest

-Beastiality( only human form hybrids)


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