These Past Two Months Have Been Really... Eye Opening?

These past two months have been really... Eye opening?

I knew I was disabled, but I always just pushed it down and pushed through it. I guess I was stuck in my own ableist mindset against myself. "It's not that bad." But it is. And I don't really know what that means for my life.

I have to do this for the rest of my life :)

Liking some aspects of your drawing, but absolutely despising others is not fair.

I like the "naked" body, i hate the clothes

I like the head, hate the face

I like the hair, I hate the colour

I want to simplify, but also hate that :D

I've been so wrapped up in 3D and writing/mapping out a comic I haven't drawn in a while, so here's a new character design

This is Senna, at 33 years old

I keep flipping between "just make the comic, who cares if it's trash" and "my pride can't take this it's cringe stop"

Sir, he's literally filing his taxes

Trying again because I hated the last one 🙃

I don't know what I want, I just know I hate my art

Learning so many new brushes~