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had you watched star wars for jodie comer
I’ve seen the movie (Rise Of Skywalker) and I know she was Rey’s mother but that’s it.
Thanks for asking though.

Cadence: TEASER

You're a barista in New York just trying to make ends meet, but you record and post erotic audios on the side to make more money. You've developed quite a following on Reddit, so you make a profile on Quinn, and it takes off. Little do you know, one of your subscribers and biggest fans happens to be a blind lawyer that frequents your coffee shop. One day he finally figures out that the voice who takes his coffee order is the same voice he fucks his pillow to.
Does he confess his dirty little secret and try to get your pillow talk in person, or does he try to play it cool?

Do you like coffee shop AUs? Do you like flustered men? Do you like audio porn? THEN I HAVE THE FIC FOR YOU!
I'm thinking this might be 3-4 parts at most, but it's gonna be a fun and sexy ride!
(divider courtesy of the very lovely @saradika)
Ummm, I realize there are many irons in the proverbial fire right now, one of them being The Angel In The Garden of Evil which has me hooked; but ummm, should you ever decide to add to this piece: I am floating like a tiny traveler in space, orbiting like a satellite. waiting with so so many questions. Who is she? Besides super healing abilities, what other talents does she have? What is it about her that mocks peoples’ misfortunes? How did she and Peter meet four months ago? What is her story? What is THEIR story? (Tell me more about the quickie?!!) As a traveler, I want to visit this world you have created; for after only getting a glimpse in this short piece, I want to experience more…I want to go to there…
A Matter Of Life And Death | tasm!Peter x vigilante reader
Warnings- angst, death, injuries
Summary- things take a major twist for you and Peter in the middle of a skirmish, but that doesn’t seem to be the only twist.
A/N- Just another short one based on the prompt “it’s odd the things you remember when you watch someone die”. This is just freaking angsty because I’m forever in my feels.

~ Peter’s POV
It’s odd the things you remember when you’re watching someone die. Their laugh. The way they completely flipped you over their body when you first met. Stealing your food before you had even gotten a chance to eat it. Laughing at peoples misfortunes. The faces they pull when trying to entice you into a quicky at the end of the night… And it’s because of all that and more, she was the last person I ever thought would sacrifice her own life for that of an other. She’s done nothing but challenge me and mock me but also surprise me…there really is no one like her and now there wouldn’t be again.
When we first met on that rooftop 4 months ago, she stood there in her black and pink suit, hand outstretched and said she was the most interesting person I would ever meet and now she’s….
I mean she’s….
Peter looked down at his gloves as he held her body, unable to look at her face. He’d initially pulled her mask up to help her breathe but it was no use, she wasn’t breathing, her body was limp. He couldn’t meet her eyes, her cold glassy eyes, but looking down at his hands and her body before him was no better. There was so much blood.
He missed it. He should have caught it. She shouldn’t have had to be the one to push that kid out the way. To take the full force of the blow instead, it should have been him. He should have done it. He should have done a lot of things.
He should have told her how he felt, not hid behind his previous pain which only doubles now it’s happened again. Another lover, lost to this dangerous way of life.
He slowly let his head fall over her chest, his arms wrapping protectively around her body. They had been fighting side by side every day since that first night, even slept beside each other some nights. After everything with Gwen, he finally didn’t feel alone. But that was different again now. It was just him again now. Just-
He feels it in his sense first, but it happens too quickly. He only just has time to move his head out the way as her body suddenly sits up as she takes in a large gulp of air.
“Wow, wow, wow.” He quickly holds out his hands to allow her something to brace herself on. Her chest heaves rapidly as her eyes dart around at the scene until they land on the familiar sight of his mask. They calm for the smallest of moments before they grow frantic again, her hand reaching for her chest.
“Parker, what the fuck happened?!” Her fingers claw at her chest as if it will rip the panic from where it currently resides so she can feel her heartbeat and be sure she’s alive.
Peter can’t help but look her over in disbelief as her wounds began to fuse back together before his very eyes.
“I believe you just came back from the dead.” He quips trying to break the tension. “I didn’t know you could do that.”
“Neither did I.” There’s a pause as they both drink in this moment and she’s finally able to pick up on his body language. “Were you crying Parker?” She jokes, a smile breaking out over her face.
“Uh. What? No.” He tries to shake her off, acting cool, still trying to impress her after all these months.
“Yeah, you were.” She says as he starts to help her up.
She leans into his body as she tries to find her balance, pulling her mask back down with one hand, before he helps her hobble back up the street. Her body still slowly healing as sirens blare in the background.
“So does this mean you’re immortal?”
“Not now Parker.”
Eddie as peacemaker/referee along with Harry is an interesting dynamic. I almost picture Eddie as admiring Angel's toughness and being protective toward her (going a little off his arrogant type of chivalry) but being easy going enough that he doesn't necessarily want to upset Peter's applecart.
Angel and Felicia is interesting dynamic number two. Angel took the news from Peter waaay better than I would've (yeah, so it was three years, doesn't mean I am rational) but then again, Angel asked the question and you don't ask if you don't want to know. Loved how Felicia just gave her a look. That is a personality sitting there eating a cupcake and you write her with that in mind.
Lastly, Peter and Angel. Those three years are a chasm. Can't say for certain who I think will be first to attempt to engineer a bridge. Or jump. Guess I'll need to wait and see...
Well done!
The Angel In The Garden of Evil | Chapter Five: You Don't Own Me
Summary: Things continue to grow tense for Angel and Peter as secrets come to light on both sides.
Warnings: 18+ Only, eventual smut, lots of drama, mentions of genre typical violence, angst
Word Count: 2.6k
A/N: With all my recent traveling I almost forgot it was Wednesday... Anyway I am super excited to share yet another chapter of this story. Things continue to heat up for our couple, we introduce and get to know more characters and dynamics from Peter's team as well as work in and reference other things from canon Spiderman lore. Just as an extra, when I think of and write about Felicia I can't help but picture Anya Taylor Joy, let me know if you see it. Enjoy!

FIVE
“What? How do you know?” Asked Eddie as they all piled back into May’s apartment.
“Yeah, I thought this guy was supposed to be a ghost.” Harry chimed in.
Peter held his hand close to Angel’s back. He hadn’t taken his eyes off of her the whole way home. He ushered her further forward into the flat, coaxing her towards the sofa, prompting her to take a seat so they could talk about this properly.
Peter sat himself on the coffee table directly in front of her, his hands reaching out to rest against her thighs, drawing her out of her thoughts in her head and back into the room with him.
“Angel, you gotta tell me baby, what’s going on? What’s happening?” Peter encouraged her soothingly, but his irritation was burning under his skin and Harry’s incessant babbling and theorising in the background wasn’t helping him. “HARRY, SHUT UP!” he snapped, turning his head towards his friend then back to his wife. He watched as she swallowed deeply, she had gone so pale, it was honestly scaring him. “Princess-”
“I met him.”
“What? When?”
“With my Dad. They had this sit down. My Dad wanted to sort things out; he was trying to minimise the casualties.” He watched uncomfortably as she winced, the memories flooding her.
But Peter felt confused. “He spoke like he hadn’t seen you in years. Like he was this old work colleague of your Dad’s. Almost like you would run around his back garden at company barbecues.”
“I told you Pete, he’s a fucking mastermind. He plans out every single detail for maximum impact.” She suddenly shrugged off her blazer and brought her uninjured arm up closer to his face, twisting her arm to show off a small burn scar on the back of her arm. Peter tenderly reached out his hand, his thumb brushing against the shiny healed skin. “I got that after they took me hostage.” she informed him. “He used me as a bargaining chip.” she continued to explain as Peter suddenly stood, his internal rage bubbling under the surface, ready to burst, making him restless. He began to pace the floor, nibbling at his thumb and lower lip as she continued.
“That looks like the barrel of a gun.” Eddie said, inching forward to get a better look.
“One of his men fired a warning shot then placed the still smoking metal to the back of my arm.”
“When was this?” Peter asked between gritted teeth.
“Around 8 weeks ago.”
“Jesus Christ.” Peter snarled, his hands thrusting into his hair. “What were you thinking?” he snapped at her. “Why didn’t you come home!” He pressed her, his pupils blown in anger.
“I couldn’t-”
“Why didn’t he send you home!”
“Pete.” Harry tried to hold his hands out to Peter, encouraging him to give her some space and calm down.
“He was playing with her fucking life!” Peter continued to shout in his face. “All this time he was trying to keep her safe from me, KEPT MY OWN WIFE FROM ME, because he said it was safer and-!” Peter couldn’t even finish his sentence he was in such a rage.
Eddie quickly stood between the couple too, slowly stepping forward with Harry to try and back Peter away, to get him to calm down enough to see sense.
Angel was struggling to look at him, his words slicing at her like a knife. As Harry and Eddie continued their attempt to quell Peter’s anger, she began to look around the room. She was surprised with all of his shouting that May hadn’t come out from wherever she was to see what all the commotion was about.
“Where’s May?” she asked to the room.
“We’ve got someone driving her out to the cabin to keep her safe while all this is going on.” Eddie turned to fill her in.
“Which is exactly the kind of thing HE should have done in the first place.” Peter spat, his anger starting to boil again.
“Jesus Peter!” she shouted at him as she finally found her nerve again and came to a stand to confront him. “Pull yourself together. Fuck! This is exactly why he didn’t want me near you.”
Peter froze, her words going off like a bomb, an awkward silence falling over the room. “What’s that supposed to mean?” he said as he stepped towards her. He suddenly had that controlled, scary calm demeanour to him.
“I think you know exactly what that means.” she said quietly, but determinedly to him.
“Okay. Okay, I think everyone just needs to chill out.” Eddie said as he stepped forward with his arms outstretched in an attempt to separate them before either one of them did or said anything else to cause even more damage to their marriage.
Angel sighed as she turned back towards the sofa, her hands pressing lightly against the sides of her face as she sat. Peter too turned away, pacing towards the bookcase she had been observing the night before.
There was a light knock on the door and Harry walked down the hall to answer it.
“Hey man, what’s going on?” the youthful deep voice she recognised from the morning, greeted Harry as he opened it. Harry gave a non verbal answer making the voice respond, “ooh tough crowd.”
The two gentlemen made their way back down to the living room.
“Boss… Eddie… Maam.” a tall black youth said as he entered the room. Looking at him, Angel didn’t think he could be more than 19 or 20 years of age. A young recruit for Peter and definitely not in line with their old rules.
“Angel, this is Miles, Miles this is Angel, my wife.” Peter hissed the final word as he made introductions.
“Pleasure to meet you.” Miles said, stepping forward and reaching out a hand to her.
“And you, Miles.” she said quietly, still exacerbated by the recent spat.
“Umm, we’re going out, Miles is here to look after you while we’re gone.” Peter informed her.
“Really, Pete?” she said suddenly standing again, the tension in the room beginning to rise once more. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. You got me a BabySitter!” She stressed the syllables of the word. “How old are you?” she quickly snapped to Miles.
“21.” he quietly interjected as she continued to rant.
“He’s a fucking child Peter. You are having me babysat by a literal child.”
“I’m not a child.” Miles tried to defend himself.
“Look I can’t have you come out with me, it’s not safe.” Peter began throwing back her way. “And especially not after this morning or what you’ve just fucking told me.”
“Oh My God!” She started to protest.
“And he’s not a child Angel. He is perfectly capable of watching out for you while I run out for a few hours.”
“You have got to be fucking kidding me.”
“No, I’m not.” Peter said as he began to snatch up his things, eager to leave the apartment as quickly as possible before either one of them said anything that would really hurt the other. “Look, I’ll be back in a couple hours, you can scream at me then, but until then you’re gonna stay here and not cause Him any trouble.” he said pointing towards Miles, before he took one look back at her as she sat herself down on the sofa, a scowl on her face. “Fuck.” he grumbled more to himself. “Come on, let’s go.” He finished as he corralled Harry and Eddie out the door which he slammed shut.
Miles uncomfortably edged himself over to the empty armchair before taking a seat across from his new charge. “I promise I’m not that bad.” he said, hoping to diffuse the tension. She just rolled her eyes at him.
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Miles sat patiently scrolling on his phone as Angel paced back and forth across the main living room floor, her hands constantly raking through her hair trying to destress.
“Would you just chill out or something, you’re making me nervous.” Miles threw out to the room which only resulted in her flashing him yet another glower. “Fine. Jeez.” he grumbled as his attention turned back to his phone.
She continued to pace back and forth for another few minutes before she suddenly stormed off to the kitchen. Miles listened as cupboards were opened and different items were slammed onto the kitchen counter. He reluctantly got up from his seat to investigate.
“What are you doing?” he asked as he came to a stand in the doorway, watching her as she began to spoon cups of flour into a glass bowl.
“What does it look like I’m doing?”
“Ummm, cooking?”
“I’m making cupcakes.” She corrected. “You told me to chill out so that’s what I’m doing. When I’m stressed, I bake.” she said as she began grinding butter and sugar in a separate mixer she’d dragged out of one of the cupboards.
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When Peter arrived back at the apartment 2 and a half hours later, Eddie, Harry and a mystery blonde in tow, she had made and frosted, one batch of vanilla cupcakes, one batch of chocolate cupcakes, one batch of traditional chocolate chip cookies and another of white chocolate and cherry. She was just taking the last tray of chocolate chip cookies out of the oven, placing them carefully onto a cooling rack when Eddie barrelled into the kitchen.
“Uhh I knew I smelt something good.” he exclaimed as his fingers reached for one of the cookies and took a bite. He’d reached for one of the fresh out of the oven cookies however and instantly regretted it as he burnt his tongue on a still molten chocolate chip. “Ahh shit.” he breathed loudly as he sucked air into his mouth to try and cool it down.
“Serves you right.” Angel chastised.
“Damn.” the platinum blonde, who Angel noticed wore a pair of small black cat ears on her head, said as she made her way into the kitchen. “I didn’t realise we were opening up a bakery.” she jests.
“She stress bakes.” Miles proudly spoke up, filling her in.
“I see.” The blonde said as her fingers reached for a vanilla cupcake. Angel watched enviously as the woman skulked away, pausing in the doorway when Peter stepped into it. “She stress bakes.” the woman lowly repeated with what Angel felt was a sense of superiority.
“Not now Felicia.” he said as he let her pass. “Umm, can I talk to you for a second?” he asked, his attention now falling on Angel.
“Umm, yeah, of course.” she quietly said as she put down the now empty baking tray and slipped her hands out of the oven mitts she had been wearing. “Don’t touch that, it’s hot.” she quickly said to Eddie in jest as she passed him.
“Ha, ha.” he deadpanned and she couldn’t help but chuckle.
As they passed through the living room, Peter leading her towards his old bedroom, her eyes couldn’t help but fall on the other woman, Felicia, who now sat in the old faded armchair in the living room, carefully picking at the cupcake she had taken. Noticing their presence Felicia couldn’t help but shoot a knowing look between them, a small smirk growing in the corner of her mouth.
“You slept with her, didn’t you?” Angel calmly asked him as he closed the door behind them.
“What?” His brow furrowed as he looked at her.
“The platinum blonde beauty in the living room currently picking at one of my cupcakes-”
“Felicia.” he interjected.
“You slept with her didn’t you?”
“What? Really you wanna go into this now?” he asked her, his irritation rising despite her calm demeanour.
“It’s a simple yes or no Peter.” she stated as she moved across the room to sit on the end of the bed as he continued to stand by the door, flummoxed about how they’d even got into this conversation.
“Look, I don’t blame you.” she continued. “Pete I was gone for 3 years, you really think I expected you to be cellibate.” He looked to his feet as he shook his head in disbelief. “Yes or no?”
“YES.” he hastily threw out.
“Does it mean anything?” she calmly asked.
“No, of course not.” he said a lot more calmly. “Now can we not talk about it.”
“Sure, sure.”
There was a pause as he attempted to compose himself once more. “Look, I pulled you in here because I wanted to apologise.” he said but his eye’s couldn’t fully meet hers. She pursed her lips, holding her tongue whilst she waited for him to continue. “I’m sorry okay.” he said again, this time with more conviction as his gaze slowly met hers. “I shouldn’t have shouted at you like I did and… I shouldn’t have treated you like we were on lockdown and that you needed a babysitter okay. I’m just not used to…” his voice trailed off for a moment as he observed her. “This.” he finally said as his hands motioned towards her. “I mean, last night and then everything this morning and then…” he really didn’t know how to articulate. How to even summarise her changes, the distance between them. How he felt about it all. “It’s just- different okay.”
“Okay.” she agreed timidly and understandingly.
There was silence between them as they both tried to process what had been said and find the right words to say. Peter chose to focus on familiarity in the end,
“I see you still bake then.” he quietly said, his body taking a small step towards her.
“Yeah.” she acknowledged quietly.
“What’ you planning on doing with all that?” he asked.
“I’m sure given the chance Eddie would probably eat most of it.” Peter chuckled in agreement. He always had enjoyed her sense of humour. “I was actually thinking I might take it down to the shelter.”
“F.E.A.S.T?” he asked.
“Yeah.”
“I think they’d like that.”
“You gonna let me take them down myself?” she asked as he quietly took a seat next to her.
“Take Miles with you.”
She nodded in agreement. “Was there anything else you wanted to talk about?” she asked quietly, not daring to look at him now he was so close, despite the way his body was turned towards her.
“I’m gonna pop back to the house, see it for myself.” he announced softly.
“Okay.” she replied, finally allowing herself to look up at him.
“Umm, I’ve got a couple of other errands to run after that but, umm,” he said nervously, “I’m gonna get Felicia to book us a table for dinner tonight so we can umm, talk. You know, try and figure this out.”
“Okay.” she agreed.
“Okay.” he repeated.
They sat on the bed in silence for a moment, the two of them just staring at one another. Peter couldn’t help it, when she moved her head and a few strands of hair fell forward across her face, his fingers automatically reached to push them back, tucking them behind her ear. His hand lingered at the edge of her jaw. For a moment that tension seemed to come back. Every time it felt heavier and heavier, both of them waiting to see who would break first, who would make the first move. But then the reminder of their fight took over, the unaccounted time that hung between them beginning to drive them apart.
“Umm, you should get going.” she said quietly. “And I should go and box all those baked goods up and take them down to the shelter.”
He didn’t want to speak. Didn’t want this moment to end. Didn’t want to take his hand away from her, the comfort of her skin against his fingertips.
When he continued not to move, she finally brought her fingers up to his, slowly lowering his hand away from her face, carefully placing it back down between them. She licked her lips regrettably, then got up and left.
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