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More Posts from Taintedheartx
Itâs Oct 10âŠ. âïž
Best birthday present.. get to see my man againđ«Š

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New to tumblr but want to post some stuff on here cus why not trying to get into the flow of writing but Iâm a literal noobie at this so donât know where to start..
For now Iâm gonna just tread lightly and maybe post a few one shots and then once I get comfortable Iâll try to progress into doing more stuff.
Who Iâll write for..âïž
-Neteyam sully~ atwow
-Loak sully~ atwow
-jj maybank~ outer banks
-Rafe Cameron~ outer banks
Anyways welcome to my blog!!
If you see flaws please help a girl out iâm pretty new to this and donât really know what Iâm doing.. lolđ
real
when i want fluff/angst fics and all iâm getting is smut


the struggle is real
Sleepover ~ Rafe Cameron

Pairing: Rafe Cameron x pogue!reader
Warning: sexual references, age gap, loss of virginity, oral(fem receiving), fingering, p in v, unprotected sex. ends with fluff
Sypnosis: Sarah brings her friend over to spend the night while ward and rose are gone.
Word count: forgot.
A/N: this is my first time doing something like this so I donât really know what to feel about it and itâs probably really bad, but I hope you enjoy! Also I do not condone or suggest a age gap like one in the story, itâs just simply for the plot<3 also not proofread.

As per usual it was a boiling hot day in the obx so when Sarah offered to just hang at her place for while I didnât say no. Mostly to take advantage the air conditioned space that was her large room. In this hot sun the memory of her intimidating brother I would usually want to avoid slipped my mind completely..
The fresh breeze of cool air hitting my face in heat like this was nothing short of heavenly when we walked in. âDo you want something to drink Y/N?â Sarah asks.
âYea sureâ I say while my eyes wandered to a picture of her older brother on the wall, a little backstory on you two.
You were fourteen when you first met Sarah which made her older brother seventeen, You didnât exactly hate him but he was never really that nice to you mainly for the fact that you were a pogue.
Now you were sixteen and he was nineteen.
Snapping out of your thoughts and slowly walking in the kitchen. She opens her fridge revealing soft drinks and other groceries. âWhat do you want.. we have water, soda and lemonade?
âUhh lemonade?âI say feeling a sudden presence emerge from behind me.
âWhoâs here?â
I feel my stomach drop and feeling suddenly anxious at the sound of his voice.
âJust me and my friend douchebagâ Sarah says pouring my drink.
He emerges from the steep hallway and take a look at my face.
His expression was a bit complex like he didnât want to show it but he was pleasantly surprised to see me. It was quickly covered by his bold demeanor.
âWhat did dad tell you about bringing your pogue friends home?â
âitâs not a big deal and heâs not even here so calm down rafe.â
I stand still awkwardly before Sarah walks over to me.
She hands me the drink, âletâs go to my room I have something I need to tell you.â
I take a sip of the sweet lemonade and follow her up the stairs, sneakily taking a glance at his devilish smirk before heading up.
Once we make it to her room sit down and get comfortable on her bed.. before she starts talking about what the tea sheâs been dying to tell me all day.
She tells me about how only a few days ago was when she lost her v-card to topper. My eyes widen a bit at the bluntness of the words. âI thought you said you wanted to wait.â I question
âYea but I mean I got really curiousâŠand horny.
We erupt in laughter.
âWhat about you Y/N?â
The question I was hoping wouldnât come up came up.
âUhh no I-I never done it before?â You say eyes shyly meeting the floor.
Sarahâs expression drops into a more serious look.
âReally?â
âNot trying to be mean but you donât seem that innocent.â
âYea well I kinda amâ I chuckle at the thought and just laugh it off.
âI never knew thatâ
Unbeknownst to you and Sarah.. rafe was outside the door eavesdropping your entire conversation.

It was now 7:00 and you had managed to watch a few episodes of some random tv show Sarah was trying to get you on.. wasnât really that entertaining though. You both started getting hungry and the snacks we had that were left didnât seem too appetizing anymore.
âWe should order pizza and watch a scary movieâ Sarah says.
âYea that sounds good.â
Sarah switches the tv to horror options. Then puts her phone to her ear getting ready to make the order, when thereâs a knock on Sarahâs door.
âWhat?â She yells annoyed.
The door opens and reveals rafe although your too busy polishing your nails to notice.
âAre you guys hungry?â You can see him jerk his head in my peripheral now glaring at you.
She points to the phone, âyea weâre ordering pizza.â
âOh okay pepperoni right?â
âYea now get out.â She says throwing a pillow at the door. I can hear his footsteps head downstairs indicating that the coast was clear.
Once sheâs done ordering the pizza she grabs the remote and begins to scroll down the horror section on Netflix. She suddenly stops what sheâs doing and turns to you.
âSo I hate to be the one to point it out but no one else will so.. have you been noticing how weird my brother acts when your here?â
You reply with âwhat do you mean?â
âCmon Y/N donât act oblivious nowâ
âYou seen the way he looks at you right?â
âNot really noâ
âLet me tell you something what he just did right now he never comes in here when itâs just me to see if Iâm hungry thatâs how I know somethingâs up he always tries to find excuses to come in my room when your here.â
âHe definitely has a little crush on you.â She nonchalantly says throwing a chip in her mouth, conversation quickly shifting in her favorite scary movie she wanted me to see and clicking on it.
My eyes falter a bit taking in all the information she had just told me. A bit stunned at the thought of rafe having those type of feelings for me. Also thinking back at the other occurrences of you coming to the Cameron house, mentally searching for any type of odd behavior from him.
I shake my head though denying the tension.
Meanwhile rafe was going crazy at the thought of you being a virgin, it was true rafe had a little thing for Y/N ever since Sarah started bringing her around sophomore year. He didnât want to like her. why would he? She a pogue.
He also was afraid of any type of rejection, but he couldnât resist anymore he wanted you so bad..and he had a plan that he hoped would work tonight.

7:34
The fancy doorbell echoed through the house and Sarah paused the movie that was to your surprise actually entertaining.
You follow her downstairs and see her pull out a $20 dollar bill from her wallet and pull open the door to get the pizza, while you went to the kitchen and grabbed a few paper plates from her pantry.
You heard rafeâs door open and close upstairs indicating heâs coming down, then suddenly feeling a nervous rush course through you.
Once he comes downstairs, Sarah had gotten the pizza placing it on the table and opening it.
â Iâm so hungry.â She exaggerates.
Rafe comes around her and makes sudden eye contact with you which caught you off guard. Then he goes behind you and grabs a plate as well.
His presence was oddly intimidating and a bit awkward if you have to admit, but that could just be your lack of social skills talking.
He was certainly attractive but you felt like apart of you was wrong for thinking that because heâs Sarahâs brother.
You snap out of your brief daze to Sarah asking if you wanted soda, to which you stuttered yes.
While she turned around to get the soda which was behind a few things, rafe took this opportunity to sneak something inside of the pocket of your jean shorts. He followed that with a soft booty slap.. making sure it wasnât loud to which Sarah would notice.
A breath of air escaped your lips as he did so, leaving you which your mouth agape in shock as you looked back to him, he tilted his head and lowered his eyes to you.
Which your sure would make any kook girl fold.
You turned your head back to Sarah who was still had her back faced us pouring orange soda in a red solo cup before turning and handing it to you.
âThanksâ you say awkwardly taking a sip while rafe picked up a slice and dropped it on his plate.
Pretending that nothing had just happened was probably the most hardest thing you couldâve done feeling like your nerves were so erratic that they were gonna make you explode.
Not even the ac was masking the heat that radiated off your body in nervousness.
She filled her cup and then picked up her plate, âcmon letâs finish our movie.â She says leading me upstairs.
âOkay.â you say in a soft tone, picking up your plate and taking a brief glance at rafe in the kitchen to see he returned the gaze and wasnât taking his eyes off of you.
Your eyes retreated to where they were before, and you went on about your business closing Sarahâs door behind you.
You reached into your pocket and pull out a note that you opened fully and noticed the writing in black sharpie that spelled out..
âmeet me in my room at 10:00â
Halfway into eating our pizzaâs and enjoying the movie we were watching, Sarah turned to me and asked if youâd mind topper coming over for a bit.
You obviously werenât all for him coming over since it was supposed to be a girlâs sleepover but it seemed like you had no choice now. After all this was Sarahâs house, so you really had no say.
She had called him and turns out heâs coming over in a while.
you finish your pizza, earlierâs encounter still fresh in you mind. Suddenly Sarah got bored of the horror movie because she got off the bed and opened her closet door.
âSo Y/N topper had got me this bottle for my birthday.â
As she pulled out a bottle of Jack Danielâs from the darkness of her closet.
You look up from your phone eyes pleading with her but the look she gave told you that she was gonna drink and you were gonna drink with her. You werenât going to tell her no either, you had to take your mind off rafe someway.
Before you know it a good two and a half hours past by and you had about four shots. Currently working on your fifth while topper was swapping saliva with Sarah on her bed, you figured going to the bathroom just to give them some alone time because you werenât trying to see it, but partially being from the alcohol that entered your system slowly making its way to your bladder.
You get up from Sarahâs large pink bean bag instantly feeling lightheaded standing up so quickly, you drunkenly stumble towards her door and glance in Sarahâs direction now she was layed down on her bed, topper on top of her still kissing. âIâm going to the bathroom.âyou say knowing she didnât really give a fuck in the moment. But being drunk made you silly.
You open the door and drunkenly stumble your way down the hall, once you make in her bathroom you obviously go pee and then wash your face, suddenly remembering the interaction you had with a certain someone earlier, and the note.
You feel a heat in your chest as you dry your face with a clean towel.
You pull your phone from your pocket and read the numbers that read 10:08, it was time. you feel a rush of anxiety course through your body.
You muster up all the courage and open the door making your way down the hall towards rafeâs room.
You are so nervous to even think about whatâs gonna happen once you walk inside, you hesitate to turn his door knob feeling overwhelming anxious, but once you do you are welcomed to a dim room lit by a lamp in the corner, and rafe standing in the middle of it.
Heâs wearing a grey tank top and tan shorts secured by a black belt. He looks quite delicious if youâll admit.
His hair looks a bit wet so you assume he got out of the shower a bit ago.
He looks over to you when he hears the door creak open, a pleasant grin slowly creeps on his face.
He softly sighs, âI didnât think youâd come Sarah seems to be on your assâ
âTopperâs here soâ your voice fades.
You didnât really know what to say to be honest. This whole interaction was just awkward. You still donât even know why exactly he wanted you to come to his room. You being drunk really didnât help. Suddenly remembering why you are still standing here.. your voice fills the room again.
âSo what did you need?â
He gets a bit shy and nervous you can tell from him fumbling with his fingers, still trying to practice in his head what he was going to say.
He leans on the bed, ânothing I just wanted to talk to you.â
âOkay about whatâ you say slowly lowering yourself on his mattress.
âI-I heard what you said earlierâ he says awkwardly scratching the back of his neck.
âWhat did I say?â You reply back curiously furrowing your brows.
Y-You know about you being a virgin.
Your eyes wide a bit at the statement.
You let out a irritated sigh and let the silence invade the room for a few seconds, meanwhile he doesnât even know what reaction to expect from you.
Your lips smack and your eyes squint, âyou were listeningâ you say slowly.
You slowly sober up due to the conversation and the embarrassment you now felt.
â yea I mean I didnât really mean to but-
âOkay so then why am I in here rafe, I mean you really did all this to just make fun of me.. are you seriousâ you say scurrying up from his bed.
You are not understanding why exactly heâs telling you this, youâre just annoyed at the thought of him going out of his way to just push your buttons.
âI-Iâm not trying to make fun of you Y/Nâ
He gets up and grabs your hand keeping you in place as he explains.
âOkay, so what did you need to talk to me about?â You say taking a deep breath to calm you down.
âLook I was just trying to get your attention, I was thinking maybe If you wanted, I could show you a thing or two..â
âYou mean like sex?â
âYea I mean you donât have to but yea.â
âAre you joking?â You say eyes meeting the floor.
He chuckles, âno not todayâ
You repeat his words back to him ânot today?â
âLook I know itâs kind of embarrassing for girls to lose their virginity late but you donât have to worry Iâll show you so you at least know what to expect.â He says trying to persuade you.
But if you were being honest you secretly wanted to simply because he was right and you really didnât want to be a virgin forever.
Being drunk made you very gullible and any thought of Sarah who was probably getting laid in the next room, didnât seem to cross your mind at the moment.
After a few seconds of you just looking at one another, you break the silence.
âUm yea okayâ you nervously stutter.
âAlright thenâ he stands up taking you in with his eyes.
âIs Sarah asleep?â
âNo sheâs with topper.â
âokay thenâ he says probably knowing that sheâs distracted.
His hands move to your waist and in one swift motion he sits on the bed pulling you on top of him so now your straddling him.
One of his hands move up to the side of your neck and the gap is filled between you when he smashes his lips against yours.
You melted into the steamy kiss feeling his soft wet lips brush between yours, it was quick but it felt passionate.
He tastes the liquor that stained your tongue, he goes a bit feral at the taste and kisses you harder, his big hands scrunch the fabric of your blouse.
You feel his bulge below your clothed core twitching underneath you. Which makes you instantly wet. You feel his tongue past your lips exploring the entirety of your mouth.
He breaks the kiss to take off your shirt, panting in anticipation.
kissing you again, you briefly jump off of him to take off your shorts. He doesnât waste anytime to take off his shirt while your at it.
Once his shirt is discarded somewhere in the room heâs revealed to your figure in just panties and a bra.
His bulge grew tighter in his pants, but he knew he had to be patient with you, to only go at your pace.
You jump back on him kissing him then trailing soft kisses below his jaw.
His breaths go weaker, âY/Nâ he whispered.
You move your head back to look at him, he pulls you to the bed beside him by your waist onto the bed slowly coming on top of you.
He continues to kiss you, slowly moving them down the on your neck and eventually to your stomach.
He moves his head up to you, âcan I?â
âYeaâ you whisper.
He pulls your panties off throwing them on the side of the bed, he takes in the sight of your exposed cunt, and his mouth waters.
He grabs the side of your hips and tugs them to lower his head between your legs, his wet tongue meets your wet slick and you jolt a bit.
His eyes meet yours for a moment before he starts sucking, your legs tense as he feels how wet you are tasting your precum.
His tongue circles your wet folds and you start to softly moan.
Your juices slosh in his mouth and he knows he should speed it up a bit, he slowly brings his middle finger inside of you.
âFuck your so wetâ he murmurs.
You gasp at the feeling as he starts to pump his finger back and forth, you groan in pleasure as he continues to suck your clit driving you crazy.
After a good minute of him doing that and your raspy moans filling the room, the tightness in his shorts starts feeling painful.
He stops what heâs doing which you let out a frustrated sigh, you hear him fumbling with his belt and you look down, seeing he managed to quickly take it off, and his pulls his shorts down, boxers following. You take in the sight of his aroused dick which is bigger than you expected.
He spits in his hand slowly rubbing down his shaft keeping eye contact with you.
He lowers himself on top of you and lines his dick with your entrance, you feel his wet tip rub on your soaked clit.
âTell me when you want me to stop.â
You nod and he pushes in slowly, you let out a sigh. You place your hands on his shoulders to balance yourself.
He puts his hands on your thighs and lifts up your legs to place them around his hips for a better angle, his hands go on each side of your head while he starts rocking his hips into yours.
It was painful, the stretch felt like it was burning.
You wince at the pain and you feel his tongue brush past your lips, he swallows all your moans.
His dick felt so hard you felt like you were being split into two, but he stayed at a steady pace.
But as you adjusted to his size the pain slowly turns into pleasure as he buried his face into the crook of your neck.
You feel his hot breath on your neck making you shudder, âFuck Y/N your so tightâ he whines.
âMmhhâ you moan.
He sucks on your neck leaving a small hickey behind.
Your moans become a bit louder as his thrusts become sloppier.
The only sounds that could be heard was the slapping of your skin, the shaky breaths and the occasional creak of the bed, that filled the silent room.
He traps your head between his strong arms and your rest your hand on his bicep and the other comes around to his back.
His hips roll into yours continuously hitting your g-spot. You breath shudders as you feel your release approaching.
âFuck I -Iâm gonna cumâ you gasp.
You lock your ankles around each other and start to pull him deeper into you.
He lets out a deep groan as his thrusts becomes a bit sloppier and his hips softly slam into yours.
You feel the euphoria of your orgasm come over you and pick your head up to lean in it against his neck breath shuddering in his ear.
It was quite a intimate moment.
You both look at each other for a minute both recovering from your orgasms.
You instantly feel like maybe you should head out now, knowing that rafe was probably not used to having girls hang around after sex.
âI should goâ
You scurry from underneath him and grab your underwear quickly putting them on.
After all it had been a good 15 minutes since you told Sarah you had to go to the bathroom.
âWhat-what about topperâ he says.
You had totally forgotten about Sarah having her boyfriend over.
âIâll go check if heâs still here?â You put your shirt on.
âFineâ he says.
You quickly grab your shorts and put them on.
You crept down the dark hallway into Sarahâs room barely taking a peak at the bed to see topper and Sarah under the sheets together asleep..
You swiftly grab you overnight bag and your charger and return to rafeâs room.
You walked in and he had his boxers on now putting on his shirt. You took a look at scrunched up sheets on his bed, the aftermath of your sex.
âShe asleep?â He asks.
âYea you mind if I crash in here tonight?â
âYea go aheadâ
You set down your things on the floor, feeling the aftermath of sex take its toll on your body.
Your tired and sore, you go into your bag to find your toothbrush and some sweatpants, and you go to his bathroom to change while he fixed the bed.
You brushed your teeth and then jumped into your sweatpants quickly splashing your face with water.
You leave the bathroom and see rafe at his dresser and you make your way to the now tidy bed.
Slowly sitting down, âso was it okay?â
He chuckles and looks at you âit was more than okay you were perfect.â
You grin a bit at the statement, he throws a shirt on the bed beside you, âHere wear this.â
You quickly replace your shirt.
He lays down, you sit down on the bed next to him and search though your messages, and answered your moms text that your forgot to send earlier.
He leans over to you and starts kissing your back and shoulder.
âCome to bedâ
You put your phone down and climb into bed next to him, instantly feeling the his warmth under the sheets, you hook your leg on his waist, quickly fall into a sleepy daze.
the rest of the night he cuddled you tightly and peppered kisses down your cheek to the valley of your neck.
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Hi and welcome.. you can call me Jess.. I love reading as much as I love writing.. a little about me.. Iâm a Libra âïž Iâm 18, a bit of an avatar obsession but I also write for OBX..đ.. not perfect with writing so please be kind đ«¶(slut for rafe Cameron) also love me some blue aliens..anyways hope you enjoy my work!!đ
MDNI!! mature content ahead!!
If you donât like what I write respectfully GTFO.. this is a safe space so no BS on my page plz .. requests are open so feel free to drop an idea..I donât give any permission to copy my work..
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â§Rules
What I will write:
Angst
Smut
Fluff
Any romantic trope(enemies to lovers, platonic etc..
I only write x fem!reader fics (y/n)
Occasionally write oneshots/drabbles
Heat/rut concepts
I will Not write:
Non con/rape
incest (possibly step-siblings)
age-play
Tf is a piss kink?
Kinks and fetishes scare me
Bimbo/dumb reader
Not a huge fan of human!reader but will do it if asked..

K thatâs it enjoy reading!