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Sihoon + 4!

sihoon + 4!

here it is! hope you like it~~

4. make a wish

[11:58 p.m.] “I’m really bummed that I can’t be there with you, babe, but practice for the concept evaluations have really been busting our asses.” sihoon’s voice rang through the speakerphone. “it’s no big deal, I completely understand. it must be difficult preparing for that, especially since the benefit votes are insane. it’s really no problem!” you reassured him, watching the previous episode’s highlights in your living room. “it is a big deal, y/n, it’s your birthday tomorrow! or, well, in a few minutes.” you chuckled and looked at the clock, it’s 11:59 and the big hand is moving further down. “well, now it’s in less than a minute.”

“close your eyes and make a wish, y/n.” you did as he said. you wished with all your heart that you would be able to see sihoon soon. he’s brought nothing but happiness into your life, and you truly love him. “well, what did you wish for?” scoffing, you replied, “ I can’t tell you or it won’t come true.” you hear the smile in his voice as he responds, “oh yeah, try me.” sighing, you complied, “I wished that I would be able to see you soon.” just as the last syllable left your mouth, you heard your front door unlock. and in walked a smiling sihoon. pure joy lit up your face as you hopped off your sofa and into his arms, hugging him tight. he laughed and reciprocated the embrace, holding you close. he whispered in your ear, “happy birthday, my love.”

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long story short, moving in with Jaehyun was long overdue and now that it was done, you couldn’t be more grateful.

A/N: HII this is my first post so I’m sorry if it’s crap okok byeeee


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In honor of jaehyun day, i would be blessed if u do a cute little au for him pleease (unless requests r closed; in that case pretend u have never seen this and im sorry)

little birthday au with jaehyun

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but jaehyun looks past the camera this time

“which one do you think looks good?”

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his smile widens and he says something about how he should have known you’d pick that one - you always like coffee flavored things

you give a little enthusiastic nod in agreement 

which jaehyun chuckles at before going back to the case

“i think the strawberry one will taste good and we can take photos of it for twi-”

johnny appears in the frame, throwing a hand around jaehyun

“ahhh are we getting the pretty cake for our pretty nctzens to enjoy with us!”

you take the moment to zoom in close on both of them

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the manager scurries over to pay for the cake and tells you to stop shooting for now

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you set up a tripod in front of a table back at sm 

the table is decorated with a vase of roses and the cake jaehyun had picked out 

it looks like a promotional prop for a video about valentines day - there’s not even one mention about how it also happens to be a celebration for jaehyun

when you’re finished, you watch johnny and jaehyun come in

both still bright and chatty

taking a seat behind the table before the manger cues for you to start recording

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but jaehyun just cuts a slice for johnny, before looking toward the staff and offering them any

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they all hide their face from view - but jaehyun looks like an angel as he asks them genuinely to enjoy it

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and are about to gather your things up to go

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“do you want a slice? it’s not the coffee flavored cake but -”

you thank him, but decline 

before pausing 

“oh, also - happy birthday.”

jaehyun’s eyes falter a little before he puts on a big smile

“thank you.”

you watch him turn back to the table - there’s a last slice of cake that you see jaehyun look at 

before picking it up and handing it to one of his managers

you think it’s a little disheartening that he didn’t even get one piece - and the video is supposed to be about him

the next day, you come in to edit - surprised to see jaehyun is there

this time accompanied by chenle and jisung who have their own mini-show on the channel 

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it’s a bag from the bakery you all went to yesterday

you couldn’t get a whole cake, so you bought the biggest piece you could

jaehyun looks shocked - before meeting your gaze

“it’s just,,,,,i thought you should have some too - you didn’t eat any yesterday and you’re always being kind to me so -”

he looks around, scoping out any mangers or members

before leaning in close

“do you want to share it with me later?”

you feel your cheeks go red

“um jaehyun we can’t-”

but he reassures you - just meet him after you’re done shooting with the dreamies

about two hours later you find yourself in the back staircase with jaehyun - he hands you a fork and you two dig into the cake

silently enjoying the taste, till jaehyun turns to you

“ah you have some -”

he motions to his lips and you try to rub your thumb against it to get it off

but he shakes his head, coming closer to help you

but instead of bringing his hand up, jaehyun ducks his head - his soft lips brushing the side where there’s a little bit of cream

before pulling back

you stare at him - not sure how to react - not sure how to calm the sudden jump in your heartbeat

did nct’s jung jaehyun just kiss me?

he grins “that was the best present ive gotten this birthday”

and then say that?!?!