Deep In My Angst Bag Rn, Who Want These Self Projection Fics

deep in my angst bag rn, who want these self projection fics

i lied its writer block. instead get ready for awkward short drabble fics

deep in my angst bag rn, who want these self projection fics

wait hollup, now im nervous🥲

new ukai smut finna hit the streets. if its bad please dont throw tomatoes at me. now i got to tag this fic to hell

prologue: sunday morning scandal

— don’t judge a book by its cover. unless the book is a six foot tall, dimpled muscle pig who has no problem bragging about the notches on his belt… not to mention his new unhinged determination to add you to the list.

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♡ ˙ ˖ ✧ — country clubs can be fun, right? [ ft erwin smith, black coded reader, her/she pronouns, afab reader, erwin in his 30's, reader is in her 20's, established sugaring relationship, mentions of birth control, slight mean erwin, slight jealous reader, miscommunication, panty stealer!erwin, petnames (baby girl, good girl), spit kink (erwin spits in reader's mouth), erwin is filthy rich in this, any guess on whose the surprise crossover character at the end, continued one shot from this, this is only told in third pov bc its a very self-indulgent birthday piece for me, from wc: 3.4k , minors dni pls, ]

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A FAINT GIGGLE LEFT (Y/N)’s lips while Erwin’s hand was placed on hers as she held the golf club. The young college student had no clue how to play golf at all, she only tagged along to skip around in her pretty tennis skirt that would rise just a little bit with each movement. Any other man would scoff at her for wearing such an outfit at a luxury country club filled with many people with money. However, Erwin Smith took some form of pride from it. It was as if (Y/N) was a shining trophy on his arm. Everyone wanted her, but it was Erwin that had her.

Erwin was so close to (Y/N), his pelvis kissing her bottom as he was trying to guide her to hit the small white golf ball. But the young woman just couldn’t stop giggling as he was whispering quite naughty things in her ear.

“Stop, I can’t focus on hitting the ball, Erwin.” (Y/N) whined which Erwin smirked as he let go of her waist.

The blonde-haired male stepped back to observe her hit the ball. When she did, it didn’t go far, but she did much better than many women that attended this same country club.

“Now that I participated, can we please go inside? I want to see the inside of the country club.” (Y/N) questioned as she turned to look at him. Her curious eyes peeked through oval-shaped Chanel sunglasses to stare at Erwin who would only extend his hand for her to take.

A smile curved onto her lips as she skipped over to him. Before grabbing a hold of his hand, she gave the worker the golf club she was using and thanked him for helping him. She climbed into the golf car and folded her smooth legs across one enough to wait for Erwin who was tipping the worker that helped them.

“Thanks again Sean for helping us today. We really appreciate it.”

The ride to the country club wasn’t that far due to Erwin’s driving. When the couple arrived, (Y/N)’s face lit up at the sight in front of her. She hasn’t been to a country club before, only saw them in movies and maybe Gossip Girl. It was like a huge mansion from the outside. The grass was freshly cut, the flowers were blooming beautifully to add a homely feeling to the place. It was as beautiful as it was outside on the inside. The young woman was shocked to see some faces in the country club, especially considering that they weren’t with their usual partners they were known to have.

“So, we need to talk about some ground rules here,” Erwin said as he turned to face (Y/N) before she could even take a step forward. “What happens here, stays here. Don’t brag to your friends about it.”

“What? I already posted an Instagram post about being at Pines Grove Country Club,” She argued.

“Not like that (Y/N).” Erwin shakes his head before moving to her side. “Over there is the owner of that tech company you told me about. The one that was a guest speaker in your class that one time, you told me how you loved his wife’s shoes and I brought you the exact same shoes three days after. Is that his wife sitting on his lap?” Erwin asked.

(Y/N)’s eyes looked at the older man sitting in the corner with a pretty woman on his lap. An expensive cigar was in his mouth as he was rubbing small circles on the woman’s back. But that woman was indeed not his wife you saw in your class that time.

“No.”

“Exactly. Country clubs are like gentlemen clubs for some of these guys. Hence the fact that I had to get you to sign that NDA before letting you come with me,” Erwin commented. “Now let’s get some lunch and then I’ll show you around some more.”

For some reason, Erwin’s comment lingered on (Y/N)’s mind. As she took his hand letting her guide her through the place so they could enjoy lunch, she just couldn’t stop thinking about what he said. What happened here, stayed here. Could he have been in here with another gorgeous woman before it was approved for her to come? Maybe he always brought his sugar babies here? Perhaps, she was just overthinking it.

It wasn’t a secret that she could get a bit jealous. Erwin had it all. A complete gentleman that made her heart beat faster when he entered the same room as her. The sex was amazing, the way he took care of her was even more amazing. She couldn’t help but be jealous when someone stared at him in a seductive manner and even laugh a little harder at his corny jokes (Erwin tends to overuse dad jokes, he couldn’t have been that damn funny).

When they were seated at a table that overlooked the back of the country club it was a beautiful sight considering that the sun was beginning to set. (Y/N) stared out the window, still stuck on what he said.

“What’s on your mind? You stare off when you’re thinking.” Erwin said. His eyes never left the menu though.

(Y/N) had adjusted herself in her seat before picking up her menu. “It’s nothing,” She uttered while she read the things on the menu.

“Somethin’ bothering you. (Y/N), I have known you for almost a year now, have licked every inch of your body…I know when something is bothering you. Stop being so stubborn and tell me,” Erwin commented. His charming blue eyes peeled over the menu to look at her.

“I don’t know, the whole rule of everything that happens here, stays here is bothering me.” (Y/N) commented. “I know you’ve been coming here way before you’ve started seeing me and I won’t use that against you, but it’s the times you have been here while being with me.”

Erwin’s lips parted to speak, but their waiter interrupted him. A cute brunette approached them with a huge smile on her face, “It’s good to have you back Mr. Smith, I’ll be your waitress for today. What can I get you and your lovely guest?”

“Hello, Jem. Just two glasses of water right now, we’re still looking over the menu.” Erwin commented.

Jem gave him a nod before you interjected. “Can I get a vodka tonic also,” (Y/N) gave the young woman a smile which she returned after scribbling down her drink order in her notepad.

“You come here every weekend when I’m too busy with school work and now I’m just wondering,” Her voice trails off and Erwin knew exactly what she was alluding to.

“I’m not like that lousy tech guy. I told you when I first met you, that I‘m an honest person. Why would I bring another person here for my affairs? If there was another person, I would have the dignity to tell you.” He responded. “But since you’re so curious-“ His words were interrupted by Jem placing their drinks on the table.

“I’ve slept with her.” Erwin’s head motions to Jem whose eyes enlarged at his comment. “This was before we met though.”

Jem’s eyes looked at (Y/N) with such embarrassment before she nervously fiddled with her pen. “Are you two ready to um…order?“

It was as if it was only Erwin and (Y/N) in the eating area of the country club. Erwin’s crystal blue eyes stared directly at her waiting for her response. But he could only see her lip gloss-covered lips twitch before she took a large sip from the alcoholic drink in front of her. (Y/N) looks at Jem, her eyes scanning over her as if she was sizing up the competition before she’s staring at Erwin.

“Bathroom now!” (Y/N) pushed herself out of her seat and walked towards the bathroom.

Erwin was not too far from the woman, his hand going to grab a hold of hers but she tugged hers away with a quickness. She pushed the women’s bathroom door open and Erwin glanced around his surroundings before entering also. He locked the door and he just was watching as (Y/N) was applying another coat of Chanel lip gloss. When she’s done, she’s twirling around propping herself up on the sink, before her fingers motioning for him to come.

And Erwin stepped closer to her as if he was in some form of a trace. It wasn’t a secret that the young woman could get jealous. It’s been countless times at charity galas where she’s tugging him away after some person was flirting with him. Which led to Erwin returning with a purplish-colored hickey decorating his skin. A possessive marking to let the room know he’s off the market.

“You need to stop that, you know?” Erwin said, his tall stature towering over the young woman while she was propped on the sink.

“Stop what?” (Y/N) innocently questioned. Her hands were undoing Erwin’s belt.

“Being all jealous, I only want you,” Erwin assured as he stared at her. He wasn’t even sure if she was paying attention to him, she had finally undid the khaki slacks he wore.

“You don’t like it when I’m jealous?” (Y/N) asked. She glanced at him through her eyelashes. She had that same innocent doe-eyed look that caused Erwin to fold every time it was on her face.

“It’s not that-“ His words were cut off when he felt her hands climb into his pants. His tall stature inched closer into her touch. His right was placed on the large glass mirror behind (Y/N) to steady himself. His words choked in the back of his throat as he let out a hiss. Erwin could feel (Y/N)’s pad of her thumb brushing against the slit of his tip. Smearing it with his precum all over it before she tugged her hand out of his pants.

“You said I’m the only one, right?” (Y/N) questioned. Erwin’s large hands cupped at her face.

“You are, I’ve told you this countless fuckin’ times.” Erwin leaned his head down to lean in for a kiss. “What do you want me to do about it? Prove it?” He asked.

(Y/N)’s brain fizzled up like a freshly opened bottle of expensive champagne when he leaned down to kiss her. The scent of his Bleu de Chanel cologne, a personal favorite scent (Y/N) loved smelling lingered up her nostrils. “You want me to fuck you so good until it’s embedded in that bratty head of yours?” His words were like a seductive whisper clashing onto (Y/N)’s lips.

Each time (Y/N) leaned in to kiss Erwin, he’s inching back. “Answer me, baby girl,” He said. “Is that what you want?” The pad of his thumb once again found its way onto her plump bottom lip before she let her mouth latch onto it seductively.

“Guess that’s a yes,” He hummed as (Y/N) removed her mouth from his thumb with a pop. She’s soon shuffling to remove her panties. Her cunt dripped with her own slick just by the looks Erwin was giving her. Her body was aching for the older man to be hunched over proving to her that she was the only one.

She’s helping the man tug down her underwear, the lace fabric is pulled off her so smoothly she didn’t even notice the blonde-haired gentleman had stuffed them in his pockets. The alluring anticipation of having him bully his cock inside her caused (Y/N) to chew at her lower lip once she saw the way Erwin’s cock sprung out his briefs.

(Y/N) mouth watered at the sight she was seeing simply because Erwin's cock was pretty. Thick enough to have you chewing at your lower lip as you got used to him stretching you out. A pink colored mushroom-shaped tip that was as sensitive as ever. One kitten lick on his tip would cause the man to shutter in (Y/N)’s touch. With the wonderful sight of his cock, he had a glorious happy trail (Y/N) adored teasingly kissing before her mouth was wrapped around him.

Erwin’s hand gripped at (Y/N)’s thigh as he lined himself up to her entrance. His lips clasped onto hers before he bullied his way inside her. His tongue grazed alongside the outline of (Y/N)’s lip begging to taste the multiple club sodas she sipped on within their time being here. (Y/N) was eager to let the older tongue linger on hers. Her hands combed through his blond strands as his hips were moving forward to feel some form of friction. With each drive of Erwin’s hips, (Y/N) moaned into Erwin’s mouth before eventually, she’s pulling apart just so he could hear her moans much better. A sweet tune to Erwin’s ears as he’s pushing forward to feel her walls clutch around him perfectly. Despite the two having sex countless times, each time it felt like it was the first time.

“Fuck.” Erwin uttered under his breath. His hands tugged (Y/N) closer to him.

(Y/N)’s moans vibrated off the bathroom walls as she could feel Erwin bring her leg up so that it was placed right near his head. Her head could only fall back in complete pleasure as Erwin’s names bounced off her tongue. She was too selfish to admit that she adored when Erwin did this. She loved having him aggressively dick her down when she was in a jealous rage. However, (Y/N) was even more selfish when she realized that she feared another person taking Erwin away from her.

Erwin grabbed the back of (Y/N)’s neck forcing her into a kiss to muffle her moans. The one thing he didn’t want is someone knocking at the door urging for them to come out, but he was sure that wouldn’t happen when it got around who was occupying the bathroom. If he wanted, Erwin could have brought the place in a blink of an eye if they interrupted this moment between them. When he pulled away from the lust-filled kiss, his crystal blue eyes stared into (Y/N)’s whose eyes were filling up with tears. The pornographic sound of skin slapping against each other seemed to be motivation for Erwin, each time their skin slapped against each other, he pounded harder.

“Open up.” Erwin urged.

And like an obedient dog, (Y/N) did what she was told. Her mouth opened up showing the older gentleman the flat of her tongue. Erwin couldn’t help but smirk at the way he could have her wrapped around his finger so easily during times like this. His tongue swished around his mouth collecting the spit in his mouth before he’s letting the clear liquid come out his mouth to splattering on (Y/N)’s tongue for her to collect. He could feel his cock twitch inside her when he saw the way she collected his spit so confidently.

“Good girl,” Erwin praised. “Such a good girl for me, right?” He asked before he placed his index and middle finger in his mouth.

(Y/N) nodded in response. Her brain felt like a fresh bowl of Jell-O. Completely fucked out of her mind and she could feel her orgasm coming. Which Erwin knew her body so well, his fingers that were in his mouth begin to rub circular motions on her clit. (Y/N) could feel her limbs quiver at each motion he placed on her sensitive bud. Drool dribbling out her mouth as her acrylic nails clawed at Erwin’s body part she was gripping upon and the fiery sensation in the pit of her stomach was praying to be released.

(Y/N)’s left leg prompted upon his shoulder while his hands were tugging her closer. Any movement from (Y/N), she would have fallen off the sink. It was as if he was trapping her from running away from his consistent thrusts. Her tears trickled down her cheeks and her mouth gaped open letting out the loudest moans.

“Please let me cum,” She moaned. “Please.” She begged.

“I’m so close,” was the only thing Erwin could utter through his coherent groans. His large hands gripped at her body parts just to feel her some more while his hips assailed forward in such a manner that it had her toes curling.

“You want me to pull out, hm?” Erwin questioned through (Y/N)’s whines. Usually, she was persistent on the older gentleman pulling out. Making subtle jokes about just her luck, despite being on birth control or Erwin wearing a condom, he would get her knocked up.

But this was just the bliss of the moment. It was heated. It was intense, so hearing (Y/N) utter to cum in her didn’t shock Erwin. Which he sure wasn’t going to question her demand for sure.

“You want to give birth to the heir to my company huh?” Erwin questioned. His cock slid out of her dripping cunt fully before he’s shoving it back in with ease gaining a desperate gasp from (Y/N). “I can give you that if you want.” He adds as his strokes were beginning to grow sloppy as soon as he felt the pretty woman clutch around him.

Similar to a glove that was a little too small for someone’s hand, (Y/N) cunt clenched around him just in time for him to cum. His thick cum filled her up with ease as he let out a groan of relaxation. When he felt like she had her fill of his cum, he tugged himself out of her slowly before letting her leg drop down. His blue eyes staring down at her fucked out expression and shaken thighs.

“You never win these little jealous outburst fuckings we have,” Erwin commented as he was cleaning himself up. He could hear (Y/N) doing the same. “I’m not going to keep proving that you're the only one that’s for me. I’ll get tired of it eventually.”

(Y/N) didn’t respond to his comment. Her body still felt hot. It was as if she still could feel Erwin’s hands caressing her body or his calloused fingers rubbing at the sensitive bud in between her thighs. Her brain was still processing the fucking she just endured. So, what Erwin said came into one ear and left out the other.

“You wait thirty seconds before leaving after me, ‘kay?” He questioned as he was fixing his pastel pink colored polo shirt.

“Can I get my panties back?” (Y/N) asked him. Her hand extended for him to place the lace thong in the palm of her hand.

Erwin gave her a smirk before backing away from her and going towards the exit, he could hear her annoyed sigh right before he unlocked the door and made his exit.

“That smug fuckin’ ken doll,” She insulted before she checked herself in the mirror. Her hands went up to wipe away her smudged eyeliner and to make sure she looked presentable to step out.

(Y/N) had counted down from thirty before she was exiting the bathroom. She mentally prayed no one had seen Erwin leave it after it’s been mysteriously locked for a couple of minutes. As she was leaving, she bumped into a car nearly stumbling back. His large hand caught her wrist before she could take another step backward from also bumping into a bypassing server.

“Thank you.” She said as she stared at the guy. His black hair fell in his face but she could get a clear look at his eyes. They looked so gloomy as if he was running on about three hours of sleep.

Before the mysterious man could open his mouth to respond, (Y/N) was twirling around towards the exit. The man manages to get a glimpse of her clasping onto this blonde-haired man. He felt something in his hand and when he looked down he noticed that the gold Cartier bracelet had come off her wrist when he quickly grabbed a hold of her.

He stared at the way it sparkled in the light, not noticing that his colleague was trying to get his attention. “Are you ready to get your ass completely destroyed in pool?”

The man could only smirk before shoving the bracelet in his pocket and following behind his colleague.

He had to find that woman.

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