100 Days Of Productivity - Day 6

✨100 Days of Productivity - Day 6 ✨

In the morning I visited some relatives and we ended up playing cards and having so much fun ( honestly surprising ).

🏔️ Productivity 🏔️

• read Spanish for 25 min ( linga )

• studied Spanish grammar for 50 min ( spanishdict )

• studied history of theatre for 50 min

• managed organisation's insta page

• did therapy exercises twice

🌸 Self-care 🌸

• drank >3lt of water

• spent quality time with relatives

100 Days of Productivity - Day 3

Productivity:

• studied history of theatre for 30min

• did speech therapy exercises twice

Self-care:

• drank >3lt of water

• managed to read for a little bit

Today was not a good day. I had one of those excruciating headaches that just won't go away and it hurt so bad I couldn't even read for pleasure. Eventually I fell asleep and woke up (thankfully pain-free) at 8pm so not a lot of time to be productive but I tried.

Looking back at the day my first instinct is to just feel really bad about it. I have to make a conscious effort to remind myself that not being "productive enough" doesn't make me a bad person. Hopefully the more I practice being kind and compassionate to myself the easier this will be but it's still astonishing how deep-rooted those toxic beliefs we grew up with are.

Anyway, today I did my best, and I took care of myself the best I knew how and that's enough.

one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny

✨ 100 Days of Productivity - Day 5 ✨

From today on, I'm responsible for managing one of the social media pages of the organisation I'm in and it's mostly just reposting stuff from their other page but I'm still excited to do it.

In case you missed my other post there was a worm situation in my room which had the positive consequence of motivating me enough to *finally* clean my room. Mostly. Kinda. For someone who claims they want to live in a village forever it's ridiculous how much I hate bugs.

🏔️ Productivity 🏔️

• studying history of theater for 25 min

• cleaned my room

• managed insta page

• completed and sent an important form

• watched La Casa De Papel (mostly without subtitles)

🌸 Self-care 🌸

• drank >3lt of water

• read a book (99% sure, I forgot to track)

today is great day to create something, to fill the void with a piece of yourself that wasnt there before and to push back against the darkness. you can create a song or painting or sandwich or a walk in the park or even a MOMENT. use this mighty power to defy the cosmic nothing