100 Days Of Productivity - Day 2

100 Days of Productivity - Day 2

(I really want to start taking aesthetic study photos for this but my study space is just currently not aesthetic)

Productivity:

• studied history of theater for 1h 40min total

• created some physical flashcards with Spanish verbs

• quizzed myself with said flashcards

• finalized the budget for August

• did some speech therapy exercises twice

• went to an event that was hosted by the organisation I'm in

Self-care:

• drank >3lt of water

• took the same online barre class I took yesterday and a yoga class I hadn't tried before but really liked

• finished reading You Made a Fool of Death with your Beauty by Akwaeke Emezi (2/5⭐)

• started reading This is The Way The World Ends by Jen Wilde

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I couldn't sleep at night so I ended up doing most of my studying then and then I fell asleep in the middle of the day and woke up 4 minutes before I needed to be out of the house (🥲) Somehow I made it though.

Also, I don't want to jinx it but the book I'm reading right now is sooo good (I barely started it, I just get easily excited)

“Ghosts of the person you used to be are so proud of who you are, they live on inside you, applauding you for living on despite your scars.” ― Nikita Gill, Wild Embers

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100 Days of Productivity - Day 3

Productivity:

• studied history of theatre for 30min

• did speech therapy exercises twice

Self-care:

• drank >3lt of water

• managed to read for a little bit

Today was not a good day. I had one of those excruciating headaches that just won't go away and it hurt so bad I couldn't even read for pleasure. Eventually I fell asleep and woke up (thankfully pain-free) at 8pm so not a lot of time to be productive but I tried.

Looking back at the day my first instinct is to just feel really bad about it. I have to make a conscious effort to remind myself that not being "productive enough" doesn't make me a bad person. Hopefully the more I practice being kind and compassionate to myself the easier this will be but it's still astonishing how deep-rooted those toxic beliefs we grew up with are.

Anyway, today I did my best, and I took care of myself the best I knew how and that's enough.

today is great day to create something, to fill the void with a piece of yourself that wasnt there before and to push back against the darkness. you can create a song or painting or sandwich or a walk in the park or even a MOMENT. use this mighty power to defy the cosmic nothing

list five things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box of the last ten people who reblogged something from you. spread the positivity <3

1) acting

2) when I'm watching a tv show or reading a book and I imagine what I want to happen next and then it actually does happen

3) connecting with friends (whether it's hanging out or having a conversation online or even just liking each other's stuff to show we care when we're not in the mood to communicate. like, there are these great people in the world and I love them and they love me and that is magic.)

4) related to 2, but watching a show or reading a book that is really well written

5) when the weather is neither too hot nor too cold but also a little windy

Thanks for asking me! I really enjoyed this!

(also, I haven't been active for long so my posts haven't been reblogged by ten people but I'll send it to anyone who's reblogged and hasn't done it already and to any people that reblog in the future until I reach ten)