I Want To Lie Next To Him And Just Look At Him While He Sleeps. The Rise And Fall Of His Chest And The

I want to lie next to him and just look at him while he sleeps. The rise and fall of his chest and the sound of his breathing, just as grounding as small waves crashing on the beach. His soft eyelashes, ones you never get to look at lest he raises an eyebrow at you, look so delicate on his face. His cheek is squished against his pillow, his eyebrows are so relaxed, his lips... you close your eyes and breathe forcefully out of your nose. God, you love him. You love him! And it makes your chest ache. You want to wake him up and see his beautiful, sleepy eyes. Or to let him wrap his arms around you so that you can fall back asleep... but instead, you'll keep watching him. The rising sun will paint him in golden rays soon, a masterpiece you can't miss.

My sanity leaves the room when it comes to this man

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Which one?

I'm bored so...

SONGS THAT REMIND ME OF LADS

I have a playlist for Xavier, Zayne, and Sylus but those follow their individual plots (x)

Those Eyes (feat. Zeph) by New West. I could die in your arms when you kiss me / And brush my hair back / Not a star could melt me like you do / I hope you understand

𔘓 Xavier

Rewrite the Stars from The Greatest Showman. You know I want you / It's not a secret I try to hide / But I can't have you / We're bound to break and my hands are tied

𔘓 Zayne

Crush by David Archuleta. Do you ever think, when you're all alone / All that we could be, where this thing could go? / Am I crazy or falling in love? / Is it real or just another crush? / Do you catch your breath when I look at you? / Are you holding back, like the way I do?

𔘓 Jeremiah (justice for my bestie ㅠ.ㅠ killing off his girl was foul....)

Loved You Before by Peach PRC. I wanna stay in love in this life and the next one / I think we've already met, somewhere, another planet / I wanna stay in love in this life and the next one

𔘓 MC because this is such a playful and cute song, and Mc is always making up stories (me too girl). To quote Zayne: "You have a knack for turning the most trivial of things into movie-worthy stories."

Hands by ORKID. But just let me pretend our vows still mean something that moment I'm holding your hands 'cause your hands getting colder

Say nothing mean more than ever with your silence / You think that I don't even bother / It's just that I care too much about you, to dare to break this silence

𔘓 Rafayel, Zayne

Queen of the Night by Hey Violet. I've bandaged your bruises, you've held back my hair / Who'd've known when this started that we'd end up here, here? / But you reach out and touch me, say my name like a prayer / All my friends say you're dangerous, but I don't fucking care

𔘓 Sylus

Two Hearts by Maryjo Lilac. This heart that beats in me is the heart that beats for you / You take me in / My mind feel so at peace / You turn my soul to sleet

𔘓 Rafayel (get it? Cause he gave her his heart?), Sylus

Just A Kiss by Lady A. No, I don't want to say goodnight / I know it's time to leave / But you'll be in my dreams tonight

𔘓 Xavier

Heartbeats by hanniou. Ever since you said out my name / I haven't heard it sound the same / Ever since you stepped into the light / I'd let you ruin the rest of my life

𔘓 Xavier

Slow Dancing by Aly & AJ. I don't need anything fancy / I just need me and you slow dancing / Hell's bending keeping me captive / Heaven's here it's right where you're standing

𔘓 Xavier, Zayne