Hear It, Feel It, See It (one)
Hear it, Feel it, See it (one)




! Pairings ,' Bff!Ellie x Reader ! CW ,' slight angst, mostly fluff, mentions of drinking ! words ,' 1.1k ! synopsis ,' After comforting your best friend during a late night drive, you realize a few things (Modern AU) ! song ,' You Are In Love - Taylor Swift
! AN ,' IT'S ALMOST 5AM AND I'M FINALLY DONE. I DON'T USUALLY WRITE FLUFF SO I HOPE YOU ENJOY :>>>

You lay sprawled on your back, gazing at the ceiling of your dimly lit dorm room, your body adorned with goosebumps that danced on your skin. Yet, it wasn't the chill in the air that brought this physical response. You threw yourself onto your bed 15 minutes ago, still in your shoes, too busy thinking to bother taking them off. Slapping a hand over your eyes, you groaned, the sound of her laughter echoing in your mind again, refusing to fade away.
You sighed frustratedly, the pounding in your head harmonizing with the pounding on your door. You had been trying to sleep for hours, body exhausted but refusing to shut down.
The bed creaked as you lifted your weight off of it. Opening it slightly, you peered through the crack to see who was knocking at 1 in the morning. You threw it open, brows furrowing in worry as your eyes fell on your best friend’s face. Dried tears stained her freckled cheeks and the white around her green irises were pink. Ellie, seldom one to shed tears or seek solace, stood before you, her silent plea for comfort resonating louder than any words could convey. Wordlessly, you gave it to her, pulling her into a hug that she reciprocated tightly. You stayed silent, waiting for her to say something.
“…wanna go on a drive?” Her voice, tired and fragile, whispered into your ear. A small smile and a nod were your response, as you allowed her to take your hand as she led you to the elevator and to her car in the parking lot.
You were both silent as she drove, you sat sideways on the passenger’s seat, watching her with worried eyes as she kept hers on the road in front of her, patiently waiting for her to open up to you.
“Cat and I fought…she threatened to break up with me if I didn’t get my grades up.” Her voice, laced with weariness, carried the weight of her struggle. Her grip tightened on the steering wheel. “She said something about thinking of her future and that I needed to do well in life if I wanted to be a part of it…” she murmured, surrendering to the defeat that clouded her words.
You looked at her with empathy. Her grades had only started to drop when she and Cat got together. She was a genuinely good student but her dedication to her studies gave way to stolen moments and stolen glances. A peculiar anger flickered within your chest whenever she spoke of her girlfriend, yet in this moment, it was overshadowed by a protectiveness. You held back, stifling the surge of fury, knowing that your role now was to offer solace to your best friend.
You gave her a small smile, putting a soft hand on her shoulder.”Ignore her Els, if she doesn’t think you should be a part of her future even after all the things you’ve done with her, then she doesn’t deserve to be a part of yours.” you spoke softly, the weight of your words finding their place within her troubled mind. You knew she would struggle to respond, torn between defending her toxic relationship and acknowledging the truth that resonated within your words.
Sensing the need to shift the atmosphere, to release the tension that lingered between furrowed brows and troubled thoughts. “Anyways, wanna get something to eat? I ate like 5 hours ago and I’m starving,” you chuckled softly, your smile radiating warmth as it finally coaxed the corners of her lips to lift in response.
“Yeah sure, gas station?”
“Mhm!”
As soon as she parked the car, shoulders brushing as you walked side by side into the little gas station store. You were oblivious to the way she glared at a creepy old man staring at you, your attention instead focused on the array of bagels displayed near the counter. The tension in her expression softened as you tugged her towards the enticing spread of food.
“Oh my god I just remembered…did you delete that video you have of me here?” you asked, laughing softly as you paid for your food and hers on the counter. She rolled her eyes playfully, her response resolute. "Nope, never gonna delete it," she declared, a playful tease in her words. You groaned in mock protest.
You, her, Dina and Jesse had gone here after a party last week. You were drunk out of your mind and sobbing on the floor because they ran out of your favorite cookies. Ellie immediately recorded the scene, Dina stifling her laughs as she held you close and Jesse just laughing loudly next to Ellie. You had been begging her to delete it all week, half-heartedly. You loved that she had a video of you she cherished so much but you equally loved the way she laughed, the way she teased, and the way you could ignite that laughter within her.
Your gazes stayed at each other, a silence that spoke more than anything you two currently understood about your friendship. It was the awkward throat clearing of the cashier that broke the spell, drawing your attention back to the present moment. With an apologetic smile, you collected your change and the paper bag.
The drive back home was mostly quiet, save for the sound of your synchronized chewing. Both of you fixated on the road ahead, lost in thoughts that mirrored one another — a shared contemplation of the intangible shifts occurring within your bond. A question lingered, unspoken but ever-present in your minds: ‘What was that?’
As she pulled over in front of your dorm building, you offered her a gentle smile, your voice a soft caress of concern, “you feeling any better?”
She hesitated for a moment, her eyes searching yours, before finally responding with a smile of her own, a tender radiance that brushed against the edges of her weariness. "Yeah," she whispered, her voice carrying the weight of a realization. In that fleeting moment, she recognized the safety she had found in your presence, the temporary release from the clutches of her self-doubts and thoughts of Cat. A pang of guilt tried to settle within her, but it faltered, unable to withstand the radiance of your smile, the genuineness of your affection.
You waved at her before exiting the car, and going back to your apartment, mind running wild as you threw yourself onto the bed.
You opened your eyes again, sighing frustratedly at your thoughts.
You could hear it in the silence, you felt it on the way home, and you could see it now with the lights out, you're in love with your best friend.

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aot characters at the eras tour
a/n: spent HOURS talking about aot characters at the eras tour with @seeingivy inspired a little by her roommates series ... do with this information as you will.

eren:
• somehow gets kicked out of the arena and is outside with jean
• he loves ME! and is so serious about it. asks everyone if it’s on the set and gets confused why they’re laughing at him
• probably gets a lot of friendship bracelets but doesn’t know any of the inside jokes shoves it in mikasa face i got something you don’t
• arguing with jean about that his TREE friendship bracelet means "bro deadass do you know? JEAN WHAT IS TREE"
jean:
• he’s a harry stan didn't get the hype until historia and connie made him watch the reputation stadium tour and he’s in love.
• found out girls flock to him if he says one taylor reference. so he asks reiner and historia for all the lore and what not to say.
• basically he studied the set and stands outside the stadium swaying hoping a girl comes up to him.
• makes fun of eren for not knowing anything but is so confused on what a (taylor's version) is.
armin:
• the designated merch buyer, sends the gc chat of his journey.
"hey guys armin here its been three hours still a lot of people"
• cries during the folklore/evermore set
• loves predicting the secret songs
connie:
• he is a TOE stan and passes everyone TOE friendship bracelets
• he dresses up as olivia ( taylor’s cat ) at one show
• somehow ends up at like ten of her shows gets 22 hat from taylor and will never let any of the girls live it down.
• he is a karma stan and knows the dance
reiner:
• this man knows the lore, like all of it
• he finds easter eggs like no other but like didn’t believe in the speak now is next theory. even with all the hints.
• this man got on the news for loving the willow dance and defends it like “if it’s witchcraft than i wanna join”
mikasa:
• she breaks up with eren during the man set and ft him to sing it with connie by her side
• has matching tree pain bracelets with reiner and eren is still on about the tree. she messes with him telling him its because of hunger games.
• ok she is a low key a lost album believer and wears subtle acorn earrings
• she’s the one who was caught screaming I WANNA BE A CHAIR during vigilante shit.
sasha:
• dressed up as a key lime green dog.
• SHE IS A RED GIRLIE
• she also went to a lot of the shows connie got into and dresses up as meredith taylor’s cat
annie:
• she has an on-going bet with connie on the secret songs since opening night
• LOVES fearless even wore a gold dress for the concert
• she met the bejeweled guy <3
• got dragged to a show with connie and sasha and she dressed up at benji taylor’s cat.
ymir:
• ymir is a delicate stan and like makes sure the whole group do the 1 2 3 LETS GO BITCH
• believes in kiss gate. and wears a shirt that says looking camp right in the eye.
• historia and her foaming at the mouth at the mouth during vigilante shit
historia:
• OKAY LAST MINUTE she decided to go as a lighter to pair with connie going as the lover house
• hated eren for wanting ME! like silent treatment for a week because eren kept wondering if it was in the set. she told him taylor burned down the lover house because ME! is never gonna be played.
• went FERAL for vigilante shit and could not keep her eyes off the garter.
i fkn hate those leon x reader x ada fanfics where the reader is always leon’s gf and ada ends up leaving at the end. WHY CAN’T THE READER BE ADA’S GF??? i need this written please🙏🙏

want to eat her up so good
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her gun is pink, sparkly, has cupcake and princess stickers and is glittery (so is her strap) 🎀💝💘
hi! i’m not sure if your requests are open but i’d love if you could write something where the reader works at a tattoo shop as a receptionist or manager and ellie goes in one day and becomes obsessed w her. then she keeps going in and getting more and more tattoos just to see reader? it could end in smut or something sweeter. it’s up to you. i love your writing, thank you!! <33
no cause she’d absolutely fall for you and waste all her money on tattoos to see you again
INK LUST LOVE
ellie williams x fem! reader



cw; +18 content, minors dni!, flirting, switch ellie and reader, sex in a public space (tattoo shop bathrooms), needy sex, fingering (both ellie and reader receiving), making out…
the first time she saw you, she swore the world had just stopped. like in the movies. you were so beautiful it made her go weak in the knees.
“hi! can i help you with something?” oh shit. were you talking to her? you were. your voice was so sweet… oh shit she had to answer.
“i’m yeah… i mean. uh… i’m ellie.” shit. explain. “i have a tattoo scheduled? for 15:30?” she said, cheeks flushed and stuttering.
she wanted to kick herself.
you smiled at her. you smiled! oh shit, her heart was doing flips.
“let me check…” you mumbled under your breath, looking. “here you are. ellie williams. 15:30.” you nodded, and she tried to not let show how fucking much it affected her hear you calling her by her name. it sounded beautiful coming from you. “i’ll go see how jesse is doing, give me a second.” you smiled once again, and she nodded, pushing her shaky and sweaty hands on her pockets.
“els!” jesse smiled, and ellie smiled back, waving at him. “come on in. i just need to sterilize the table and we’ll start.” she nodded, and went ahead to get into the room. you gave her a smile that she returned before the door closed behind back and she was finally able to smack jesse. “hey! what the hell was that about?”
“why didn’t you tell me your receptionist was so fucking beautiful?!” she inquired, completely pissed off.
“who? y/n?”
y/n, y/n, y/n…
a pretty name for a pretty girl.
“she just started. how the hell would i know she’d be your type?”
“dude. she’s everyone’s type. have you seen her?” she inquired in disbelief.
“yeah, i see her everyday. and if you have forgotten… i already have dina.” he smiled and ellie groaned.
“gross.”
“whatever.” jesse rolled his eyes. “let’s get started, we have hours ahead.”
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Ellie came back not a week later. And you received her just the same, only this time you remembered her name. And of course you did. She was hot.
“Ellie! Back so soon?” her cheeks flushed. You looked beautiful, with a floral dress that let show your pretty legs. It’s not as if you hadn’t been dressing up just in case she would come back, of course not…
“Uh… Hi. Yeah, want to get my arm finished.” she smiled, pointing to her right arm, where Jesse had added more to her principal tattoo the last time.
“Looks beautiful. Can I see?” you inquired her and her cheeks flushed as she muttered a ‘sure’ and reached her arm towards you. You gently took it, taking a look at the ink. Your touch was burning her. She needed more. Her breath hitched when your fingertips caressed the tattoos on her skin. You touched her like she was made of glass. A softness she had never experienced before. It made her heart ache. She took her time to look at you. At your beautiful face, plump lips, long lashes and beautiful eyes. She was love struck. You smiled, ‘cause she looked so cute all embarrassed…
“Ellie, you ready?” suddenly Jesse’s voice caught her attention and you let go of her. She already missed your warmth.
“Uh yeah.” she nodded and you smiled at her.
“See you later.” you said, your voice sultry, eyes looking into her emerald ones.
“Yeah, see you later.”
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Ellie was there almost every day, and somethimg you'd noticed is that she always found a way to make you laugh. She was observant and attentive too. She’d bring Jesse and you some refreshments and snacks (not because he cared about him, but you. She just needed to be subtle). She was not. You knew that she was into you, and you were into her. You had been trying to let her know, but she didn’t seem to get it. Anyways…
Your favorite was this chocolate bars that she’d buy just for you. They were so sweet… Just what you needed to get through an stressful and tiring day.
“And that’s when I told him that he should totally go for it, it was obvious Dina liked him back.” she laughed, rolling her eyes as she took a bite of her own bit of the chocolate she had brought.
“Shit.” she said, looking at her now stained and sticky fingers. “Do you have a…”
But before she could even ask for a napkin or something to wipe it off you were taking her hand and pushing her fingers inside your mouth to lick it off yourself. Her eyes shot open as your tongue met her skin, and you looked at her, humming at the taste. Maybe you took more time than necessary to leave her clean, but by the way her cheeks had dusted in pink you though she hadn’t mind. Oh she didn’t. Not one bit.
The air was thick around the two of you. You had been slowly throwing hints at her direction. Ellie was hot. And sweet. And you liked her. And you knew she liked you too. So you had decided that since subtle didn’t seem to work…
“Jesse is not in for another 30 minutes…” you said as you popped her fingers out of your mouth.
She cleared her throat, trying to act as if she wasn’t completely soaking her boxers. She liked you too fucking much for her own good.
“Bathroom?” she inquired and you smirked, tugging from her hand not after having turned the ‘open’ sign to ‘closed’.
Her heart was thumping inside her chest as you took her with you to the private bathrooms, and she was moaning as soon as the door was getting closed behind her back, your lips on her neck.
“Shit. You really are thick, aren’t you?” you groaned, one of her hands on your hair and the other on your waist. “Been trying to get you all by myself since weeks ago.” her body was shaking. Shit. Was this a dream?
“Fuck…” she groaned when you sucked on that spot that drove her insane, your hands cupping her tits, free under her white tank top.
“Can I?” you breathlessly said against her lips, your fingers on the button of her jeans. She nodded, not before kissing you. Her kiss was needy, and her tongue was hungry inside your mouth. You moaned, and quickly pushed her pants and boxers down. She did the same with your own and panties.
“Jesus Christ.” she moaned when her hand cupped your cunt. You were soaking wet. Her fingers played with your clit as yours slid through her soaking folds. You two looked like a mess. Making out like teenagers in heat in the first hidden place you could find.
You plunged one of your fingers inside of her cunt. “So tight…” you muttered and she groaned, fucking your pussy with her own as you touched each other. Your lips were on her nipples, sucking and biting. She was going insane.
“Fuck. What are you doing to me?” she sighed, her eyes watering and lips bruises and swollen.
You whimpered when her fingers curled against your g spot. Slick sounds were filling the bathroom as you fucked each other. You were grunting against each other, her lips now on your own neck, sucking bruises as you tugged on her hair. “More.” you begged, and she fucked you harsher, adding a third finger that stretched you out so good it almost hurt. But it hurt so good.
“Fuck. I want to taste you.” she said, and you moaned. “Been wanting to eat you out since the first time I saw you. I’m so fucking close…” she moaned and your eyes rolled to the back of your head.
“Ellie… I’m gonna cum.” you breathlessly said and she kissed you, the two of you moaning into each other’s lips as you tightened around the other’s fingers. You two came with a groan, lazily lapping into each other’s mouth as your cum stained your thighs and fingers.
You fucked each other through it, you were whimpering at her praises. “Good girl. That’s it. Fuck. So good…” you hold onto her, gasping for air as you rode it down.
After a sloppy and slow kiss, she pulled away, caressing your cheek.
“Date?” she inquired with her voice weak and dazed glassy eyes. You smiled before kissing her again.
“My house. 8PM.” and she laughed.
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a/n; hope you liked it! <3