Be Really Niceys Today

be really niceys today

hoping to be renewed this spring... that is the sole function of the season

“ hookd. ”

harry grips her hand tightly, wanting to give as much warmth as she's trying to take. her question draws out a gentle sigh, but he answers, because he always wants to be honest with her. "you don't. you bundle up, and when it gets real cold, you find a buddy." he gives her shoulders a squeeze at that. "so many blankets, exactly." he wants to help her, so badly does he wish he could blow the clouds away and let the sun warm her back up. he doesn't need her to be bright all the time, he just wants her to be happy. he shakes his head. "it doesn't need to be fair. you don't have to be a sunflower around me all the time, alright? not unless you feel it. all your bad feelings are safe with me too, not just the good ones."

        it's her fault, and not even in the sad way, it's just true. she buries herself here, with all of her blankets and no buddies. it's silly, but she falls into it year after year, so much that she's stuck. like mud, but not the fun kind that feels like a hug. the kind that feels like a grave. but mud has never felt that way before, even that is still filled with life, and warm. so concrete, maybe. hard and stiff and unfeeling. allie draws her knees into her chest, and she feels like shaking. " but i ... i don't know how to do that. " her bottom lip quivers, pouting in a way that feels pathetic. " i don't know how to talk about the bad stuff, it all just feels ... bad. i don't know, like ... the words ... "

idk what in sab reminded me of spop but it did so i have also been watching that and daydreaming abt it

YELLOWJACKETS “Friends, Romans, Countrymen”

" you are my worm! "

❝    hey!    would  you  love  me  if  i  were  a  worm?    ❞    tread  lightly,    answer  carefully.