Perfect Time | Jjk - Preview

perfect time | jjk - preview

“Did it take you and Eunji so long to find Arya’s name?” you ask. 

Even though you know where the name comes from, Eunji also chose it. Your ex didn’t name his daughter all by himself, there’s a mother too. At the end of the day, she was the one who carried Arya for nine months. 

“Well, it for sure took us more than 5 months,” he replies. “When we found out that it was a girl, we started a list with all the names we loved. However, we didn’t like the names the other liked. For 2 months, we kept adding names to the list to see if we could find one. Arya wasn’t on my list because it had a deep meaning for me, it was the name we agreed to give to our daughter,” his eyes stare deeply at you. 

You still remember the day you were talking about all the cute names you’d give to your children. It’s a moment that always warms your heart because back then, everything seemed so easy. Your sister was still alive, you hadn’t kissed your ex-crush, everything was going well with Jungkook, and you were still head over heels in love with him. Well, honestly, it is still the case today even if he broke your heart. 

The man standing in front of you has been your greatest love, the first man you really and deeply loved. A first real love always remains in your heart although they hurt you. They will forever stay in your heart. Hopefully, with time, the strong feelings you have for Jungkook will diminish, or at least, you hope that you will be able to keep moving with your life without those sentiments being an obstacle to your romantic life. 

“Proposing that name would be like a betrayal towards you. I couldn’t do that,” he whispers. “Eunji was the one proposing it and at first, I pretended I didn’t like it. She really loved it but it was kind of removed from our list, which was still empty when she was 7 months pregnant,” a little smile appears on his face. “Then, at that point, you realize your daughter will be here very soon and you have to find a name. We needed to find compromises, we needed to find names that we at least liked a little bit. Again, Arya was not on our list,” his eyes never leave your face. 

Honestly, as you glare at him, you can see in his eyes all the affection he has for you but you brush it off. However, it is actually the way he’s looking at you. Jungkook holds a lot of affection for you. He’ll always cherish you even though he behaved like a child. His heart still burns for you but he can’t come back in your life. Or at least not right now. For sure, if he does so, he’s very much aware that he’ll break your heart once more and you absolutely don’t deserve it. He’s even convinced that he doesn’t deserve you. 

Those past nine months, he got the time to sit down and contemplate his actions. Unquestionably, he acted like a child. He was selfish, he only took from you what interested him, and then threw you away. But honestly, he never wondered what it would be like to have you back in his life. For the past ten years, he desperately wanted you back but he didn’t consider past that, probably because deep down, he was convinced that you would never come back. However, you came back and everything simply became overwhelming. 

“Eunji kept bringing back Arya, and I don’t know, I simply gave up at some point because I always adored that name,” he explains. “I only explained after the birth of Arya why I didn’t want that name for our daughter, but honestly, for a long moment, I felt I betrayed you. I know it’s a deep emotion but back then, I hadn’t moved on.” 

It is still the case today. The only difference now is that you’re actually around him and things are way more complicated than back then because he’s the one that messed everything up. Today, it’s his own fault if he can’t move on.  

For a brief moment, you simply stare at each other like there’s nobody else but you in the room. It brings you both back to the time when you were lovers, when everything was absolutely easy. For a moment, you forget all the terrible things that have happened between you. You forget how toxic your relationship has been. It’s easy to forget when strong feelings are involved. 

“It’s nice to finally know the background of Arya’s name,” you break this special moment.

Ok what if perfect time is not like the usual exes fic..like after many decades them meeting again and only in their granny phase they get into the perfect time jk but whay if🤣🤣

i'm honestly not trying to make it like the usual fics about exes, i'm trying to make it as realistic as possible. so perfect time will be no exception to it & yeah, probably their perfect time will be when they are old 😅

I wonder what would happen if oc was the one with kid… what would she do?? Would she had broke it off too? Would she have had jk and her child and spend time together or would have it been the same where she would wait until she knew it wasn’t gonna last? Jk gave oc so much false hope and putting the daughter card on her that it got me thinking if she would do the same or look at things differently. This story has so many open endings and opportunities that leaves you wondering what’s the actual ending or closure of jk and oc. ❤️

hi angel ✨ thanks a lot for your ask ❤️

those questions are actually quite interesting, i never thought how the situation could be if roles were reversed. based on how i build oc, i would say that most probably after they met for the 1st time, she would see jk but only to know how’s been doing & what he had become. however, she wouldn’t get closer to him unless she sees a possible future with him. she would never have him around her kid at all and would only introduce him when she’s 100% sure it’s very serious. things would be totally different, she wouldn’t be immature like this. in the same situation, she would have spoken with jk, express her feelings but she would have tried to stay with him & find a solution to make it work. she would have never used her child as an excuse. she would have considered things from the start because there’s a kind involved.

does this make any sense? let me know if this is clear, angel 💛

Hi, I just found your blog from one of the timing series and I remembered reading crazy over you but I didn’t know that you was the author. I wanted to read it again but I couldn’t find it and here it is a year later lol. I read again and it was good as reading it as the first time. Are planning to continue it?

hi angel ✨ thanks a lot for reading both the timing series & crazy over you ❤️ for now, i’m not planning to continue it but we never know 🥴

i’ll give you a little preview of perfect time just like i did with right time 🫣 & i’ll try before year end so it’s my little gif for the new year ❤️