Toshiro Hitsugaya X Sad And Lost Reader

Toshiro Hitsugaya x sad and lost reader

Hello there dear reader I hope you have a wondeful day. if not I hope this helps at least to make you feel a bit better and smile~ As always I do not own Bleach or its characters. This is just fanmade and I do not make or intend to earn any money with it. If you like this story please support the manga and the anime of this great work called Bleach. This story is only written to make people smile. Trigger warnings: Mentions of death and bullying as well as fire and getting lost A part from that honestly a lot of fluff. Have fun ^-^ Oh and I would be so happy about comments and votes. Also english is not my first language please tell me were I made mistakes! Thanks beforehand^^ Now really have fun ^~^

It was cold horribly cold, and you were scared so, so scared. It was in the mid of the night and you were wandering around in the soul society. You were still an inductee in the academy and honestly you were not supposed to wander around. You would get in quiet some trouble if someone should catch you, but you needed to get out of there. Away, just away from it all. Away from the memories, the pictures, the nightmares. You thought a walk would calm your nerves, but you were still so in thoughts that you did not notice that your environment became foreign for you until you realized you were utterly and completely lost. Standing in a huge forest with not the slightest direction. You were wandering since the late afternoon in this forest without finding your way. The lessons ended near to noon today because of some reason you have long forgotten. You had fallen asleep from exhaustion, since you had trouble to sleep ever since...since then. You had woken up from a horrible nightmare and went for the walk. Now it was probably near midnight maybe even later and it was snowing since hours. You were freezing. Your clothes were not meant for this kind of weather. There had been sunshine but now it was snowing and storming since hours. Your hands were beginning to get blue and you were not even sure if you did feel your toes anymore the way you should. Your teeth were shattering, and you were beginning to wonder if you would find your way back or if you would freeze out here. How was this forest so huge and how did you manage to get this lost? You began to see black dots but tried to walk on, you knew you could not stop walking, you would be dead when you stopped, but your body was slowly given up. “Some please help me...” You whispered already too weak to scream anymore. Suddenly you heart a voice. That was not possible was your mind playing tricks on you? There again “Hey, you! Hey are you alright? Hey what the hell are you doing here?!” Without a warning your body was swanked around, and two turquoise eyes were looking straight at your soul. “Geez, you are freezing. What the hell are you doing out here!? Do you have a death wish or something!” “Please…” was the only thing you managed to say, before stumbling a bit. Before you stand a young man with spiky white hair and   turquoise eyes. “You are an inductee?” Your clothes were the proof for that. “Honestly, you are not even aloud to be here” He was clearly annoyed with you, but you could not care less you were so thankful he was there. You now probably won't have to die out here. You wanted to say something to apologize, but your vision was getting more blurry and you lost your balance again. You were sure to fall to the hard ground, but the impact never came. The stranger had caught you in his arms and to your great shock pulled you in his chest” You are way to cold” he sounded concerned. Suddenly there was a scarf around your neck. It was warm and you were thankful for it. Normally you would have blushed because of the action but you were too cold for that. Now that you were close to his chest you realized you were a bit shorter then him, but even more important you finally noticed what he was wearing, making clear to you that you were in huge and you meant really huge trouble. He was not only wearing the black cloth of a Shinigami but also white and there is only one rank who was allowed to wear that. A captain.... The young man before you was a captain. You were too exhausted to ask yourself what a captain was doing here, but you still worried about being punished. But what should you do, everything was so blurry... “I-”you started but he interrupted you. “Stop talking idiot you are wasting your energy and you need every bit of it. You are more than lucky you are not already dead. You are cold as ice and your lips and hands are blue. I bet you do not even feel your fingers or toes anymore.” At first, he sounded annoyed and angry but to the end his voice became softer warmer. “I guess it can't be helped. I need to get you out of here.” He sighed and simply picked you up. You were too weak to protest in anyway. You felt your eyes closing but he shook you “Listen, you need to stay awake. This is no good, in your state we never make it back. Neither to the academy or to the quarters.” You began to become scared, would you die after all. You tried so hard to stay awake, but it was so hard. A small whimper escapes your lips “I... want...I want to live...” His eyes became determined at this “and you will. Just stay awake and keep looking and me. Do not give up, just don’t give up” He was already running with you in his arms. Everything was a mess for you, the only thing you could clearly see was his face. His eyes looked in front of you and his lips were pressed together. A few times you nearly lost your consciousness “Stay, with me! Just a bit longer” he pulled you even closer to his chest. Suddenly the storm got weaker and eventually seemed to just stop and it got darker. A cave? He set you down. “stay awake. Don't you dare and die on me.” He vanished out of your few for a moment and then you heard him say something and there was a fire. A small campfire. He put more wood on it to make it bigger than he came back to you and brought you closer to the fire. It got warmer but you were still cold. So cold. He kneeled before you and made you look at him “I apologize in advance, but when you want to live you need to get your wet clothes of and both of us know, you can hardly move on your own.” He blushed while saying that. You just nodded weakly. You knew he was right. Even when you did not like the idea, you knew it would be stupid to protest. “Thank-you for not making me force you out of them” he sounded relieved. He helped you out of your clothes except for your underwear, what was to your luck at least somewhat dry. You were so embarrassed and thankful you were too cold to blush. To your relieve but also great surprise he took of his white haori and wrapped you in it. Then without a word he brought you both even closer to the fire and pulled you against his chest wrapping his arms around your torso and tangled his legs with yours. Your head fell from exhaustion against his chest, but he shook you awake “I am sorry, but you cannot sleep just yet. You just must fight a bit longer, until you are warmer. I kept the storm out of here, but you need to stay awake.” “I... I ...can’t „you muttered weakly. “You have to” you heard whisper him whisper something and warmth was taking over your body. Was that a healing kido? Slowly you began to feel your toes and fingers again and it the beginning it hurt, badly. You tried your best not to whimper or anything not wanting to seem weak in front of him or annoy him any further with that. “I am sorry. Just endure it for a bit longer. It will stop soon and then I will let you sleep.” He promised putting his chin on your head. The gesture made you feel save. After a few more minutes the pain faded, and you tried to move your fingers and toes. Relieve washed over you as you were able to. “See you are going to be okay.” He gently spoke to you, a bit like he was speaking to a child, but you could not care less. Actually, it made you feel better. Because you had felt like a lost child. Lost, alone and near to death just like your younger version before she found you, but know she was gone. She was gone and you had not been able to save her. No at the end it had been her who saved you, even when everything happened because of you and now you nearly wasted your life. The life she gave hers for. A broken sob escaped your lips. “Oi, do not cry. You'll be okay. You are alright. Everything will be alright so please stop crying.” He sounded a bit helpless and you really felt sorry for him, but you just could not stop crying. Suddenly he turned you around and pulled you again against his chest, wrapping his arms around you. “You need to stop crying. You are way too weak right now, you should not waste so much energy.” He made you look up and put his forehead against yours so that you had to look at him, while he strokes your tears away. His arresting eyes seemed to see through you, it felt like he could read your mind if he wanted to. His eyes were determined, yet warm and full of protectiveness. You felt like you were drowning in his eyes and after some time you calmed down. “Now, this is better.” He wrapped you again in his arms. “What is your name?” “(f/n), Sir” “And your last name?” You shook your head “I do not have one, never had, taicho.” “A strange young woman, you are” To your surprise he began to stroke your head” Now, the more important question. What were you doing out there?” You kept silent. Not knowing what to say. Now that you were still alive you knew you were in some other kind of trouble. You tried to turn away from him not being able to stand up to his gaze. “(f/n)” he slightly growled making you flinch. He then sighed and turned you around “Listen, you do not make anything better for yourself when you do not talk to me. Also, I have a feeling that this is about more than you just deciding to walk around in a snow storm in a place you are not allowed to go.” “I did not mean to... I got lost...and, and it was not snowing, well at least than...” he did not say a word, he just looked at you with somewhat reassuring eyes and nodded from time to time, to make clear you should continue. You did not know, why but you told him, told him everything. Even what you had not told your senseis about the Incident that took the life of your dear friend. You even told him of your past. Explained how she saved you when you were still children. How you came to the academy and how she was a real genius in honestly everything, while you kept messing up. How she always told you that you were just failing because you were scared of it and of the people around you, you had not the best experiences of people when you were a child, and that you two would become great Shinigami one day and how you would be at each other’s side. You also told him about some guys and girls from the academy who were above you. How they decided to pick on you and make your life a living hell. How your friend stood up for you and tried to protect you. How the guys and girls got into trouble and nearly got dispelled from the academy, because of it and how they threaded you. You told him of the fire, how you both somehow woke up far too late and how she pushed you outside before everything broke down on her. How you tried to free her but were not strong enough. How no kido seemed to work out and how you heard her scream from pain until she had lost the fight. You did not stop to try to get her out until you were pulled away from the flames. You had spent days in bed to recover from injuries but never really slept because her screams and the fire were haunting you. How you came back to the lessons and the people made fun of the death of your friend and how you realized that they had something to do with it but were too scared of them to tell anyone, since they were much stronger and older, and the teachers believed them because of their family status.  How you were scared that they might one day kill you too. How it was your fault your friend died and how days became weeks and how you decided to go for a walk just around the academy to get away from it all. That you got lost and everything until he found you. At the end you realized you began to cry again. “Geez, you are troublesome. I cannot even be mad at you. Still it was naive from you to just wander around like this and to not ask anyone for help. I understand why you did not, but honestly what were you planning to do in the end? Just hoping they might leave you alone one day?” He sighed “I guess it can't be helped. I will bring you back and we will find out who was responsible for that fire. Also, I will put an end to this people picking on you. Such cowards hurting someone younger and weaker than themselves. Also, for your punishment from now on you will be doing extra training. We will meet once a week to train, if you still want to become a Shinigami and for fill the dream you both had for the both of you. By the way I will tell not a single soul where I have found you. Be thankful for that, normally you would get dispelled from the academy or worse. We will make something up in the morning.” “Huh?” Was your only brilliant answer but who could blame you. He seemed to really believe you. Also, a captain going so far out of his way to help a mere inductee? That was seriously something unheard of.  More importantly how was getting the possibility to train with a captain a punishment?! Of course, that would mean more training but only the thought that he was willing to give some of his time, and you knew captains are really, busy, even so he just heard from your very own mouth that you were a complete failure. You just could not make any sense out of it. A shiver ran through your body, you were still quiet cold.  You were pulled closer to his chest as he had noticed that shiver too and he began to rub your arms in an attempt to get you a bit warmer. “Did I not make myself clear?” he asked you in a teasing tone. “B-but why...I do not understand…” You stuttered a bit overwhelmed with everything. “Firstly, it is the duty of the strong to protected those who are in need of protection, secondly as a captain I cannot let an inductee and promising new Shinigami making herself go through the suffer and pain you are feeling, watching you giving up on yourself. We would lose a good Shinigami, I cannot let that happen. You may think of yourself to be a failure, but you are wrong. I see the same potential in you, your friends must have seen. You are a fighter; most people would had already given up out there, but you did not. Also, when you cried you lost control over your spiritual pressure and even though you are quite weak right now because of what you went to it was strong enough to put someone who is not a Shinigami out of his balance, which is already quite impressive for an inductee of the first year. I wonder how none of your teachers noticed that and helped you out it is quite clear you do not know how to control it yet.” He sounded annoyed and you really hoped his annoyance was directed at your sensei’s and not at you. “So, do we have a deal?” He asked you shortly after. You nodded, only an idiot would decline that. “Good, it is Toshiro Hitsugaya by the way. I am the captain of the 10th division. Call me Captain Hitsugaya, Taicho what you like more. Oh, and when we are alone you are allowed to call me Toshiro.” You looked up stunned. You have heard of THE captain Hitsugaya, the young genius, the really, really strong young genius. Also, you were quite sure you heard mummers that there were really, and you meant really few people who were allowed or more precisely tolerated to call him by his first name. “Thank-you, Tai-Toshiro…” You blushed lightly. “It is quite alright. You seem to really need a friend and I would be glad to become one for you.” At this you began to cry, yet again. “Now, now, no more crying.” He hushed you. “Thank-you, thank-you so much…” You sniffed. “It is alright, everything is alright now. Oh and (f/n) do not dare to blame you for her death for a second longer, it was not your fault.” You cried even harder at that and were thankful for his strong arms wrapping themselves around you, bringing you in a close warm hug. “Common stop crying, how do you want to come in my squad when you cry all day.” He lightly joked and let go of you a bit to strike your tears away. You gasped as he let himself fall with you to the ground “Sleep now. Your body is warm enough now and you really need it.” As if his words were a command you felt your eyes close and you drifted off to sleep. “Who have thought a simple training trip would end up like this. I am just glad I collected some firewood in advance.” You heard Toshiro mutter before your world became silent and sleep took over.

Castiel x reader ~Guardian Angel~ (Dean and Sams Sister reader)

I do not own supernatrual or its charachters I am just writing to get better and make people smile. I do not earn money with this. If you like this please support the show.

Trigger warning: Panic attacks, selfconsciounes, might even a bit depression

What happens: The reader is alone in the bunker and has a panic attack, Castiel finds her and calms her down. A lot of fluff~

I do not mean to put this topics in a romantic way, I just want to show that is good to get help from the people you love and speak up about it.

The reader here is still a young teenager, so this is not meant romantically, more like two older brothers and a guardian angel Have fun ^^ Also I would be happy about comments and so on =) English is not my first language, please correct me if needed!

You were the younger sister of Dean and Sam. People probably would think you must be pretty badass. Okay, you were quite strong for your age and you surely knew how to fight, even when your brothers would never ever let anyone even touch you. You were their treasure. Their everything and they tried to keep you as save as somehow possible. Away from horrifying things and so on. So when ever possible they would demand from you to stay at your room at the motel or at the bunker. This night at least it was the bunker. Much more comfy and not only a single room. Your brothers were quite far away this time. Further then they would normally be, but since  Castiel could check-up on you when ever he or they thought good of it they did not think it would be a problem. You were not a little girl anymore and the bunker was the safest place you could be. Well at least safe against demons, ghost, witches and what ever else should decide to try and kill you. The problem was, your home was not protecting you  from something completely different. You had wanted to tell your brothers about it. You knew you could always tell them anything but you were afraid they could be worrying too much on the hunt if you told them or would not go and that would mean innocent people would dye, or even worse they could die. 'and it would be all your fault' it started again. The voice your own head was throwing at you, making you feel like a burden. ' you are broken, you  are in the way of anyone. You are just a burden to them. Seriously, they would be better of without the little girl they always of to watch. Oh how tired of you they must be. You can not even do a proper hunt. Have never killed any monster, do you really believe they want to protect your innocence, make sure you are not burden but that sin? Do not be hilarious they just do not think you could handle to kill a teddy bear a monster no less, pathetic...' please please make it stop...your breath had quicken by now, and it got harder and harder to breath, you felt like you were drowning, you know you needed help. Your legs gave up under you and you landed on the floor rather hard.  You knew if you would call him he would probably come, but you did not want to seem weak in front of the angel. You meant you barely knew him. Your brothers introduced you a few weeks ago yes, and yes they knew and trusted him since quite sometime. Still you just met him . It turned out you were always a sleep or they were not at the motel and when you met him, you just did not know how to react. You meant he was a freaking angel. You were normally already really shy. Up until now you managed nothing more than a hello to him and he seemed never to see the need to more words than simply that. Still sometimes he was looking at you strangely. 'He just wonders why they are keeping you around. He is an angel how weak you must look to him. When he finds out about this he will only find you more useless, just like your brothers, go call for him, call him and see what happens..' the voice mocked you. You always have been self conscious, because your brothers were so strong and you did not seem to be able to keep up with them. The few yeas you spent in school with the bullying happening there were not helping either. Now you were laying on the ground and sobbing terribly. Begging it to stop, your mind screaming for some peace. “Please help me...anyone ..please...cas...castiel...please help me...” you did not care anymore, what he would do or think as long as he made this stop. You could not take it anymore. You were trembling and fighting for air, when you suddenly heart something that sounded like wings..?  “(y/n) what happened?! Are you hurt? Who hurt you?” you were not even able to look up or answer him. Cas looked around the room for any sign of an enemy when he found nothing he already had a suspicion. Gently he got down next to you and gently laid his fingers on your forehead. He sighed when he found you in no physical harm. Still it was clear you were hurting and he was more than willing to help. “Ca-cas ?” you mumbled between sobs. “Hey, there little one.” he used Sams nickname for you in hopes it would help you a bit more to trust him. “ I-..I am ..so-sorry cas-castiel” “calm down (y/n), there is really nothing to apologize for. Okay, maybe you should not have lied to your brothers, saying you were fine, when you were not, lying is a sins you know.” he spoke but was smiling kindly at you all the time. His voice warm and gently. His voice was calming you somehow and in any other state you would have smiled about his words, but not now. Now your lungs were still screaming for air. “Ca-cas..” you whimpered and his eyes softened even more. Carefully he took hold of your arms and bulled you to his chest: “c'mere” He laid two of his fingers against your forehead and suddenly there was warmth. You felt your body instantly relaxing and your breathing getting to normal. You were still crying, but you were okay. It was over, it was finally over. Cas was softly rubbing your back and just for a moment you gave in to exhaustion and let your head fall against his chest. “ They are wrong. Not true at all to be accurate.” You looked up at him clearly confused. “Your thoughts” he gently let a finger ran over your forehead “ They are not true at all. Your brothers love you dearly and they are so proud of their little sister. They are just afraid that you could get hurt and they know how hard it is to life with the burden of the hunts. They just want to protect you.” You nodded weakly tears again threatening to fall. Then you realized something how could he know you were thinking about ...”Yes, (y/n) I am more than able to read your mind as you would call it, but do not worry about that. I still think the same about you. There is no need to be afraid ...if anything I think you are pretty strong. Keeping quiet because you wanted to keep your brothers and other people save even when you were hurting so much... I am sorry it took me so long. That one demon just did not know when to give up. I always worried this might happen one day. All this negative thoughts you had every time we met, or I just checked up on you without you realizing, made me fear  you might break under them one day. I always hoped you would turn for help to your brothers but since you did not and I did not want to take that decision out of your hands it came to this. (y/n) I really think you should talk to your brothers, they already realized something is bothering you and they worry because you do not talk about it.” All the while he was talking he was holding you in his arms. You felt like a small child but that did not matter, because you liked that feeling, you felt save for the first time in a long long time. “Cas..?” you asked shyly. He looked at you smiling since you started to pick up his nickname. He raised a brow at you waiting for you to continue “ I..I am ..I am scared...” You hid your face at his chest and nearly expected him to laugh about you, but he did not. He just hugged you tighter. “Then we tell them together? Would that help?” You nodded weakly. “Want to see your big brothers?” he asked and you looked at him surprised “Can I?” He nodded then thought for a moment “Yet you will probably feel pretty dizzy after that and they will be here in around two ours. They are most likely already on the highway. Still wanna go?” he asked you gently. “I think I can wait..” you spoke softly. Suddenly you felt Castiel move and out of reflex you hugged him back for the first time and begged “Please don't leave me alone” His gaze softened when possible even more. He thought you probably were one of the cutest things in this world. He had decided he should protect you when he first heart of you from the two brothers. He did not want them to be in pain because something happened to you, but when he first met you it was clear to him that he would gladly watch over you. Dean and Sam sometimes joked he must be your guardian angel since he was always an eye on you and sometimes worried in situations both brothers were completely relaxed about and sure you would be fine. Like cooking or slicing the bread. He was always afraid you could burn your hands or cut yourself. Still he kept quiet about all this. He learned from the brothers you were pretty insecure around knew people and since his human skills, like he likes to call it were a bit rusty, he was afraid to scare you off or something. But now that you were clinking to him like a lifesaver, he knew there was no need anymore for that distance. You felt save around him. “Do not worry, my dear. I am not going anywhere and I am certainly not leaving you. What kind of guardian angel would I be leaving my charge, especially when she is crying. I promise as long as I have a free will and the power to life I will watch over you and protect you. I will do all in my power to keep you from harm and keep your brothers save and alive and all three of us together will always keep you save. There is no reason to be afraid anymore.” He smiled as you snuggled a bit closer to him. “You are exhausted, you should sleep” he spoke softly. “Don't wanna...I want to wait for my bro-”yawn” thers” now you really sounded like a child you thought but you did not care. You felt like it was pretty okay for Castiel when you behaved like a child from time to time. That was a luxury you often did not have due to your family history when you really were a child.  You brothers always tried to make your childhood as normal as possible, but it was clear it was far from normal also you were still a teenager nearly still a child. You just went trough school really fast because you were just as clever as Sam, he'd say even smarter than him.“I will make sure to wake you when they arrive okay?” He stood up and carried you to your bed. When he turned away, you whined softly, emotions and exhaustion still having a hang on you. “ I'll be right back, little one, I just want to call your brothers telling them you are save.” You nodded. He was back shortly after and found you nearly asleep. Smiling he pulled the covers over you and gently touched your forehead making sure you would sleep deep and well without any nightmares.

When you woke up, you saw the faces of both of your brothers on each side of you, slightly leaning over you: “Hey kiddo~” Dean smiled at you and gently stroke through your hair. “Hey there little one” Sammy spoke and gently stroke your cheek. “Your alright? That angel there suddenly vanished on us, saying he had to look after you.” Dean spoke again. “Sorry...I did not mean to..” “hey its okay, no apologizing” Sam interrupted you. Then Cas came in the room and looked at you encouragingly. You took a deep breath: “ Guys...I need to tell you something...” when you finished you found yourself in a bear hug from both of your brothers and found Cas looking proudly at you.

Now when ever you began to feel insecure or began to feel panic or just had a nightmare you would find your brothers or call for Cas if he was not there already there the moment you even began to feel bad before you could even think of calling him. Sam would lay down with you pull you in a bear hug and read stories of calming worlds to you, while dean would tickle you from head to toe and cuddle with you afterwards. Cas would always hug you and tell you of heaven or places he has seen to calm you, when it gets all too much for you, he would use his powers, but mostly he wants you to learn to calm down without them, so that you would learn to handle the situations better and not fear them so much. All of them would listen to you and talk to you about it, often all three of them. Then you most of the time end up with hot chocolate and a disney movie even when Dean complains sometimes and Cas being confused all the time while Sam desperately tries to explain everything to the angle. This were the times you were more than happy.

10th Doctor x reader Imagine being comforted by the 10th Doctor after you ran away from a family fight

As always I do not own Doctor Who please support the show when you like this. Have fun ^-^ 

This is a story between you and the 10th Doctor biasically a lot of fluff, yet this could trigger people with family issues or having a hard time because of fights. Please do not read when it could make you sad. Just for you to know english is not my first language. If a make mistakes please be so kind to not blame me but help me learn and show me how to to it right or better thank-you

I you like it I would be honored if you reblog, comment or like it, now have fun ^-^

You were walking down a street crying, again. You were a young university student. You were learning about psychology you wanted to help people one day, but you had to admit you could not even help yourself or your family. Family issues were nothing new to you. The screaming, the fighting, the silence...nothing new. You hated it when this happens. You always feel so helpless. Your family is shouting at each other, hurting each other and you ...you are just helpless... You begged them to stop, you really tried to make things better. You always did everything to make them proud, so that they maybe would have no reason to fight, but oh how wrong and naive you had been. You probably could be the first woman at mars and they still would keep fighting about, actually everything, but mostly because of you. You have always been quiet shy and silent, but also always had a living fantasy seeing in this world so much more than most would see. You always dreamed of visiting the stars or different times one day. Yet the only thing that your parents did was blaming each other because their daughter was somehow strange. They never realized that you began to chance when they started fighting. That your little head and heart and had not seen any other way to survive the pain than to run to fantastic worlds. It was one of this days again, again they had been fighting. You still lived with them because the university was close but on this kind of days you just wished you were far far away. You felt so helpless and so so alone. Your few friends went to other universities and you were too shy to make new ones. Of course you could call your friends but it was night and you were always afraid that one day they would be fed up with you, for being so helpless and broken and just leave you. Even more tears were falling now. You did not even see the street anymore, until you suddenly walked into something. You expected to fall down but someone caught you. “I-I..” you wanted to say you were sorry, but your sobs just would not let you. Strangely the person holding you did not seem angry, was not shouting at you. The arms only were holding you even tighter, pulling you closer “Well, hello~ You must have had an awful day my dear” you heard a mans voice. It sounded strong, somehow wise, yet nice, caring but also like a person with authority and had definitely a strong British accent, well nothing strange with that you were in London after all. You felt him softly rub your back:” Hey, it's okay, your okay..well okay you are crying but nothing I cannot fix..we cannot fix, I mean you will be alright  dear” to your surprise his rambling really made you chuckle, which sounded a bit broken, because you were still crying badly. It was strange , why was he so kind to you? You probably were just troubling him. “I....I am sorry for being a burden to you, Sir. I ..I should just leave..I...” “You, my dear  will stay here” he interrupted you in a tone that was not excepting contradiction. Still you tried to break free, without effect. “Don't you even try. I am not letting you alone in this state. Have you even noticed the state you are in? Your whole body is trembling, your heart is beating waaaaaay too fast and you would not even stand with out me holding you up and now that I told you all that you will probably begin to feel the dizziness and the debility. Yeah, there it is. Careful there.” he simply picked you up holding you bride-style, while you were fighting the exhaustion. You were awfully tired. Tired of everything. Your eyes were getting heavier, but you knew you needed to stay awake. He could do terrible things to you, but somehow you just felt save. Suddenly you heart him chuckle: “Stop fighting it, dear you are save, calm down. I promise I will not hurt you.” Who..who are you...” “the Doctor” “Doctor..Doctor who?” “Just the doctor” he sat down at a bank with you and you notice his fingers on the sides of your forehead. “What..what are you..” “shh.. everything is alright. You just wandered of in a bit dangerous place right now, were some pretty messed up wibbly wobbly timey wimey stuff is happening and you are in no state you could handle that right now, so just go to sleep. I promise I bring you back home, oh and sorry about that.” you wanted to ask about what but you began to feel strange, like something with your head was not quiet right, like someone was..”Shs do not worry about it, you are perfectly save with me (y/n). I just had to find out if you saw anything dangerous for you..” what did he mean ..find out what I saw...how should he....how would he...” shs..sleep now, doctors order” and with that there was noway out anymore. You had no power over your body you just fell asleep. When you woke up again you were in your room under your covers and your old teddy you had since you were really little was in your arms. Had it all been a dream? But wait why was your bear there. That was not possible. You had the bear since you were really small, it always made you feel save. Your parents had told you that you just had found it somewhere, talking about an angle in a suit who was a policeman out of space. They just thought it was once again one of your fantasy world stories you had made up and you just had found it somewhere. You yourself were too small to really remember it. The strange thing was, one day when you were older your father was angry at you, saying this bear you loved so much was making you a weakling and took it away from you. That was years ago so how did it end up in your arms...could it be? But how should the strange man know or even have it..how did he knew your name, your home and especially your bear. He had been nice to you, really nice. His warm brown eyes had been looking so caring at you, so gentle. You remembered he looked handsome with his messy hair and brown suit. Somehow he reminded you of someone, someone important to you, but you just could not figure it out. Some days went by and you still had no idea who the man was, yet you were thankful to him. It had been a long time, since anyone had made you really save and okay and he somehow seemed to had brought your teddy back. Yes, you were a grown up, but you really loved that bear. The exact per that was now hidden under your jacket while you were snicking out of the house. There had been a terrible fight again, your parents had shouted things at you no child should ever hear their parents say, but for you the damage was done. Silent tears were rolling down your cheeks. You knew by now they would not stop falling anytime soon. You just needed to get out. You knew you could not just leave in one night and never comeback, but you needed to get out of there for at least a few hours. You were not caring it was night. You closed the door behind you and turned around just to stare at the man in the brown suit leaning at the wall of the house opposite to you. He looked directly at you, his eyes full of concern, than he gave a warm knowing smile to you and hold out his hand for you to take. “I guess, another bad day again?” you look at him confused. Why was he here and how did he know?  Than you heard your parents beginning to scream at each other again, inside the house and you jumped slightly. Well, that explains how he knows, you thought, while new tears were finding their way down your cheeks. You felt so weak for crying in front of a stranger, but as exactly this stranger came over to you, took your had and pulled you along you went with him without protest. He brought you into a park near by and sat down with you on a bench. He did not say a word he only kept holding your hand and stroke small circles with his on it. This small gesture somehow really calmed you. Also you were thankful he did not ask questions. Suddenly it began to rain strongly and you were sure he would say something, stand up and start to leave, but he did not react at all. Even after minutes when you both were soaked he just kept holding your hand That was until you began to tremble from not only from the sobs but also from the could. He gently squeezed your hand and as you did the same he turned to you. His eyes were so warm, so caring it took your breath for a moment. Than he smiled again warmly at you. His smile was like he was saying, it will be alright without saying a single word. Then he pulled you closer, letting you time to react, break free if you wanted and as you did not he hugged you. At frist you flinched but then you accepted it thankfully and hugged him back, making him hug you even tighter. He was warm, really warm. Your head on his shoulder you continued to cry in the rain, while he rubbed your back. “You know, (y/n) we need to get you inside you will get sick. See even your bear under your jacket is all wet, and you promised me to always take good care of that, my dear. You looked up shocked. He was the one who gave it to you?! But that was years ago and you told your parents about a man, yet he still looked like a quite young man..also what was he your mind was so full of questions, you were not able to form a single word. While he looked at you with patience, giving you the time you needed. That was until you realized how close you were to the handsome man with the brown eyes and messy hair and blushed deeply. You knew he noticed, because you heart him chuckle and mutter under bis breath:” well, I still got it” then he smiled at you warmly and stroke your tears away with one of his hands, the other was still laying on your shoulder. “ I think you are not too found about going home for tonight, if you want you can stay at my place, do not worry you will be perfectly save around me, you always were for a fact. Maybe you should send your parents a message you are staying with friends, we do not want them to worry, do we?” he spoke, then raised an eyebrow waiting for your answer. Should you go with him. It was so strange, how could he know about the bear and its story, why do you feel so save around him. On the other hand, if he meant bad for you he had had the best chance yesterday and he did nothing to you, he only helped you out. You nodded and tried to stand up, but your legs were not having that and you would have fallen, if had not caught you. “S-sorry” he stuttered. “Nah, do not worry about that and now Allons-y!” He surely was stronger than he looked. He seemed to have no problem to carry you. When you arrived at a policebox standing in the park you had trouble to breath. “Y-yo-you your a-are the..you are the man ..the angle..the policeman ..ou-out of space I told my parents of!” He chuckled “Of course I am, I already told you that (y/n), try to keep up!” he added jokingly and was about to open the door when he seemed to remember something “ You should know that this often overwhelms people a bit. Normally I do not spoil the surprise, but you have already gone trough quite an emotional rollercoaster today, so well it his timelord science dimensions and stuff but  basically you could say it is bigger on the inside.” He opend the door and you were buffed. The small box was huge from inside and there were even corridors you could not see an end to. “Welcome to my Tardis Time And Relative Dimension In Space”

He took you in with him and said you were very welcome to stay the night. He sat you down on a chair near the console “ I get you some clothes, better not touch anything. I'll be right back” He came back with a stag of clothes. “They might be a bit big for you, but they will keep you warm.” What you did not know, he would have had no problems in getting you fitting clothes the Tardis could provide that easily, he just thought you would feel a bit calmer and saver in bigger and comfy clothes, especially in this since you really loved it that day you met him when you were still so young to wear his coat. “Thank-y-you” “I get, so you change” he said with a warm smile and went out of the room. He came back after a few minutes when you were fully changed and had two cups of  warm chocolate with him. “ Here, I know you like warm chocolate and you especially loved this one when you were younger.” You took one cup from him while he leaned against the console “Than-you doctor” He smiled as you used his name. “Say, why is it so hard for me to remember you..I know I was young but I do remember other things from that time quiet clearly?” You finally managed to build up the courage to ask: “ Well, that is actually my fault. I figured your parents would think of it as insane so I let you forget some parts, making sure it would sound more to them like a made up story from a child, like something real, yet I could not bring myself to erase it completely because I figured it would help you handle the things you went trough. That is also the reason I got you the bear. I am sorry if I had knew sooner he took it from you, you would have had it back year ago. I must have lost track again. Also I am so so sorry I could not do more  for you at that time. You were still so small and my life can get so dangerous I figured it was no place to grow up for a child. Also I know you still love your parents and that is okay and completely fine, but that is not why I am here today and was when we met last time. You know I promised something to you when you were still quite small. I promised to show you the stars when you are a bit older and I think a university student is quite old enough, what do you say? Want to visit the stars?”

From that day on you traveled with the doctor and he helped you to deal with the pain and to feel good about yourself again. You went home from time to time because you said you wanted to continue to study, the doctor was quiet okay with that, he liked how much you loved to learn. He knew he could have taught you the things of university but he also wanted you to learn to make friends and stand up for yourself and he found university was a good and save practice place for you. The thing he did not like was the crying and the hurt look in your eyes, when you came back to the Tardis. Your parents were still getting the worst from you and it took its tool on you. One day he finally had enough. You opened the door of the Tardis tears in your eyes. You long time ago gave up in trying to hide them from him, it never worked and really there was no need. “Oh, dear” He sighed and took you in his arms. Resting his head on your he gently began to soothe you. After you stopped crying he took your hand and pulled you with him. “where are we going?” you asked “Your house, I have to have a talk with your parents. Stupid adults never realizing how hurt their children are. They should no, every parent knows what it means when children cry silently.” he spoke seriously. You stopped “Doc-tor... I do not want to...I am scared...” he turned to you “Do not be, I protect you. I promised you to watch over you, did I not my brilliant, wonderful companion. Do not worry (y/n) you are in save hands.” He had been looking directly in your eyes then he bent down a bit and kissed your forehead. “After this we can go and watch your galaxy and your neighbor galaxy, with some hot chocolate, what do you say?”

“Doctor?” you asked while leaning your head on his shoulder looking down at the beauty of lights before you “Mhm?” he put his arm around you and smiled already knowing what you were going to say. “Thank-you”.

Toshiro Hitsugaya x shy and clumsy reader (Part 2)

Like always: I do not own Bleah or its characters, if you like this please support the great anime and manga. I do not make any money with this. I just want to make people smile. English is not my first language and I had not enough time to proof read everything until now, I hope to be able to do this soon. If you find mistakes, please correct me, it could be I do not know any better! I really hope you enjoy this and he is not too ooc or somehting.

Trigger warning : Mobbing and insecurities After you got readyyou joined the rest of the 10thdivision. The day was quite good until it became evening. Rangikuagain asked you to bring her papers to the captain but this time theywere actually finished. You began to have a feeling that there was aplan or system behind her always making you deliver the papers. Youwere quite close to Toshiros office already and were glad you had notto call for him in hopes he would here you or send him a massagetoday, meaning you had to caused any trouble for him, when suddenly ahand was put over your mouth "Have we not told you to not tellanyone and yet your wounds are healed as far as I can see even thescratches at your cheek have been taking care have. You had torealized that until now. Had Toshiro healed you while you weresleeping? "I do not remember you to be able to use healing kidos,or most kidos for that fact since you never mange to speak the wordscorrectly how pathetic." He laughed but then got dead serious. Heturned you around to face him, still with the hand on your moth andhis zanpakuto on your neck. One of the other ones, took yours fromyou. You had been so deep in your thought you had not felt them, evenwhen they were this near. You had been so close to the office. Justaround the corner down the floor. "Tell me who have you told?"His voice was silent to not get caught by anyone, but still it madeyou shiver. He suddenly grabbed your neck and but pressure on it,taking his hand of your mouth. You tried to kick him, but he justpushed you against a wall "Tell me!" you were not able to scream,there was only a whimper escaping your lips while you were fightingfor air. "Tell me, or you will be punished or maybe I should punishyou either way, what do you think of some fun with us?" The otherschuckled and his other hand began to move to your chest. No! PleaseNo! "Tai-cho...please..." Suddenly there was a huge spiritualpressure. It made the group around you stumble and look around inpanic, some were having trouble to even stand. Out of nowhere youwere let go but something stop you from falling down holding you upright against something warm and soft. Another body? The man beforeyou had fallen to his knees holding his arm which was covered inblood and ..ice? The ice was spreading all over his body. He began toscream, to beg for mercy, but the ice would not stop. You noticedeveryone around you was meeting the same fate their bodies wereslowly taken over by ice. "Mercy?" You heard your captains voicebut it was not warm like the times he spoke to you neither annoyed,it was cold, cold as ice. "You are pathetic. Hurting a single youngwoman, nearly still a girl. Five against one, you must be reallyscared of her. You pitful cowards. You are banned from my divisionand there will be a trial for what you have done. You are lucky I donot kill you or make you suffer than just giving you a fewfrostbites, but if you ever dare to hurt her in anyway or even justscare her, you will deeply regret it." Now you understand how itcame that people said he was cold and emotionless, still you feltnothing but safe by his side and h about the fact, that the handwhich was not at his zanpakuto, rubbed small calming circles at yourarm while pressing you against his chest. The ice continued to growuntil they had visible problems to breath, but were still somehowable to do so " I am just returning the favor" Toshiro spoke thenhe turned you around and let his eyes wander over you. You tried tofight back the tears, but it was hard so really hard and the momenthis eyes became soft and warm you lost the fight and a sob escapedyour lips. He pulled you up in his arms and flashstepped away withyou. He brought you in his office and gently laid you down on thecoach. " I lost th-the papers.." you were still barely able tospeak and it hurt, it hurt a lot even just breathing hurt. "I-""Hush, now" He put a finger on your lips silencing you. "Stoptalking you idiot, you hurt yourself" he said, put his tone waswarm. Then he began without another word to heal you. After hefinished he stood up and left the room returning with tray and twocups of tea and one cup of water. In the meantime you had managed tosit up but you did not dare to look in his eyes. You had been sohelpless and caused him trouble. "Here, drink" he was holding thecup of water in front of you. You tried to take it but your handswere shaking badly. "I guess it can't be helped" he said softlyand if you had looked up you had seen his warm small smile. Hewithout letting you more time to react put the cup to your lips andmade you drink. He was making sure you drank the whole cup beforeputting it back to the table. Then you heard him growl "I shouldhave punished them more, now I see how scared they got you and howbadly they affected you, you are still shaking..." his voice wasgetting softer to the end "How long?" "Si-ince the day I camehe-here" "I should have made you tell me the first day I noticedsomething was off. They threaded you to not tell anyone, right?"You just nodded weakly, You still felt pathetic and weak. "You knowyou could have beat them yourself, you are stronger then them believeme. Do not think of you as weak, I know you do, I can see it clearlyin your eyes and your body language is screaming it, really. Stopbeing sorry or thinking about being a burden, having caused troubleand I do not know what else. You know being afraid is not generally abad thing. You react better, when you are scared, notice more, areeven able to use more of your physical abilities but being terrifiedcan also be like a poison when something brings us to the point ofnot being able to move. You must have been so scared. Feeling alone,afraid to tell anyone, or what would happen when you fight back,until it all did not matter anymore, because you just were terrifiedwhat they would do next. There is nothing to be ashamed of. It is noteasy to get your feelings under control especially in a fight  andfear is one of the hardest to contain. That needs practices andexperience. This is definitely nothing you were supposed to learn atthe academy you know?" You shyly look up and saw his gaze directlyat you, when your eyes met new tears began to form in your eyes. Without a word he pulled you in his chest and wrapped you in his arms "You are safe now." he promised you and you stopped fighting againstit and just cried while rambling words and thoughts " I- I was ..I..so scared...they ..th-they tried t-to want-" "Hey, it's okay. Iwill never let them harm you." He held you close until you calmeddown. Then he persisted for you to drink some tea. "I am sorry ittook me so long. I was keeping track of your spirit pressure all thetime the moment I sensed the change I was in a meeting with Commander Byakuya so it took me a moment to come back to the quarters.""Y-you just left him standing there?" "Ye-eah" he admitted "I just said I had to take care of something. I guess I have toexplain it to him later. " "There is no need. I fully understandnow why you needed to go. My apologies for interrupting. I followedyou since this behavior is not like you,  Commander Hitsugaya" Wereit your nerves or did Byakuya really sound warm and understanding? "Iwill take care of the group outside if this is alright with you."Hitsugaya nodded " Thank-you that would be a great help" Byakuyaturned around " Oh and you should make sure the poor girl eatssomething she is quiet pale" Commander Byakuya added and left. Toshiros gaze was on you again " He is right you should eatsomething" You nodded weakly. "ca-captain?" "Mhm?" "I-Iknow i-it is not my my pl-place to ask an-and really qu-quite sillybu-but could I stay in your a-arms just a moment l-longer" youspoke, softly getting quiet to the end, afraid of his reaction. Toyour great surprise he pulled you without a word  in his arms, sothat your head was laying safely at his chest. "Thank-you taicho"you shyly muttered " and thank- thank-you so much for rescuing me"He shrugged " Kind of comes with the job description. I am yourcommander it is my duty and my honor to watch over your safety. Ohand (y/n) you are really welcome." A yawn escaped your lips. Thestress of the last hour was taking its tool on you making you tiredand your mind dizzy. A wave of exhaustion hit you and with the smellof you captain and his warmth  you began to feel intoxicated."Taicho? Why do you call me by -by my f-first name. You  seem toca-call everyone else by there their lastnames." Toshiro began tostroke your hair in a calming manner "That is true there are fewpeople I call by their firstname. For you there is quite a simplereason. I figured it would make you feel more save. Matsumoto saidyou always flinched when she choose to use your lastname so I decidedagainst it. Also you should know I heard a few thinks about yourfamily from Captain Kuchiki. He met your family a few timeswhen you were still a bit younger he even met you, but he said youwere probably too young to remember. He told me the way your parentsact to you and some more things and I want you to know that it doesnot matter if  they think  you are good enough, the only one you needapproval  from is yourself. If it helps I would be really proud if Ihad a daughter who made it in the 13 Gotei and left the Academy withthe grades you did. Also I am proud of you as your captain." Hepatted your head "Come now we need to get you something to eatbefore you fall asleep..wait are you crying yet again? Geez you aretroublesome" but he laughed about the last part and you had tothink that his laugh was beautiful. "Taich" "Leave theformalities when we are alone (y/n). I am not even using yourlastname, it would only be fair like this." You blushed at this.You knew for a fact that his title was important to him cause he wasso young and he did not want to be underestimated by people."Thank-you Toshiro" "See, better." He stood up and simplypicked you up along with it "Tai-Toshiro? I-I can wa-walk youknow?" He gave you a look "In all honestly I highly doubt that.Not after that state you were in. Also it really su-suits you whenyou blush" Wait was he, was THE captain Hitsugaya flirting withyou?! And did he just blush? That was not possible, definitely notpossible. You meant yes you had a crush on him, since the very firstday you saw him walking by when you were still in the academy and hewas there for you actually did not know what for, but you were morethan sure someone like him would never as much as spare you a glance.Yet, he ... he... "Cat caught your tongue?" He teased havingfound his cool and cold manner back. You shyly look up and found hiseyes directly at you. "I...I" You blushed "you, you are reallyare adorable" and there he blushed again, but he did not look awaythis time. "I would like to test something, but please...do..do nothit me yeah.. I just have a feeling you might will like ...likeit..." Suddenly he had but you down on your feet again, but wasstill holding you with one arm near his chest, while he grabbed yourchin with hos other hand lightly titled it up and kissed you. Youfelt his lips on yours, the kiss was soft, not in anyway demanding,just soft, caring, lovingly. You were so confused, your heart seemedto run and you felt your legs getting weak as you shyly  kissed back,your eyes closed. He gently broke the kiss and you opened your eyes,looking directly in his shining orbs and this was the moment yourlegs simply gave up and you would have fallen, if it had not been forhis strong and protective grip on you. "See I told you I doubt youwould be able to walk" He teased you and you blushedprofessionally. "T-to-toshi" "Mhm?" He hummed and picked youup yet again, holding you close to him. "I take it you like me, toosince you kissed back" He was smirking proudly, but there was alsoa small blush evident on his cheeks.  You nodded shyly and tried tohid in his chest, but he was not having that. He dipped you in hisarms "Good then there is no reason for me to not do this" and thenext moment his lips claimed yours again, this time more passionate.He left you breathless. "You...you know..that was the other reason,why I really wanted you in my division. I sorry I must have caughtyou of guard with all this, it is just after I saw you hurt like thatI could not help myself but wanted to make you feel loved andappreciated." Now he was definitely blushing, a lot. "Every timeI was in the academy to get a look at the skills o you and others Ifell more for you. For the way you acted to others, every singledetail I had the luck to see of your personality and of course in thebeauty of the beautiful shinigami in my arms. You know I was thinkingoften about talking to you back there, especially when you felt down,but I always fearded I would not be able to hide my feelings and didnot want to push you in any direction or give you the feeling you hadto join my division or something like this" Toshiro all butstumbled over his words you smiled at him and you knew your face wasreally, really red and your heart was warm and beating fast. Shylyyou put a hand to his cheek and tried to get up a  bit in his arms,so you put your hands on his shoulders and really wanted to kiss him,but your shyness was getting in your way and you began to think aboutit way too much until suddenly he was kissing you. "You areworrying too much" he whispered between two kisses "do not bescared" He encouraged you and kissed your forehead. You blushedagain but were still too shy to began a kiss yourself "(y/n) juststop thinking and kiss me, Captains order" he smirked at you andthe way he look at you took your breath. You were sure he would bethe death of you. He got a smock grin on his face. And say they youare emotionless, they have no idea, you thought. You took a deepbreath " I..I really like you ...captain" and with that youfinally kissed him. " and I you" He responded after the kiss andhis eyes held so much warmth. " Now we really need to get yousomething to eat" he stated. He walked with you out of the quartesand outside he said you down because he figured you would not like tobe in the middle of the attention and oh you would have been for sureif he continued to carry you, still he did put his arm around yourwaist and pulled you close to him. After you both had eatensomething he said you should head back and you were confused when hedid not lead you to your quarters but to his "Like I said I can notleave you alone after what had happen earlier  and I also do not wantto allow you to leave my side." He gave you some clothes from himto sleep and they really were a bit to big for you and waited foryou. This time you fell a sleep in his arms to him whispering sweetnothings in your ear. "sleep well there is no need to cry anymore I will protect you"~

I have a request for Doctor Who!! The reader is American and is dating the Doctor (10). She’s also in a well known band. She travels a lot with the Doctor and tours a lot with her band. The reader and her band is doing a show and the Doctor comes to it without saying anything. The reader is lead vocalist and they perform the song, ‘Hit That’ by The Offspring. The reader is surprised to see the Doctor after the show and he tells her he liked the show and they just discuss it.

Hey thank-you for your request :) I hope to finish it the next two days ^^

We all should know how to help others. It really should be taught in school. Never just stand by when someone needs help.

Anyone can help!

(Real pen the last picture)

It is important for EVERYONE to know how to help ANYONE. Not everyone can give them selves their medicine under every circumstance. Be educated, help out.

In the last year, i have gotten about five new violent allergies from foods i used to be able to eat. Next time i eat a fruit, my throat could close. I may not be able to inject myself. My boyfriend and i played with my trainer pen for like 30 minutes. He knows how to inject it. I know how. This is important.