Hey Guys Wouldn't It Be Just A Little Funny If I Made A 'lis Confession Blog!!' And Said I Was Open To

hey guys wouldn't it be just a little funny if I made a 'lis confession blog!!' and said I was open to anything and everyone, but then when someone sends me a disgusting ask on anon like diazcst or SA fantasies about certain characters or some shit and so I curse them out and shame them and then tell them to get help, wouldn't it be js a little funny??

i'm not trans, but how I wish I was a guy so bad I want that bond with other guys, but its not depicted as weird because im also a guy I wanna say 'oh fr' when those 'girls sleepovers vs boys sleepovers' videos pop up. I don't just wanna be 'one of the boys', I wanna BE a boy. I wanna experience it fully, I wanna be flat chested and I wanna not have to worry about my looks that much. I wanna live without a care in the world and be stupid because 'boys will be boys' "oh, but you can do all that stuff as a girl!!" you dont get it



my screen just froze on a 'pills pills pills' post with pill pictures in the background is this a sign

no because the way we always found our way back to the other no because the way we made all those plans no because the way we were literally twins no because the way you were literally the male version of me no because the way we made up silly scenarios no because the way we said we would cry together no because the way we were best friends no because the way we were inseparable no because the way we called each other siblings no because the way its deadass all over now no because the way we're just strangers atp no because the way it feels like you got brainwashed by a cult no because the way we'll probably never meet up now no because the way I don't know if deep down you still wanna do all that stuff and just can't say it or if you really don't like me anymore no because the way I miss you no because the way I don't know if you miss me or not no because the way I have a feeling you do but Idk no because the way I want what we had to haunt you every night no because the way I feel selfish when I think that no because the way I hate you, but I still love you so much and I'd do anything and everything for you because all we've been through together no because the way you changed no because the way I have a feeling this haunts you every night since it haunts me every night and we're basically the same person but I don't know anymore because how much you've changed no because the way I'm not involved in your life anymore no because the way i know this isn't my poetry account but this is mega personal so im posting it here

I'm not one to be scared of things, like I'm practically fearless but it's different when it comes to thinking that I'll REALLY lose everything like I know that everyone I know won't mean anything to me in a couple decades, sure, but your telling me NOTHING i do matters? everything is just a waste of time and space? I'm not gonna always be a badass kid 4ever? I'm js gonna grow up and then js be an adult, a worthless adult? you're telling me all the merch I'm gonna buy, all my hyperfixations, all the shows I watch right now won't matter? because I wont remember them? I don't want this to be a silly phase in my life. I wanna remember the shows I watch. but in order for me to do that I'd have to rewatch them. and it'd be alot to keep track of. alot of work. sometimes growing up gets scary. losing memory. forgetting everything you've worked for. not dying and losing it, but just forgetting it. maybe I will be an adult with the same hyperfixations, maybe I will be a cool adult, but I'll still forget the shows I watched. maybe even some of the games I played.

my dad is raising the worst daniel ever oh my fucking god