What If Im Just A Stepping Stone For Her And Shes My Endgame?

What if I’m just a stepping stone for her and she’s my endgame?

There will be days.

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I still wake up to the thought of you. I go to sleep with the thought of you. It’s just everything in between that’s different.

I’m not afraid of dying. I’ve come to terms with it and in some moments have grown quite fond to the idea of it. You told me you don’t want me to be more afraid of living than I am of dying. And I told you the truth. I said that I do not want to die, but I haven’t been scared of dying for a while. I’m terrified of living. But I figured I’d stick around and see what happens if I’m just going to pass away anyway! You might’ve expected a different answer but I could never lie to you. I’m here to stay because even if I end up a dead beat on the side of the road, at least I would’ve lived to see it! And the thing is, I feel like I’ve experienced a lot for my age. And if I were to die today I think I’d be pretty happy with what I’ve left behind. Although I do miss you like crazy! But who knows, maybe I can make more of an impact! Maybe not! But I wouldn’t get to find out if I’m not here.

Marry me. We don’t have to sign the papers right now. We don’t have to have the wedding right now. We’re 17, I get it. But marry me. We have our whole lives ahead of us and I want to spend it with you. Marry me. Tell me you’ll marry me one day and mean it. Because we’re young and I only see opportunity for us together. Because we’re young and some people aren’t lucky enough to meet their person this young but we are. So marry me. So marry me and we can tell our kids about how we grew together. We can tell them the good and the bad because they shouldn’t be sheltered by it. We can tell them our story. Because it sure as hell isn’t over yet. Marry me because we may be young but I know what I want. And I want a lifetime with you. I don’t want to miss you another second.