What If He Has A Girlfriend Someday? How Could You Handle It?

What if he has a girlfriend someday? How could you handle it?🥺

I love him unconditionally.

Which means if he find happiness with someone else instead of with me, I will accept it. It's okay. Because I want him to be happy and loved. And yes, unfortunately, this can happen at any time and how will I handle it? Horrible at first. I'll cry, have throw tantrums, shout at myself. I'll feel that the world has ended and a piece of my heart has been taken, "my place" has been taken away. But then I can't do anything but accept and put up with it. If I see that he is happy and good for him with that woman, then this knowledge puts a little band-aid on my broken heart and I'll stay by his side as his friend and student.

Okay I'm crying now lol

I know girls that summer break is hard without our favorite teacher…

but try to stay positive and use this time to be the best you can be, so that when he/she sees you again at school, he/she will only blink and turn around after you with jaw dropped. Okay?

Go my girlies and glow up this summer!!!💗

How can I calm down? Maybe if I sit on his lap? hmm and we make out for hours?? hmm

It's okay to feel sad or empty sometimes.

You’re human and you have a soul that needs rest.

Short story time hey-hey! <3

One day when I was with my dad's house, R came through. Meanwhile I studied for the exams in the kitchen. (Dad helped me by listening to me when I learned the exam tasks) and when I heard the front door open, I thought it was my dad, so I said out loud to him:

"Dad, will you help me please? I'd like to tell you about this exam assignment!"

Girls.. who would have thought that it was not my dad but R???😵😭 Then I didn't get an answer right away and I kept writing in my notebook bla bla bla and didn't even look up when this omg sentence burned into my brain:

"Of course I'll help you angel!"

I obviously noticed that it wasn't my dad's voice and I immediately raised my head and saw R jokingly smiling at me.😱 I honestly felt like my head was going to be red, not just because he was here, but mainly because he called me angel. Okay, I know he was joking and he was trying to imitate my dad, but damn this situation made my heart skip a beat...😳😳

btw R really wanted to help me study, but then my dad came and pulled him away from me lol *sad*

Dear my diary - Summary post. HI GIRLS!!! <3

The opening of the year is over and the new semester begins! The Tc community is back again!💋 Hell yeahhh I can't wait to read everyone's blogs, and I can also write my nonsense to you, since this is my diary, so I try to write things out of myself better.

There will be drama for sure girls!!😵 What do I have to face this semester?? Hmm.. Well, looking at the new students, there are a lot of beautiful girls…(well, all girls are beautiful to me) lol Some of them look like very girly tumblr girls, so khm: if anyone follows me, I'll let you know that the "literature and art" teacher is booked! OKAY??😭 I hope no one wants to start a fight with me!! (pls nooo)

There are also pretty boys, but since none of them are crisp 30-40-50 ahem..sooo not really interested. (sorry guys oops)

Next: There is a new teacher. (female OF COURSE) I hope she has a partner because I'll go crazy if she is single.🙂 She will be my biggest enemy if she doesn't behave, and it would be unpleasant because I'll have a mandatory class with her. T-T I'm trying to stay positive!!

I want to do many things differently. Learning from my mistakes not only about R, but about everything. I will have double class with R, which Im very happy about, and it seems that I have many more practical hours, which means that I will be in school more. I hope to see more of R. Also, I took up a subject that he teaches, Idk exactly what it means based on the name, but I'll be curious. So one more hour when I can see him!! Yippie :3

I hope that I'll do better at school this semester and that I'll make many memories with R. Soah gives the best!! Love yaaa girls