I Want To Get Closer To Him, Flirt With Him More, Push His Boundaries.

I want to get closer to him, flirt with him more, push his boundaries.

maybe you have to lose me to love me.

Dear Summer,

I want to sweat more because of him than because of the damn sun.

Sir, fill me up with love, confidence and dick.

Hello girls!! <3 Little status report:

I never had the best relationship with my mother, it's no coincidence that I'm with my father a lot, and my mother lives in another city with her new boyfriend (whom I also hate because he's an asshole) I was with her one weekend, but not for long, because my mother drank and when she drinks she says things to me that she regrets the next day, but it's a huge trauma for me. I won't even elaborate on this. Dad quickly came to pick me up and now I'm staying with dad for a while. (I have a small apartment that is closer to the school, but we discussed with father that it is better if I stay at home for a while) However, father's house is huge and he works a lot, but he tries to be with me, but now he has gone on a business trip, so I am alone. The loneliness and what happened between me and mom took a toll on me so much that my depression got stronger. I lost a lot of weight because of this. Since dad was afraid that my condition would worsen while he was away, he informed his close friends about the situation and that I was now with him. (very cute) So R also knows everything, who calls or texts me almost every night. Anyway, imagine, at school, R immediately noticed that I had lost weight and has been very caring for me since then. At least he tries to stay within limits at school, but he makes it clear that he is here with me. Since he lives closer to father, he has taken me home three times so far and sometimes he stayed with me for a while. So after every bad thing comes something good, if i can call it that. However, mother takes a toll on me, but the fact that R is here for me and I can hold on to him means a lot. Now it feels like he is replacing my father. I love him very much, but now our relationship is not developing romantically, but to put it…mental support. I'll write you girls some details later, because a few things happened between us, but I thought I'd write you all quickly about what's going on. Don't worry, I'm getting better and dad won't be away much, and I'll be going back to my apartment soon. And I will sort out my relationship with my mother somehow. (I'm sorry if I worded something wrong, but I'm very exhausted)

Thank you for being here for me girls and for the many inbox messages in which you expressed your support!!! Love u all!! 💓

Help me Girls😩

R was very silly / flirtatious today…but..BUT

I didn't dare to be so flirty with him because of the others, *stupid Soah* but now I want to write him something funny / silly or flirty.. really anything!! Pls Girls, be my partners in this game and write me ideas on what to write to him.😭

You can also write a specific sentence, tonight I will be brave and take a step towards R!!!😳🥺

(idk why but some reason I'm really motivated for now) lol